Abandonment

##Joana##

Keisha: Dam I guess I was wrong.

All I heard through her moans was "I am stupid to think he would only be for me." He stayed faithful to her, he must of loved her and not me. I was stupid to not put my foot down. Deep down I wanted to know what it would be like to live with him. Dam he was my one wish. I wished we would stay together forever, I didn't need anything else. After soo many years I can't believe I still wanted him? Stupid just stupid.

I grab all my stuff, went outside to put my stuff in Keisha car. I was ready to go. I got my discharge papers what was keeping me here?

Keisha: Mama ou pa bezwen criye.

( you don't need to cry ma)

I didnt want to talk. I just wanted her to drive me home. My Fairy tale of living with prince charming was definitely over. "We were happy when we were together weren't we? Our sex might not have been as good as hers apparently but we had good Sex." I was getting over him, Now the pain felt fresh. I dont want to cry over a boy who change his mind about me. I never change my mind about him.

Keisha: So no date tonight then?

I look at her I didn't have to tell her how stupid that question was. I went to her trunk and got my stuff when I got home.

##Derin##

Amber: Fuck that was good

She didn't need to scream so loud. She's never did that before. Then I remember Joana. I put a short on. Ran to her room. I open the door To find all her stuff gone. Fuck man! I hit my hand on the wall out of aggrevation. Glass from the mirror crumbled. I see now what Amber was doing! I sat down on the floor holding my head. Somehow I feel like I hurted her again. She was going to the date because of Keisha. Now I doubt she's going to go anywhere with me.

Amber: Baby get up. Your sitting on broken glass.

I looked up to see her coming butt naked to where I was at. She was so jealous. I wanted to get mad At her but I didn't have any reason to. She was my girlfriend. Sigh

Derin: Yeah I'll get it fixed

Amber: Yeah okay babe. I gotta go. I'll see you in a few days.

Derin: Wait? What?

Amber: I was here for an few hours.

Wait did she just did all that just to leave?

Derin: No, Amber go in a day or two. I want to enjoy a movie with my girlfriend.

Amber: I took a risk coming here from ATL

Derin: Amber seriously

I said getting up and going to my bathroom.

Amber: I can't

My back was face her. I was mad at what just happend I wasn't in the mood for negotiations

Derin: How can we have a actual relationship if you always going somewhere.

Amber: What does that even mean?

Derin: Stay or don't call no more. If you want dick so bad get a dildo.

I went to take a shower. I realized what I said was stupid, I'll apologize for it later.

I finish taking a shower. Her clothes was gone in my bedroom

Derin: Haha She left! ouh That's hurtful, that's okay though.

There was a knock at the door.

I went to pick it up.

Jerry: Hey am ready! I saw your stuck up girlfriend. She was crying, Yall good?

Derin: No. I think we just broke up.

Jerry: Dam soo no date?

I couldn't even entertain him with a response right now.

Jerry: The tickets?

He said waiving them in my face.

I decided to call joana dad

Joana Dad: Hey merci oui (thank you)

Derin: No problem. Can I talk to Joana please

Joana dad: Yes I'll pass her the phone

Joana: Dady I don't want to talk

Joana Dad: Don't be ungrateful, talk to him.

I can hear her breathing, it hurted me soo much that we grown so far apart, We were so close once.

Derin: My friend is here and he bought the ticket already. He can't get a refund for them.

Joana: Um okay I could just pay him for mine. I'll call Keisha to see if she wants to come.

Derin: Okay.

With that response I felt like she stop carring. I hung up the phone. There was a knock at the door.

Keisha: Hey

Jerry: Hello to you?

He said kissing her hand. They left without so much of a good bye.

The next few day I realize how stupid it was to make Stephanie choose between what she love and me. I should know how much this means to her. I will go over there and apologize. I was still going through with my travel plan. The day finally came. Jerry came with Keisha

Keisha: Bae said we going to ATL.

I don't understand why was she coming? They only been dating for 4 days. Giggling as they look at eachother.

Derin: Don't you have a Job Keisha?

Keisha: Yeah, But I push my Client back. They can get their hair done a week later.

Our Uber was here we put our suitcase in the back, I was soo ready to make up with my girlfriend. Those days not talking to her, I actually missed her. Maybe I did love her I didn't know it. The whole plane ride Keisha and Jerry were on eachothers face. I picked up the rental car, Heading straight there I didn't want to wait anymore. I missed her. It was dumb of me to even say that.

Keisha: Wait is this a movie thing?

Jerry: Yes my sweet

Keisha: Ouh I've never been to one of those before.

Jerry: Stick with me you'll have alot of first

Keisha: You so sexy come here.

I ignore them, I went inside to talk to the people to let me know where I could find Amber Brown. I gave my name and they told me stage 36. The other two idiot followed me. I got to stage 36 it looked like something from the horror film. Everyone seems to be on break. Hmm maybe she was doing someone make up or something.

Director: Yes, Yes, right there! God bless your mouth.

Amber: Will I get the part now?

I didn't believe It, I open the door she didn't even notice me she just kept sucking. I felt this sharp pain in my chest

Keisha: Wait is she your girl?

Amber quickly got off her knees. Looking at me. I didn't even want to say anything to her. I just Walked out.

Keisha: That's not a dick guy, Get that check.

She followed grabing my arms and wanted to talk.

Derin: Let go of me fam

I said pulling my hands from her grab

Amber: I can explain

Derin: It's good, we good, your good.

Amber: Please.

I decided to calm down She led me to their cafeteria Where she began explaining

Amber: You gave me a impossible choice last time we met.

Derin: Okay.

Amber: The main actress dropt out. Everyone here is better than me. So I..

Derin: You suck his dick for a part

Amber: Well, yeah

Derin: Okay. How long?

Amber: How long what?

Derin: Since you been sucking his dick Amber

Amber: For about a month.

Derin: Alright I see. Don't you have money?

Amber: Yes, But I don't want to always live off my dad money

Derin: I understand.

Amber: Did you come here for me?

She said smilling.

Derin: Yeah I rented a hotel room for a few days.. Had them decorated with rose pedals, scented candles and stuff

Amber: Babe!

She was blushing. I don't know why?

Amber: I could finish up here and I'll come.

Derin: No need. I'm getting on the next flight home.

Amber: Don't be like that.

She said reaching for my hands that was folded on the table. I quickly pulled my hands back

Derin: A month ago we was still going strong amber. That's not okay. I can't speak to another female but you could suck a fat dudes penis. You playing right now. Am really not a team player. So you have a good life.

I said walking out of the place.