Chapter 40: Altered Perception

I have to give myself credit; closing that door on Rick was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. But if I didn’t stop myself last night, it would have gone too far and I would have regretted it. There’s something romantic and meaningful about waiting until we are married to consummate our relationship and I finally feel like my destiny is my own in a way.

The morning sun shines brightly through my window as I lie in bed and stretch, wanting to revel in some undisturbed reflection time. I woke up happy today, even though grief and feelings of trepidation have been lingering in my peripheral for the past few days. I wish I could have been there for Rowena’s final ceremony, but I didn’t want to cause any drama for Moira while she said goodbye.