Comfort

##Derin##

It's been weeks since I seen Cecilia. When coming home today I try to look over her house, she seemed to have many cars over her house. She wasn't outside. Today was a long day. It was 6pm but Joana wasn't home yet. I wanted to be wrapped in her arms, Her sweet lips. I smilled as I admit "I miss my wife." I decided to go jog. I took my usual route, I wasn't interested in getting lost. Reaching the park, my break spot. This dog ran to me waging her tail.

Derin: Rat Dog!!

I scream in excitement. I know if the dog is here so was Cecilia.

Cecilia: Girl! where did you go? Baby!

She said looking under benches. She had a peach Mini suit on revealing her bsck. She definitely had style. She had peach color wedges, One of her pretty toes had a ring that turn to a ankle bracelet.

Derin: Hey

I said holding the dog. Handing the little dog to her.

Derin: How have you been?

Cecilia: Fine.

She grab the dog Putting the leash on her. She was still trying to keep her words limited. I didn't want to mess up her and her dog bonding time.

Derin: You don't have to leave

Cecilia: It's fine we were done anyways

Derin: Am just catching my breathe, I'll leave after promise.

Cecilia: Yeah okay what ever

How was I getting these rude remarks? I did nothing wrong

Derin: Are you okay?

Cecilia: Yes, Why are you asking me that?

Derin: Why are you screaming?

Cecilia: Your bothering me

Derin: Oh wow. Fine then!

I put my headphones back on. I started to run. I stoped When I felt something licking my feet. I turn to see her dog Draging her petite body that was trying to hold unto the leash. I bend over; picking up the dog Handing her the dog once more. The dog was so happy to see me. How long was it caged up?

Cecilia: Thanks again.

Derin: No one is judging you.

Cecilia: Maybe not you, but the prego was.

Derin: See she annoys me. She use to do much more for less. She dated a whole pimp; haha, so trust me when I say, her opinion is not in our decisions making.

Cecilia: Haha a whole pimp huh?

Derin: He wore purple all the time. Always putting a different Feather in his hat haha

She laughed soo hard grabing unto my arm. I was glad. She looked soo sad ever since her husband came back.

Cecilia: Would you like some ice cream?

Derin: Sure.

We walked to this stand , A couple miles from the park. I ordered some ice cream. The way she licked the cone was distracting me.

Cecilia: What's wrong? you don't like your ice cream?

She had the brightest smile. She was very attractive.

Cecilia: I hate my husband

Derin: Sigh, I know

Cecilia: And His stupid contracts

Derin: He had you sign contracts?

Cecilia: I can't deny him when he wants me. I have to dress like these dolls Characters..

Derin: I see.

I said blushing

Cecilia: Did you just blush

Derin: Absolutely not ma'am, am a married man. How can I think of you in such a manner

Cecilia: Am a married woman

Derin: Yes! Yes you are.

We both laughed as I finish my ice cream To continue my run. I smiled my good byes. When I got home Joana was home already her car was parked outside. I walked upstairs to find her in her suit fast asleep. I took a shower. I started to kiss her on her forehead.

Joana: Haha Your in the mood right now babe?

I didn't say anything I kept kissing her. Taking off her clothes.

Joana: Haha baby am tired. Can I get a ring check?

I finished taking off her clothes. I took off her shoes. I walked to the bathroom to prepare her a warm and comforting bath. I walk back outside to find her pulling the blanket over her. Tsk, tsk, tsk. I walked over Grabing her hands leading her to the warm bath with her favorite strawberry soap.

Joana: You tryna do it in the shower?

I made her sit down As I scrub her body clean. She cleaned down there she didn't want me to.. Her eyes was so full of love. I love her soo much.. After the bath. I grab her bath robe after drying her sexy body Walked her back to the bed. I turn on the TV to finish the movie we started.

Joana: You don't want too?

Derin: Yes, But I missed you today so am showing it to you.

Joana: Haha oh

She said relaxing, Letting herself go on the bed, She fell asleep on my lap. She's so beautiful to me.

The next few days was okay, Cecilia and I got closer. I learned more about her keeping in mind I love my wife. Today she invited me to her house. I had no idea why? The door was already open. So I let myself inside

Derin: Ce?

