Moments in heaven

##Derin##

I woke up to a quiet house. I got dress for work, in the guess room. When I went to the kitchen to see what she make for breakfast. I seen a paper on top of a clear white plate. She so funy that girl

~~Note~~

Derin lately we have not been on the same page. Am going to my parents for a week. I hope when I get back you get your shit together.

~~End note~~

I felt such happiness; I could visit Joana in peace. I went to work. Eager to finish my work. When I got done it was still in the morning 11am. I told my boss I was off. He thanked me for doing such a good job, informing me I will be getting a raise. I didn't care about that, I needed him to let go of my hand, to go over to Joanna's. I pass by my house grabbing some clothes for a week. Noone in the world was as happy as me. I drove to her little apartment. I got my keys and opened the door. She wasn't in her living room. When I got to the room she was in class. I put my bag in her closet. She paid me no mind. Am guessing she probably thought it was baby stuff. I grab the stuff I bought for the baby and started setting them up. They came with their own tool. I attack the play and park one first seems fitting. Why she only bought one? We are having Twins she needs two. Now the Crib was a little difficult. I got lost like twice. I had to take it apart to redo it all over again.

Joana: Did you go to work today?

She said taking a seat infront of me. Getting the instruction sheet from me.

Derin: No, I did. Got off early

Joana: Does Amber know?

I didn't want to talk about Amber with her. It's all about her this week.

Joana: Are you hungry?

Derin: Yeah, You eating with me?

Joana: Am eating. Am a little hungry

Derin: Okay put it in one bowl two spoon.

I wanted to be in everything she does. Invade her space completely to make up for my absence.

She came back with two bowl of food when I specifically told her one bowl, Hard headed as usual. I grab both bowls, Went to the kitchen, Find one big bowl and put it together. Putting it on the table and told her to come sit. She came by and sat down.

Joana: How did your pitch go? Jerry was talking about it?

Derin: Good they got it for the nail polish color so can't complain

Joana: That was always your thing you know. Ever since high school.

Derin: Well you challenge me. You weren't sold easily. Your who I wanted.

Joana: Hmm

We finish eating she got ready for work. I was sad I couldn't go with her. She told me before I leave to clean up my little tools. I smiled.

While she was gone I was determined to get this right. It was getting dark out. Where could she be? She should be home by now? my heart filled with worried

Joana was my baby and will always be my baby. With Amber "eh" I think I was with her for selfish reasons.

Not long after my baby was home. I wanted to say welcome home but all that come out was

Derin: Ou pa kon rout lakay ou? ( You don't know the way to your house?)

Of course She laugh but I was so serious.

Joana: You got it?

Derin: Yeah

Joana: I don't know, it don't look stable.

Derin: How come

Joana: Let's test it. Get in

Derin: Stop it, we are not doing that

Joanna: Derin it's not put up right. Look how many bolt you have on the floor

Derin: Those are extra ones.

Joana: Haha get in

Derin: No

She put her purse down. She was getting ready to get in the crib with her belly, She must be crazy

Derin: Okay dang

Soon as I got in it crumbled with me. I hate it when she's right.

She laughed so hard. I was happy she was laughing. My ass was on the floor now. I spend all day on this just for it to embarrassed me infront of Joana. Great!

She went to take a shower. I picked up after myself. She came back out looks like she got some new clothes, I told her she didn't need to I got her.

Joana: You stayed when I left?

Derin: Yeah fixing the impossible

Joana: I'll do it tomorrow

Derin: Yeah we could try again tomorrow.

She ate her food. She had the cutest dimples. I grab a spoon I ate with her. She was my one true love. I don't ever want to let her go Maybe it's selfishness. We spend the rest of the time talking about old time. She was laughing which made my heart smile. It was about 11pm. I seen the sadness that Rises in her eyes when she looked outside.

Joana: It's getting pretty late Mr. Phanor

Derin: I agree.

Joana: Good night.

She said walking inside her room. I went to take a shower she didn't say anything. She just rolled her head the other way scrolling her phone. When I was done. I got in the bed with her. She turned around facing me. I wonder if that was tears of joy or tears of sadness.

Joanna: Are you sure?

Derin: I've never been so sure in my life.

She smiled and turn around as I hold her tightly wishing the day never comes when I would have to let her go.

##Joana##

I couldn't stop blushing. He was so hard behind me. I guess its true they erect when they sleep. He was deep sleep. I was hoping the sun never comes up. I turn around to stare at him If he wakes up this would be soo creepy. I softly kissed him, he was still sleeping I laugh so loud but so low. The alarm on his phone was going off. I quickly turn around and pretend to be sleeping.

