Show me your heart part 2

##Derin##

I promise Joana I would pick up the kids from school. This project was taking all my time. I made it to the bus stop at 2:00pm I stand beside my white car waiting on my kids.

##Cecilia ##

"Is that derin? I haven't heard from him. Tomorow, would make it an month now." I said with a happiness in my heart, I quickly hide behind the tree. I wasn't presentable. I haven't been in the salon for two weeks. I've been fantasizing about him. I've touch myself several time thinking of him. I haven't called I dont know what to say? I was falling hard for him. He looked soo cute just standing there looking at his watch. I wonder would we ever have kids? I know I might just been a one night stand but I hope I was more to him. My heart was racing soo fast. I decided I should stay hidden until he leave. I don't know what I would say? I've never had someone do me like he did.

##Derin##

Joane: Dady!!!

Derin jr: Hey dad. Can I come over today am on The letter F

Derin: Momy said to bring you to grandma house

Derin Jr: No I want to go with you.

Joane: I would be okay with that too

Derin: I have a big show tomorow. I could come pick up you guys to come with me?

Derin Jr: Okay.

I smiled. When I was walking back I seen rat Dog behind a tree barking, Was Cecilia there? I guess she letting him poop.

Joane: Aunti Cecilia?

##Cecilia##

Of course the dog.

Cecilia: Hey kids.

They rush to me giving me hugs. Derin was smilling proud of his babies.

Derin: Hey

Cecilia: Hi

He was right there, I couldn't breathe

##Derin##

Was she hiding from me? Was she ashamed of us? Sigh it's fine. I'll just won't bring it up.

##Cecilia##

His right here ask him to hang out.

Cecilia: The kids say your putting a show together for Autism?

"No ask him if he like how you felt?" I had to control my breathing. He smelled so good.

Derin: Yeah. I could text you the info if you want to come?

Cecilia: Thats why you been so busy this month?

##Derin##

Don't give me that; I would of stop whatever I was doing to text you back. I need her to stop pretending I ignored her.

Derin: All for the kids.

Cecilia: Yeah I'll come sure. When?

Derin: Tomorow

##Cecilia##

Look at his lips. My heart need to stop skipping. Seing him made my soul smile.

Cecilia: Okay sure. I'll be there.

Walking away with misy behind me.

When I got home I drink a bottle of water. He made me soo thirsty. I had to pick the perfect outfit. I wanted to show off my curves, Would he look twice my way, I had some questions I needed to know. Did he regret it? is that why he haven't mention it? "Derin" I thought. It's going to drive me crazy trying to figure him out.

I decided to go to the salon I wanted something new. It took me the whole day. I did my nails. They designed my baby hair. I went to the mall to get some new clothes. I didn't want to risk showing up with the same clothes I wore before. I instructed them not to do my braid soo tight. When I got home I fell on my bed. I was soo tired. I got a text from Derin giving me the address. He made me smile. I text back

~~text~~

Cecilia: Hey

Derin: Hi

Cecilia: Are you excited about tomorrow

Derin: Yeah, and a little nervous.

Cecilia: You will do fine. Anything I could do to help

Derin: No just be there tomorow everyone counts

Cecilia 😊 Sure

~~End text ~~

##Derin##

She ask what can she could do to help. Honestly I had half of mind to tell her to come over. That will help alot. It's been an month now. I need to fill her up again. Maybe she didn't like it? I could do so much better If she will give me another try. I liked her but I don't want to bring it up if she regretted it. Sigh, I should get some sleep I have a big day tomorow. The next day I got a knock on the door, Maybe It was Cecilia? I opened the door to see Joana standing there with clothes matching hers

Derin: Um hi, what are you doing here?

Joana: I thought us looking strong as a family would help the charity.

Derin: It's not family based. it's about The kids.

Joana: I need a ride. keisha dropt me here.

Derin: Fine, let me get ready

Joana: Here is the clothes.

What is her problem? Sigh

Derin: No, I got something ready already thanks

##Cecilia##

Oh shoot its already 10am shoot am late. I got up. I bought all white sneakers, Some jeans shorts with a white T-Shirt. I drove my farari my husband got me. He knows the time is almost up he is trying to buy me into another contract.

