Just friends

##Joana##

I walk to my car leaving him to talk to his girlfriend, I wasn't really mad at him anymore. I felt the relief in my heart. I drove to my house. I had a few things to say to "God" I didn't want to be interrupted. I park my car, Getting inside my empty house I realize everyone is at the hospital.

Joana: I forgive!! I did my part. My mother serves you faithfully! She promised you a action deux grace (Action of grace) She was going to throw a three day party for you like back in the days. She followed your commandments. I refuse to believe you will let someone like that die! They are murderers, Child rapist out living and breathing just fine. There are some that will never change. I don't care if you switch them places. But my mom dying am not accepting that from you, Nope! not from the almighty. The lion of Juda they call you! Mighty in battle! Walks in victory to victory they say about you!

There was complete silence in the room maybe I was going insane. There was not even a breeze to let me know something supernatural was here.

Joana: I know you are here! Don't Deny me! you don't sleep they say. You protect and conquer they say, I don't care if you are or are not the Author of her life. She serves you. She believes in you. FIX IT!

I was getting emotionally exhausted, My throat was killing me. I've scream soo much in one afternoon, I felt I couldn't even stand anymore. I felt my body collapsing on the groung! I've been taking extra shift at the restaurant barely sleeping, go to the school for another full shift but it'll be worth it! Soon as my mother wake up it'll be worth it!.

I felt my body shutting down like someone turn off the light.

##Derin##

Why Stephanie always messing up historical moments? This chance I had to get close to joana I doubt it'l come again.

Amber: Babe say something?

I put hands over my face and walked to my bedroom She dropt her suitcase and follow me. I was definitely in the mood but not for her. I wanted Joana, I've always wanted Joana. After learning how deep her love went for me. I didn't want to give my love stick to anyone else. I promised her after all. She followed me to the bedroom. I sat on my bed thinking of the series of event that happend a few minutes ago. She still love me. I was so happy.

Amber: I give up everything. You were more important to me. Please say something. After you left I kept having nightmares I didn't realize how badly I messed up

Dam I remember that on Joana, I couldn't let someone suffer because of me.

Derin: We can't be together Amber

Amber: Am going to open a spa down here. So I won't be travelling so much.

Derin: Even if we would work it out amber I couldn't touch you like I used to.

Amber: I think it may take some time but am sure we can get over it. We love each other don't we?

I did tell her I love her. I hate that I lie so much. I don't want to lie anymore. I was laying on the bed staring at the ceiling I hate this. I felt like it's me pouring my heart to joana and hoping for another chance. I didn't mess up things this time but am not going to punish her for a mistake, I can't be a hypocrite.

Derin: I don't know when I'll be able to even kiss you again.

Amber: That's fine. If we can't get through this then at least I could say we try.

I turn and looked at her.

Derin: Fine.

Amber: Am sleeping with you though, Am going to move in to show you how serious I am.

Derin: Do what you want, Am going for a jog!

##Joana##

My phone kept ringing waking me up from sleep. I seen it was my sister I press ignore, Then my Dad; Sigh ignore again I did not want to go over there to cry. I could of just slept in. I rolled over and fall asleep again. My phone rung again. I figured they are not going to let me sleep in peace.

Joana: Hello

Dad: Why do you have a phone?

Joana: Sorry daddy I fell asleep?

Dad: Where are you?

Joana: At the apartment

Dad: Come to the hospital, Your mom ask for some legume (Mixed vegetables)

Joana: Oh mom is alright?

Dad: Yeah you know God wouldn't let our effort go in vain!

Joana: She does believe in him so much doenst she? I'll be right over.

I went to take a shower. I washed my hair it was time. I figured I could get some weave at the nearby hair store. I was definitely going to do wet and wavy with honey brown tips. I put white skiny jeans on with a green shirt with my Green slide. I dress more tomboy then girly that's why I don't understand how Derin ever liked me? He never told me to change my dress code.

I drove to the hospital. When I got to my mom room she was sitting up eating some more pudding I was starting to think she likes Pudding.

Mom: Hey baby

Joana: Momy.

I leaped in her arms. Holding her and promising to never let her go.

Dad: The Doctors don't know what happened. But us being Christians we know!

Joslyn: Am sorry about what I said earlier Dad

Dad: Ou wè lafwa, Se baggay extraordiner li ye. (You see faith is something extraordinary)

Mom: I felt like I was going and going. I met this old man his beard and hair was as white as snow. He had a booklet with a feathery pen. He said Sandra Jean Your day for pick up is today, Am sure of it.

But someone faith won't accept it. Sigh, Their prayer came up like a ball of fire. It was burning so bright that your heavenly father couldn't look away. So Ms. Sandra Am sorry for this but it seems like they have been some years that was added to your life.

Dad: Glory be to God

Mom: When I woke up I was here. Doctors explain she is fully healed there is nothing else that needs to be done.

Dad: lè bondieux di li avew menm Nan lanmò se gro Koze. (When the good God say his with you even in death it's a big deal)

I decided to call Derin, I know forgiving him was a big deal for me and I want him to know he got his friend back we will start with a clean slate.

Joana: Let me get your phone dad

Dad: Okay

He tossed me his phone. I unlocked it and text his number to my phone. I toss the phone back, I walk out to find a quiet spot. I don't know why I was nervous we use to talk alot over the phone.

Derin: Hello

Joana: Hey

Derin: One surprise after another

Joana: Great soo I wanted to talk, Do you want to grab lunch maybe?

My heart was pounding. I could of Swore last night he was going to kiss me? still soo handsome, always so attractive to me. I didn't want to get into a relationship with him I just wanted to thank him properly.

Derin: Well my girl is cooking if you want to swing by?

Joana: Oh um

Dummy of course they would make up last night.

Joana: Well maybe some other time I don't want to intrude?

Derin: It's no intrusion at all. Babe someone is coming over for lunch is that okay?

Amber: Yeah

Derin: See

Joana: Okay I'll swing by at 1

Derin: Yeah

Joana: I'll bring Keisha

Derin: Don't bring Keisha

Joana: Hmm yeah no she is coming

I laughed, enthusiastic for the worst!

Derin The player, Holding down 2 years strong. Haha that won't last!

##Derin##

Joana wants to have lunch hahaha that's definitely new. If it's not God I don't know who it could be.

I've decided to stick with Amber she left her dream for me. I can just over look that.

Amber: Babe where do you keep your Bleach and Ajax?

Derin: Because I need to clean before the guess comes

Derin: You know joana is my Ex right?

Amber: Wait what?

She nearly fall forward. I just laugh and walked away. She was soo cute. I heard pot's and pan being clean, The whole house smelled lemoned flavored, I would pass by to see her little body cleaning a house that was not dirty. I really do have a type. I remember joana repainted her mother's house just for her cousins not to look down on her. Time quickly arrive seing Keisha, Jerry, joana at my door already gave me a headache

Amber: Welcome to our humble home.

Keisha: I like the smell in here?

Jerry: Hey!

Amber and Jerry never really like each other am not sure why?