"Ocean is strong power
 Ocean is our life
If you won't be able to
Survive against its wave
You die"
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Throughout my entire existence, I have wept incessantly due to my shattered heart and ruined life. The pain and suffering I endured, the loss of loved ones, the abandonment by those I held dear, the constant reminders of my worthlessness from everyone around me, and the relentless abuse I endured - all of it left me yearning for love that was never bestowed upon me.

It was my own family who betrayed my trust, repeatedly, until I became nothing more than an empty shell, devoid of any warmth or compassion.

I made a solemn vow to myself that I would never allow my family to hurt me again. I promised to stand up for myself, to become someone who would make those who deemed me insignificant bow down before me.

I made a resolution to persevere and make the most out of my circumstances.

But amidst the deceit and pain inflicted upon me by my own kin, did I ever stumble upon love and happiness?

Let us delve into this matter, shall we?

Survival Journey

As Neil was brought inside the Jailors room I was disgusted by his sight, anger surged through every part of my body and I wanted nothing but to kill him right there. 


He was bruised and battered badly, I felt relieved and a sinister smile came to my face knowing what kind of evil plan burned into my head, I know what I wanted to do to him and I wanted to make him suffer more and make him feel the same pain he had put me through over and over again. 


I was satisfied when I saw one of the officers harassing him sexually the look on Neil's face was a sight to see and I knew at that moment the plan I had for him would not be hard to pull through. 


Giving a sinister smile I waited for the officers to take him away from the room to that one place where he actually belongs to with all the fucking dirty deadly criminals that was his actual place to live with all those fucking criminals. 


Neil In Prison-Living A Hell