Chapter 39 “holly pov)

"once Riley told me he had cancer the my color drained from my body , I was broken of course my life was cursed with misfortune first I was in an abusive relationship where my boyfriend sold me to sex trafficking cartel , a cartel am still running from , loosing ; my sister and now Riley has cancer it's just too much Jessica I can't take it." Holly said crying profusely over her best friends shoulder

"There there holly am always here for you."

"You don't understand Jessica they gave him only nine months to live cause tumor has grown were too big to be operated on cause the cancer is it's final stages my first real love is dying."

"You are the only one who knows the truth about me and how I was a prositute for so long I wanted to tell him but I can't it will hurt him plus , he was raped by his gay uncle and he got wounded these wounds later turned into. Cancer cause of infection, I don't what to do cause I love him so much ." Holy said crying into her best friends arms

"First of all girl calm down , if Doctor Chu said he has only nine months left you have to make them the best nine months of his life , while we pray and break through for a miracle Jessica said wiping holly's tears away

"What hurts is that we are more like than you think

Riley was also abused as child defiled as child and I was constantly raped we are both damaged by the painful memories of our past , but God helped us find each other so we may help each other heal , but now he is dying life is just not fair." Holly said still crying on Jessica's shoulder

You can't give up girl your a von heist remember, and Von Heist never give up they would fight till the every end , so are you going to give up?"jessica questions Holly with a straight face

No I won't ." Holy said with a determined face

That's exactly what holy did she wasn't going to abandon the man she loved she would be with him till the bitter end taking two steps towards Riley she hugs him immensely she wanted take his pain away with tender love and care as well as prayers she was woman on a mission , she had lost too much already and wasn't about to loose Riley she didn't care what ever it took even if she had to fight death itself no one , absolutely no one was going take Riley from her . No matter the cost

From that day holly made sure to take care of Riley cook his favorite food bath him dress him

Giving him massages constantly check on him make sure he takes all his vitamins and subscriptions assigned by doctor Chu wait on Riley hand and foot go with hm to his chemotherapy appointments

Even went further as take over thats ceo of celemon industries so Riley could fight and focus on getting better but nothing was working

Riley's health kept deteriorating no matter what meds doctor Chu prescribed holly was starting to loose hope it had been months of chemotherapy hospitalization and it was getting to much but holy stuck through it bieng by Riley's side the whole time she loved him and nothing was too big for her when it came to the man he loved , she go above and beyond for him . And she wasn't going to let anything separate them no matter the constant bad news from the doctor holly didn't loose hope and was ready to take their relationship to the next level

They had followed the doctors rules and regulations and yet Riley wasn't getting any better so holly decided if her man was going to die on her as she will make his last moments memorable she sat on the hospital bed next to him holding his hand she decided that she make the last moments of his life memorable even if they couldn't have a normal sex life

She was going make sure Riley knows the joy of sexual intimacy holly knew Riley longed for it and because his condition he couldn't so that evening she came up with a plan she went online and learnt everything about penile cancer holly learnt Riley could have normal sex in the future but since his penis is fore skin and head deteriorating fast it was better there was no intercourse she will have to get creative

taking Riley's briefcase from him pulling his tie she lead him to their room , shutting the door behind them and locked it shut , she continued to sit him down and reaped off his shirt and jumped onto his laps

" Holly what are doing ?"an excited Riley asked

"Spoiling my man now , shhh mama has to get work." Holy said licking her lips this only turned Riley on further

Trembling under holly's touch Riley reminded holly in a shaky voice "that can't have sex It will harm you and me babe please understand Riley said As he tried to escape but he remembered Holly locked the door

"You know that we can't have sex holly and yu know why ."Riley insisted

"I know that's what doctor keeps saying everyday, babe I love you so much even more so now, cause you're the one that brought love into my life but am starving , your starving let's just give into our desires." Holly said as she danced suductively on top of Riley

"We can't holly am sorry." Riley insisted

"We have been dating for quite a while and we have followed the doctors advice to a T Went to the doctors expecting good news but he told us that your dying baby and you have only nine months left for us to be happy I want to spoil you."

"We can't not at your expense." Riley refused

"I don't want us to be like star crossed lovers who long for each other but deny their feelings of desire only to die without ever bieng with one another ." Holy said pecking him on the lips

"But the doctor said sex will harm you and me I wouldn't want anything to happen to you ." Riley said with concern in his eyes

"I know babe but he I didn't say I couldn't touch you , it's a loop hole ."

"A loop holy I like ."Riley said clearly hot and bothered he was clearly turned on and holly could see it in his eyes

He also didn't say I can't kiss your neck right here or trail my tongue over your body Or kiss in between your thighs like this or kiss that sexy torso like so much , he also didn't say I can t put your hands all over my body ."

"What else didn't he say Riley said breathless loving and enjoying everything holy was doing to him

He didn't say can't give you a massage now say sill baby suddenly the lights go out and they replaced with beautiful red scented candles their scent fill the room setting the tone for a romantic night soothed by relaxing music Riley had never been more happier , his body felt safe and loved under holly's gentle touch and caress her hands run down Riley's body marking every corner of him in slow circular patterns up down his back kneading and creasing his muscles to release all tension of long day of work Riley's couldn't help but enjoy himself he started moaning and screaming holly's name

Stop baby if you get too excited I will have stop and I don't want to , remember what the doctor said if get too excited your penis will swell and we have to go to the icu plus there suprise I for yu

"Ok I won't ."

Good holly said continued to massage Riley manipulating bending Riley's muscles to her will as she fondled searching t for the vibration under Riley's skin the massage was electric and pleasure consumed Riley's when she was done she told Riley to close his eyes once more once he opened them he found holly in a sexy lingerie with handcuffs a black whip a mask a spanking paddle and a vibrator "All these yours Riley you can punish me make me your slave , a you be my master what ever you want I will do but remember don't get to excited ."

I will try cause you look some damn good I want you Riley said viewing the curvy body of his girlfriend he was about to devour

"No you have to promise I will stop right now."

ok I promise

Ok babe order me

"I sure holly that yu want to be submissive ."

"Yes Master , my job is to make all your fantasies come true, you ask me anything you want and I will do it without hesitation."

"must warn you am not gentle"

Don't worry babe I like it hot and rough." Holy said licking her lips