Cecilia: Upstairs

I made my way to her bedroom. I started to get nervous, Why was this woman inviting me to her bedroom. I knocked "It's open" she said, she was fully clothes. She had pictures of wedding dresses on the bed, The walls, floor?

Derin: What's going on bridezila?

Cecilia: Haha Your stupid! But no, My sister called me yesterday saying she has found the man of her dream. They are low on funds, She ask me to pay for her wedding

Derin: Oh I see

Cecilia: It has to be perfect

Derin: For her or you?

Cecilia: Am serious.

She walked pass me smelling like lavender. The more time I spend with her the more I realize she was a good person. To give her space I put my body against the wall. She was walking up to me. "Oh God Why?" I thought.

Cecilia: I need this picture. Behind you.

I moved and she grab the picture. She received a phone call. The screen said husband.

Cecilia: Yeah

Roberto: Are we helping your sister? I can send a couple thousand right now To her door step?

Cecilia: I don't want her touching dirty money, I want her Mariage to be bless.

Roberto: And your pussy money is better? you think your better than me? I made you little bitch. Watch what come out your mouth. We will be in touch.

She threw the phone against the wall. Screaming at it. Sigh.. Poor her.

Derin: Hey come here

I grab her hands placing her on the bed.

Derin: Deep breath

Cecilia: I'll have to tell my little sister I can't help her. Sigh I want to so bad But his right am just another hoe with good p*ssy to him

Derin: Well I don't know much about that but I make my money honestly.

Cecilia: I would never ask you to do something like that.

Derin: Oh sweet heart it's Not a charity it's a loan.

Cecilia: Haha okay

Derin: How much you need?

Cecilia: 40 grand

Derin: Give me your 40 grand, I'll withdraw mine tomorow

Cecilia: If it's a loan, She could still get her weding bless.

Derin: Am okay with taking P*ssy money.

She was laughing at my stupid jokes. I was glad.

Derin: Why you have soo much switches in your bedroom?

Cecilia: Oh alot are sound proof switches. He didn't know where we would be so he had them installed everywhere.

Derin: That makes sense Cause your a screamer?

Cecilia: No, its for him.

I laugh abruptly. I didn't mean to laugh so long. She was blushing while smilling.

Cecilia: Thank you so much for not judging me.

Derin: I am pretty sure if I had to swing some D*ck I would.

Cecilia: It's not about swinging D*ck, you gotta know what you doing?

Derin: Shoot I'll get a A+ if knowledge is included

Cecilia: They always say that until they shoot blanks.

Derin: Ohhh wow we craking now?

She was clapping While laughing.

Derin: I'll pick you up tomorow for the transaction.

Cecilia: Sure, sure.

I made my way home where my wife was cooking dinner for her lovely family of four. I told her what I witness, She agreed with the transaction. We finish eating, supervise the kids bathing time then we tuck them in. Joana put her arms around me as we walk happily to our bedroom. The next day I was off, I planned on making Cecilia feel better. I got my babies dress. Grandma called informing me it's the weekend to please bring her grand babies. Honestly she act like she didn't just take them on a trip without our permission? Joana had gone to work already. I've enjoyed her many times this morning but I had to get serious to help Cecilia. I Drove over to her house. Where she was sitting outside infront of her door with this large black purse . I honked letting her know it was me. She came walking inside the car, She seemed to be ending an conversation on her phone.

Derin: New phone?

Cecilia: Yeah I got alot of them in my drawer, For some reason I always keep breaking them

We both laugh. I went inside explaining that it was for repairs for my house. The bank gave me the money. I walked back to the car, we exchanged. I drove around and went to a different branch. Explaining "the people doing the renovation takes cards" My wife just called saying she paid with her Card; so I need to deposite this back. They agreed. On the way home, Cecilia stomach was growling so I suggest lunch. Her phone rung.

Cecilia: Hey, Have you returned the 10 grand to my husband?

Voice: Yes. I know how he makes his money, I don't want it in my baby sister's wedding.

Cecilia: Thank you brother

Voice: I am sorry that this has becomes your life; David comes by the house all the time.

Cecilia: Please let's not. I gotta go.