Derin: Good morning

Joana: Um morning.

I was trying for him not to see Me blushing soo much.

He got up To take a shower.

Derin: You want to join me?

Joana: Sure.

He grab his tooth brush out his bag. I was already brushing my teeth. I got in the bath first.

Derin: Dam you didn't want to wait for me?

Joana: You were taking forever.

He took the sponge from me. He scrubed my back Telling me about the most funiest haitian comedian his ever seen. His Haitian impression was horrible.

Joana: Didn't I tell you not to use your haitian voice?

Derin: You Jalou (jealous)

Joana: Of what?

We were screaming out stupid impressions, I was soo sure I was better. Laughing soo hard.

Joana: Wash your ears.

Derin: Get it for me?

I laughed and rinse it out the soap for him

I got out first, the hot water was getting me light headed. He followed me. He brought his towel "good job" I thought

I didn't have work today only him. I saw him getting dress.

Joana: I could iron your pants it's wrinkle

Derin: Thanks babe I'm super late

He threw the pants in my direction.

I went to the living room I had a iron board, I iron his pants and shine his shoes for him they look a little dull. After he kissed me and left. Did he call me babe? did he kiss me? I touch my lips in disbelief. Was he here to stay? My heart felt over the moon. I Clean every inch of the house. I was so happy. I called Keisha telling her what happened. She was happy for me. I was happy for me, I was sure he would make the right decision in the end.

I barely had anything here to cook. I remember he likes fritay (Fried food) I went to the market I got beets for me and the baby. I got some plantain and chicken, some stuff to do picklis. I wasn't sure of his salt level. By the time he got home I had everything done. He looked happy. He kissed me thanking me saying he haven't had That since his mom left him. He sat down, he said grace before we ate.

Joana: I have other news.

I wanted to tell him a week ago but I was mad at him.

Derin: Go head

He said stuffing his face.

Joana: So it's a pair.

Derin: I don't understand?

Joana: Haha um it's a girl and boy

Derin: What?

He said getting up and kissing me. I was shaking my head "yes" wrapping my hands around his neck. He lift me up. I had a good idea was going to happen in our bedroom.

##Derin##

I love it when we make love and she fall asleep. I went back outside to finish my food. It was soo good it's a sin. I watched some sports. How tired was she? I had one more day of work then we could do something. I got us some ticket to a comedic show, it was one of her favorite; am sure she would love it. I want her to get up. I wanted more of her. I went in the room where she was sleeping. When I got on the bed she woke up

Joana: Haha hey.

Derin: When was the last time you slept?

Joana: I can't remember why?

Oh my poor heart.

Derin: Thats changing we are putting you on a sleeping schedule.

Joana: Okay am open to it. The sleep felt good.

She was obviously tired. I just held her and watch her dose off again. I could have more of her tomorrow.

##Joana##

The next morning I didn't want him going anywhere. I just wanted to stay in bed with him, we made sweet love to eachother. For me to dose off and repeat it all over again. He knew how I wanted to be touch. His dick made my soul smile. He agreed to spend the whole day making love.

##Derin##

Derin: Before another round

Joana: Uh huh?

She said sucking Without asking. Man was her mouth awesome.

Derin: Ahh I got us tickets ... f*ck... why does your mouth feels soo good. Is that baby jaw

She laughed. I needed her to stop so I could tell her that the concert was in two hours. We dress in the same color she knew my favorite color was white. She had a white dress on and I had a business attire shirt and pants both white.

We went in my car. White everything me and my baby come through shinning. Some guys was dabbing me as I entered the building looking at that ass.

Derin: You see what am pulling!

She would just smile and walked infront of me. She act soo shy but she know she a freak. I showed her our seats. She laugh soo much she cried. I love her soo much. After the Date we went home. She was beat I got her a little snack I had a feeling she was going to ask for it.

Joana: How did you know?

Derin: Cause I know my woman

Joana: Always talking shit.

I leaned in kissing her. She taste soo sweet I love being inside of her. She was kissing me and trying to eat her cheesy snack. She got so thick. Her top didn't really grow just her stomach. It looked like she caried the weight in her thighs and booty.

Joana: What?

Derin: I want you.

She pulled my shirt. Durtying it with her cheesy fingers. She got on top of Me. I help her take off her dress. She said panties bother her. So she went free balling I didn't mine; She's leaving with me.