Go to hell

Tina sighed, ZouMi was younger than her, still she fears ZouMi, if she didn't shut her mouth, the consequence would be the worst. Looking at ZouMi's silhouette, Tina could only feel sad and petty her. A sweet child had turned into a machine, a working machine!

ZouMi met Si Ban in the parking lot, they boarded the car, Si Ban at the driver seat and ZouMi sat at the back.

"Sid Bao hasn't arrived, yet?"

"He did! Yesterday."

"Why wasn't I informed?"

"I came in to inform you, but you were fast asleep, and later you went home, without my knowledge."

"Mm. He may come soon again, make sure you treat him 'best'." Best... Si Ban understood the actual meaning of 'best', his lips parted into a devilish smile.

"Zu, did you had a good sleep, yesterday?"

Did she?

Oh, yes! She did. Whenever Gu Huan was near, she would drift into deep slumber, away from unpleasant dreams. At the mention of Gu Huan, ZouMi thought about what happened yesterday, why did he suddenly change? Did she mumbled something in her sleep?

"Zu, the LA problem is solved. Rest assure, Sid Bao will have a heart attack."

ZouMi gave a cold laugh, "Who wants him to have a heart attack? I want him alive, heart attack would send him to hospital, and he would be away from problems, which I don't want." Si Ban gave two awkward laughs, he feared ZouMi at this moment.

"Am I that scary?" ZouMi unexpectedly asked. Si Ban was stunned, ZouMi never asked this question, why does she look like she is... sad?

"If anyone knew what you actually are, they won't fear you. It was all because of Sid Bao, that you became like this."

"It wasn't. This was my own choice, I had liking towards underworld since childhood. And when he gave me an offer, I accepted. Even if it wasn't for Sid Bao, either way I would've joined."

That's true, it wasn't only because of her revenge that she planned to step in the underworld. ZouMi had always admired the gangsters, fighters, gunman, she wanted to join army or underworld. Even if that accident didn't happened with her, even if her family was fine, she would still have stepped in there. And she doesn't regret anything.

ZouMi had a thought, she was like this since start, but why does it affect her now? Why was she concerned about Gu Huan not talking to her, it isn't like this is the first time that happened to her. Why was Gu Huan absence making her sad? Did she change? Is her heart playing games, or is it her mind?

So, what Gu Huan doesn't want to talk to her, she isn't dying to talk to him, either.

Hmphf! Go to hell.

ZouMi tricked her mind, but how long was this tricks going to last? You never know.

Far away, Gu Huan sneezed, was someone missing him, or cursing him?

Gu Huan and ZouMi both unknowingly started to break the chain around their hearts, that they build long back.

Elder Xu went onto a trip again, and was back, he observed his grandson, who wasn't behaving like himself. Since morning, Gu Huan was accompanying his grandfather, who loves shopping, even at this age. And he has been drifting in his own world, like right now. They were sitting in a coffee shop, on fourth floor of the famous mall, City Mall, the view from here was amazing, covering half of the city, but his grandson was gazing at nothing. With a cup of coffee in his hand, which had turned cold, Gu Huan was sitting with his arm on the couch, his legs crossed, just like a leader.

"Gu Huan."

"Xiao'er."

"Little Munchkin."

"Grandpa." After calling him for a million times, Elder Xu called Gu Huan with the name he hated the most, little Munchkin, and see it worked.

"Where have you lost? Are you fine? You haven't been concentrating here properly."

"I'm fine, grandpa. Just a little tired." Gu Huan has been thinking of ZouMi since morning, he couldn't stop himself from thinking about her. Less than 24 hours, had hardly passed, they didn't talk to each other, Gu Huan felt as if a part of him was missing.

Ding!

His phone chimed, it was a message from Si Ban, ZouMi again rejected to eat. His thumb danced on the screen, half of him didn't want him to text her, half of him was worried about her. He wanted to go and make her eat, but he wasn't willing. Not knowing what to do, he raced his mind, after twenty minutes, he texted her. EAT.

Gu Huan felt uneasy sending this message, but was too late to unsend, he sighed, the message has been delivered and seen. His thumb scrolled upward, reading their old conversation, he had a smile on his face, but it turned into a frown soon, there hasn't been a time when ZouMi took time to text him. Even if she was busy, she would've texted him with a word or two, it's been ten minutes, and she hasn't texted him back, he felt empty.

"What's so interesting in it? That it made you smile for a second and the next second, there is a frown on your face, Gu Huan are you hiding something from me, hm?"

That 'hm' his grandpa added at the end, gave Gu Huan a guilt feeling, his grandpa was the only one he was close to, he had shared everything with him. His childhood, his adulthood, every best and worst moment of his life, his grandpa was there. But, now, he himself don't know what was going on, how was he supposed to explain it to his grandpa?

"It's nothing, just work related." Lying through his teeth, Gu Huan kept his phone aside and gave all his attention to his grandpa. Was his grandpa going to buy his excuse? Of course, not, but he didn't dig further, seeing his grandson like this he kept quiet, if he wants to talk he would.

If ZouMi wasn't doing great, Gu Huan was no better, both were hurting each other.