She hung up the phone with irritation and sadness.

Derin: Who's David

Cecilia: My Ex

Derin: It must be some ex to be checking for you.

Cecilia: We were engaged

Derin: Oh am...

Cecilia: Let's not.

Derin: Sorry Haha let me finish

Cecilia: Being married is not a option for me. I couldn't be someone's wife after what that pig has me do in the bedroom.

She said rubing her shoulders shrugging

Derin: Am sure some guys don't care, They love that you have experience

Cecilia: Your too kind.

I could see the rims of her eyes was tearing up. She was trying to hold back the tears. We took our food to go. Dropping her home she looked at her big empty house with so much sadness

Cecilia: Can we do something else please?

Derin: Am parking. I want to watch an movie.

I wanted her to be able to over come her fear And shame. She smiled. I grabed our food. She explain she had to get freshen up, in her kitchen there was this little sun roofed patio. She had flat screen everywhere. I decided to pass the kitchen and went to the sun room. It wasn't completely dark it had some light shining through it. The green screen on top was well maintained. She came back downstairs with some booty short and white tank top. She wasn't wearing any brah, is not that I was Iooking but her nipple made it noticeable. I instantly realized this was a bad idea. I should of drove her to the mall instead.

Cecilia: What we watching?

She sat a little too close. By the freshness of her face I could tell she bathe. Her hair was slightly wet. She looked at me smilling as she grab the remote from my hands. "Ahem" I cleared my throat. Her skin was now cooled. I should leave. I should leave now. Joana would not approve of this.

Cecilia: My food please.

I hand her the food. She scoot to the right side of the couch I was greateful not to be sitting so close. She picked this female lead movie. The woman was a prostitute.. Some rich guy fell for her. I rolled my eyes at her tears. She was heartbroken over this movie? I was bored out of my mind. When the unessacary dramatic movie finished, she was a mess

Derin: Did you enjoy that?

Cecilia: Why you ask you didn't?

Derin: Not really is about a prostitute. It doesn't relate to me at all.

Then I heard it. Am so stupid. She was trying to convinced herself that some capable guy might still want her. The expression on her face was unforgettable. She looked at me than looked down.

Cecilia: Right, I have watch that movie many times coming to America, It always do something to me.

Derin: I don't think it relates to any of us .

Cecilia: Hmm well.

Derin: Don't tell me you think of yourself like that? it wasn't the same as saving your brother. Leaving the one you love behind?

She got up walking towards me grabing her drink.

Derin: Your not a prostitute Cecilia

Cecilia: Hmmm

She said staring at me. While siping her fruit punch.

Cecilia: I'll believe it in two more years.

She was sitting closer. She was reaching for the napking that was next to me. She touch my manhood by mistake.

Cecilia: Sorry, Can you grab me a napkin please.

Derin: Yeah

I tried to not make it a big deal But now am going to have to tell joana that too.

Derin: Well madame Cecilia thank you for a great day. I greet you good day.

She nodded, she could sense my uncomfortability. She got up to walk me out. I was half way to the door when I realized my cell phone had dropt in the Crack of the couch.

I quickly returned without saying a word. She followed. I was searching.

Cecilia: What is it?

Derin: I dropt my phone.

Cecilia: What's your number I'll call it.

Derin: 3457890

Cecilia: Okay.. It's not ringing?

Derin: It's on vibrate

Cecilia: You put your phone on vibrate when we was hanging out?

Derin: Yeah. Shhh I think I heard it.

I look under the couch to find it vibrating on the floor.

Derin: Found....

She pressed her soft lips on mine... before I could finish my sentence, She smelled soo good. "Wait no!" I thought "Joana Is the love of my life." As am trying to calm my mind down. My body already had her on the couch kissing her more and more now.

Derin: Wait...ummm.. dam that tongue roll

Cecilia: Uh huh...

She said passionately kissing me again. Her hard nipples was rubing on my chest. Her body was reaching for me. Sadly I didn't feel the same way..

Dering: Its best if we don't hang out alone anymore

Before she could answer I quickly made my way to the door. I tried not to think about it as I drove myself home. I rushed inside. Took a shower hoping to sleep it away.