Your every call

##Derin##

It was late every one left Amber was bad mouthing Joana. Putting lotion on her hands. I was still deep in thoughts.

Amber: You met him on a trip how can you just let him in.. How easy was she? I would never do something like that.

The more she talks the more I realize I was foolish to think we were the same. I didn't kick anyone when there down. Plus she done worst than Joana. Sucking a strangers penis. Sleeping with my best friend for 1 month. Abortion! I don't see where she has room to judge

Amber: Do you think I should call Diego and tell him?

Derin: Am going to be present for the baby, Amber.

I said turning off my side light.

Amber: I get it she's your friend.

She got on the bed trying to kiss me. I wasn't in the mood tonight I turn around to sleep.

I seen me and joana back at the forest again. Dam I was really in there. Am standing looking at us.

There was this old man. He had on blue, Looks like something the Jewish would wear, To me it looks like a long dress.

He had no facial hair Just white hair.

Old man: Do you love her?

Derin: So much

Why was I saying exactly what was in my heart.

Old man: Thats your wife. Why not take her as such

Derin: Am with Amber

Old man: I didn't create Amber for you. You will live a life of regret if you force yourself to stay with her.

Waking up sweaty and anxious.

Amber: Baby you have alot of nightmares lately. You should see a psych

Derin: Right.

I got off the bed. It's been a month now. Why am I having dreams like this? It was good to see me and Joanna again. I walked to my private office. Amber use to wake up and check on me now she stays in bed. Joana loved every minute of our time. I grin so hard thinking of her naked body at the woods. The sun was just rising. Keisha said today she was off. I need to bring her to the hospital. I got in my car drove to Keisha house. Keisha and her was outside waiting on me. She looked so cute standing there waiting on me with our baby in her stomach. I parked, she and Keisha got in the car. No one said anything, she was looking out the window. I was greateful to Keisha because alot of this wouldn't be possible, Joana is very stubborn. We got to my doctor she was still on my insurance. He seen us right away. Did the different tests. Then the ultra sound. I could see the sadness in her when she look away from the monitor. I'll address that later.

Doctor: Congratulations it's twins

Keisha: Yall must of had some happy sex.

I could see the tears she was trying so hard to hide. We do have great sex. I was soo happy. I am having Twins? Yeah boy! Keisha was talking about everything inappropriate. Saying Jerry would love Twins too. What position Did we do? no one responded. She got out the car and walked back inside.

Keisha: She probably tired. It's yours right?

Derin: Of course who else would it be for.

Keisha: Cocky ass

Derin: I gotta get to the office.

Keisha: She going to her new place today. You helping her move?

Derin: I get off at 5 pm, I'll swing by after

Keisha: What about Amber?

She looked at me while both of us lean against My car.

Derin: What about her?

Keisha: You know sooner or later you will have to make a choice and stick with it.

Derin: If you say so. Thanks for telling me her off days. Bye

I did everything I was supposed to do. I left at 3 there was nothing else for me to do. Boss was happy with me mad at Jerry. I went home kissed Amber then head to Joana. I told her she is moving am helping her without waiting for a response Jumped in the car. She stood stood there with a sun dress on. The way it careses her curves man What a lucky dress.

Derin: What are you doing?

Joana: Putting things in the car

She rent one of those big moving truck. It Was her and Keisha moving their things by them selves absolutely not.

Derin: Where is your stuff?

Joana: They tied up by the door. Me and Keisha put our stuff there.

Derin: I'll do your stuff, Keisha could get Jerry to do it.

She turn and walk away. She carried the small stuff regardless of my warnings. Uhh she is soo stubborn. But she was still so beautiful. I convince her to finally sit down, I'll take care of the move. She hasn't really spoke. I have to talk to her soon. I want her comfortable.

Jerry came and started with the move. Keisha and her was conversating among themselves. We got to her new place. It did not look safe. I should come by often. I don't want her here by herself it was a small studio but the area looks pretty rough. Keisha and Jerry left. We was still setting up

Derin: Nana you could throw this teddy bear out

Joana: Sigh

Dam she was so not feeling this pregnancy. I grab her arm and led her to the bed that was not fully set up yet. We got the base with the mattress down but it haven't been covered yet.

