Torture

##Derin##

Jerry: Bro!

He said making his way to my office.

Derin: Hey

Jerry: I got 20k in the bonus bro! I love working here.

Derin: Happy for you.

I wonder why his bonus was soo low. Am guessing is because he did not fully contribute.

Jerry: Here is your $3,000

Derin: Thank you

I said snatching it from him.

Boss: Hey

Derin: Morning

Boss: I have this really annoying cousin. Today is career day at his school. I forgot I got drunk last Christmas I promise him I would do it. I really need to go to a AA meeting.

Jerry: Happy you got a annoying cousin. We care because?

Boss: You care because you and Derin are doing career day Bring some candy, heard kids love that stuff.

Jerry: Ugh

Boss: Now!

I grab my keys I was definitely not going in Jerry car. He had to take a Uber to pick up his car that Saturday. He mostly be over my house anyways. My house was close to the beach; that reads to Jerry "Girls"

I grab my notebook Boss text us the address. When we got there I parked in the visitors parking lot,

We walked in. I needed something to keep my mind off Joana. Doubt she notice it was me that night.

Principal: Yes right this way.

Derin: One class only?

Principal: No several

Jerry: No. Put them In the library or something we could do at most 2 presentation.

Principal: Okay. Let me show you the library.

He walked infront of us to led us to the library. Me and Jerry use to doing presentation, That was our job! First set of kids was okay. I got a couple numbers from the young teachers, I don't know why I will never call?

Jerry: Bro they went on lunch. I seen this taco truck just outside. Let's go bro.

Derin: Um okay.

I left everything knowing we was coming back. We walked outside line of teachers grabbing lunch, We waited to order

Jerry: Everything on it! Brother what do you want?

Derin: What ever you have is fine.

Jerry: Okay, He don't like sour cream.

Why would he ask for sour cream? This boy had bad judgement overall.

Joana: Yes, I am aware. Yes!

I know that voice. I look back she was coming with the Principal. Does she work here too?

She came sitting on one of the benches, She's still soo pretty, With her baby face, Her small B-cup top, Her ass I could never fully measure. I don't know if I should say something? She was sitting on the near by bench looking over paper work. I decided to walk over.

Derin: Joana?

Joana: Yes

She said not even looking up.

Derin: It's Derin!

Joana: Yes, I know.

She shuffled all her paper work Walked inside the building Sigh she will never forgive me. Jerry came with our tacos, Soon as We finish eating we went back to the library. Joana and her class was sitting and waiting. Man how can she still take my breath away Just by looking at her? She was soo fiesty when we use to make love, I wonder if it's still the same? She was never shy letting me know her needs, she would come out and say it. The sex was amazing every time.

Jerry: You ready?

Derin: Umm yeah

Jerry: Let me do the presentation.

Derin: Sure.

I found a small seat.

Jerry: We are Marketer executive. Well he is, am just a team leader for now.

Kids: How much do you make?

These kids are straight to the point.

Jerry: Well I am just a lead and I make 150k per year, imagine how much a executive like my partner makes.

The kids was willing to litsen after hearing the amount we made, Looking at Joana she wasnt impressed. It was so like her. She believe in her two hands so much, Never asking for hand out. We finish and headed out. I decided to go say good bye before I left, I know it's the last thing she wants to hear. That's her problem I wanted to see her again. The bell ranged, it seems like she was in between periods.

Joana: This isn't the library Derin?

Derin: I wanted to talk.

Joana: Why?

She was grading papers. I walk over to where she was sitting at her teacher desk, clearly not bothered at all by me, always soo calm and collective, When she wants to be

Derin: You miss me?

Joana: Sigh, Have a good day Mr. phanor.

Derin: And you Ms. Jean

I said walking out. I was soo happy. I don't know why she wouldn't have more than two words conversation with me? I was smilling like a dam fool down the hall way. She work here in the day time and the dinner at night? My little heart beat. I wonder if she got a boyfriend? My cellphone rung Interrupting my thoughts

Amber: Baby am here. Can I come over?

Derin: I got this assignment. I'll be there In a few.

Amber: Am going to my apartment to freshen up. I'll meet you at yours

Derin: Okay.

Jerry had put everything in the car. waiting on me.

Derin: You could drive.

Jerry: You never let anyone drive your baby?

Derin: Do you want me to change my mind?

Jerry: No sir.

He seize the keys from me. I wanted to think about Amber who's waiting for me But my mind was drifting to Joana. Man my baby is back. Wait I mean Amber of course.

I got back to the office.Told them am off for the rest of the day quickly making it to my house. She was standing there waiting on me wearing a short red dress.

Joana: I've missed you

Derin: You have no idea how much I've missed you.

Joana: Yeah? You should show me.

I grab her forgetting to close the door behind me. I wanted to suck on her breast again. I miss her soo much. My heart was soo full of joy, holding her, Kissing her. I carried her to what will be our bedroom. Am never letting her go again. She was kissing me like her heart is in every kiss, Our tongue turning around each other. I was so ready to show her how I have grown,

Am not the same boy from high school anymore.

Derin: Kiss it.

I usually don't do oral but for her ill do whatever she wants me to do. I was pushing her head down I wanted her to suck it like before. Why was she acting so shy?

Amber: "Coughing " like that babe?

Derin: Come up, am sorry.

Amber: No I could do it, If that's what you want.

Dam it. Why! Now I gotta be fragile with this girls heart.

Amber: Baby.

She was still on her knees. I leaned in and kissed her and grab her ass up. Awe I should keep my mind off Joana

Derin: Come here

Amber: Um okay.

She looked so confuse. I shouldn't do this to her we been together for 2 years. I will never cheat on her. I made that mistake one time, I don't ever want to see that pain on anyone again.

Derin: I wanted to say. I love you too

She was so red in the face. I guess she probably think I forgot.

Amber: You don't need to say it cause I said it.

She looked so happy. I grabed her closer to me and kissed her gently, She was used to the gentle me not the Aggressive me. Her confusion went away. I said those words I can't take it back, I have to love her now. When we were done. She looked at me with such hopeful eyes. I looked at her with the hope I would never hurt her like I did Joana.

Amber: I gotta go back.

I roll on top of her.

Derin: Don't go

Amber: Who's going to act better than me?

Derin: What are you doing in this gig?

Amber: Am doing the make up and am a extra on the show.

Derin: I see it's pretty important to you

Amber: Yeah

Derin: I got some time coming up I might swing by

She started to kiss me all over my face, Rolling me over for her to be on top. She was so pretty.

Amber: Can I keep some clothes here?

Dam I knew this was coming one day. Am willing to try.

Derin: I don't know why you haven't already?

She had the biggest smile.