Derin: What's wrong? Talk to me.

Joana: It's fine. It's pretty late you should get home.

She said getting off the bed. Sigh I get it. Even though I was here, Her family wasn't here, plus I was just here for the baby not just for her.

Derin: Give me the keys so I could make a double. I'll swing by tomorrow

Joana: They are on the table. She said walking to her bathroom closing the door behind her. " Oh Nana" Jerry picked me up to get my car infront of Keisha house. I got home Resenting the place.

Amber: Babe it's 10 pm?

Derin: I know.

I said passing her with her see through night gown. I was here but my heart was with the mother of my children. She wants to keep my kids. Looking at Amber she seems to be screaming about something. Why was I here? It hurted my soul to know Joana's sleeping alone. Was she warm? Was she scared? Was she craving my touch? Did she wanted me there? I decided to get my pillow and go to the next room. Her screaming was disrupting my thoughts. I told her I'll see her in the morning. I finish my project early I had a couple of days off I wanted to spend it with my baby moms. I want her happy with me, The baby, maybe even us. I was soo praying there was a us. The next morning Amber waited on me by the door.

Derin: You are dress?

Amber: So are you. Am going so I could help, in order for you to not come home so late.

Dam this was going to be a disaster. I stop by a store and made a double of the keys, We got to joana new place, Jerry car was there. Amber was holding her purse close. God she was insulting my entire existence. I open the door. Everyone was at the table she was serving them some food. She didn't sleep I could tell by all this food she prepared; legume, With rice and black beans sauce.

Jerry: Oh my God was is this?

Keisha: This girl is a good cook.

She cooks for two reason. unhappiness or hunger. She wasn't eating it seems. " Oh Nana" I said with sadness in my tone. What's preventing me from Going behind her and taking her right now infront of everyone?

Keisha: Why would you bring her? Good vibe only Derin.

Interrupting my thoughts. She turn off the stove and went to take a shower. Dam it she's mad. When ever she's mad she would take showers consistently.

Amber: Babe ask me to help her move.

Why she put it on me. Ugh I walk to her room door, to explain it. But she locked the door.

Amber: Honey come by me please this place is..

Keisha: Ghetto is what you were going to say.

Amber: No

Jerry: Then What

Amber: Urban

Why Amber? Just don't say anything.

Derin: Would you like some breakfast?

Keisha: You better not Derin

Amber: Yes very much

Amber respond looking at Keisha. These girls might never like each other. I got her some food. She sat by Jerry and started to eat. I made a plate for joana as well.

Amber: Where you going?

Derin: To give her the food

Amber: She cooked it am sure she ate.

Keisha was looking at me like "You stupid as Hell, go and feed her" I bought the food back I joined the others on the table. After a few she came out. I was glad.

Joana: I can't fit my clothes am getting fat.

Woah why was she crying?

Derin: I'll take you shopping I'll get you new clothes that's no problem.

Amber: Me too babe?

Derin: Yeah fine.

Amber: Yay. I know coming here was a good idea.

Sigh her good ideas are never good for people around her. She walked over to her small living room. She open her first box. That signals to everyone who was still sucking on their bone from the food to get started. Everyone started with a box. Amber grab the smallest box she could find.

Amber: Are those real? Cause they look fake?

She said holding up a piece of jewelry.

Amber: Joana! I know that day you mention Diego penis was big? when yall, you know.. Did it bother you at all that he please man as well?

Joana stop going through the box. She was giving that stare. I know that stare. I quickly intervene.

Derin: You've been working soo hard how bout you take my card and just go to the mall

Amber: I have earned it right?

Derin: So much

I said kissing her cheeks as she blush.

Amber: Whats my limit?

Derin: 5

Amber: What am I do with 5 thousands Bae?

Derin: Make it work

Amber: Make it 10 or ill keep working hard. I know you don't want me working hard at all

She said smilling!

Did she think I really thought she was working hard on that one box?