When I got there. Some young kids liked my white farari. They took picture by the car. I quickly went inside to see Derin, I missed him so much. The place looks good. Blue chairs set up at the park, They had a small stage for Derin to go on and talk. He looked so dashing, His kids was with him, After his speech about how the kids are important, everyone clapped. What surprised me was his wife. She was standing strong and proudly beside Him. Are they working things out? They were married after all. She was soo much more prettier than me. Who was I kidding Am out of my league. I could just pretend I was here for the kids. I looked around to see what was worth buying. I had 10 more months I should focused on someone else. I didnt like anything. Not pictures or sales pitch. But I still donate 200 to the kids. I bought some muffins and went to sit down on one of the several chairs available. I don't know why I was soo sad, Surely I didn't expect him to want me like I was somebody important.

Derin: Hey am glad you came.

"Sure you are. standing up there with your wife." I thought

Cecilia: Am a woman of my word.

Derin: I know that

Cecilia: Yup

I got up to leave seing him was too hard.

Derin: Did I do something?

Cecilia: Did I mean anything?

I said looking down.

Cecilia: I know she's your wife I could never dream of competing but please don't lead me on if you don't feel the same.

Derin: I don't know what you mean?

Gasp he didn't even remember the night we spend together? Sigh am fooling myself. He was looking at me like I fantasies the whole thing.

Derin: Swing by my place tonight and we will talk Okay.

He said with a smile. I turn my face away from Him; Dam it! I can't even look at him in the eyes. Why was he smiling like a total idiot?

After the event I went home, took a shower I wanted to get out these clothes. I drove to his house. He was already outside looking out. I wonder if he was looking for his wife? I Parked he led me inside.

Cecilia: Hi

Derin: So what was you saying at the event?

Cecilia: Are you and wife working things out?

Derin: No

Cecilia: Oh

I felt stupid now. Getting mad at nothing.

Derin: Are you ashamed of what we did?

Why would he ask that. I love what we did.

Cecilia: Why do you ask?

Derin: It seems like you avoid the question, Or avoid bringing it up. you use to text me everyday but you stop

Cecilia: That doesn't mean you can't text me

Derin: I don't know when your husband around

Cecilia: His not my husband. I got 10 more months with him then am free and my debt Is paid. But fair enough I'll text first

Derin: Why did you look upset at the event

Cecilia: I wasn't sure if I meant or if we meant something.

He walked over to the fridge he grab something to drink.

Derin: I like you. We could see where it goes.

I felt my heart exploding with happiness. He put the juice back in the fridge he past by me and slap my ass smilling. Sigh, I was glad Something good come from Roberto. I followed him to the couch he was watching movies. I sat next to him. He rest his hand on my lap. "ask him now" I thought. Why was it so hard to ask. Dam it Cecilia just ask.

Derin: What is it?

Cecilia: Nothing

Derin: Sigh

He paused the movie giving me his undivided attention. Why did he make me so nervous.

Cecilia: I just ..

Derin: Haha You've never been tongue tied before.

He leaned in and kissed me. He taste so sweet. I got on top of him I wanted him so bad. But he pulled away smilling.

Derin: Do you want something to drink?

Cecilia: Sure

I smile. I wanted him, not some dam drink. He came back with some pinaple juice.

Cecilia: You didn't um...

He was sitting right there. Why can't I just say it.

Cecilia: You didn't like it last time?

Derin: Yeah, But

Cecilia: But

Derin: I don't feel like you did. So I want to when am not so tired. I want to enjoy you over and over again. I want to do better next time.

He could do better?

Cecilia: I...

"Admit it. Or you getting none tonight" I thought

Cecilia: I haven't been able to get you off my mind. Especially the night we spend together. Don't say no, I waited so long to be in your arms again.

He smiled and nodded. He led me to the bedroom. I was soo nervous. I had to get a grip I wasn't a virgin why he made me so nervous?

He threw me on the bed. Why was he smilling like that?

Derin: Undress for me

Cecilia: Haha what?

Derin: I miss seeing how your body looked so undress me. I won't interrupt I promise

That was unexpected. I was blushing so hard. I thought it was going to be like last time. I didn't argue. I took my clothes off slowly.

Derin: Are you nervous it's just me here?

Cecilia: Haha you get me nervous

He walked to the bed Where I was laying. He finished taking my clothes off slowly Kissing my shoulders.

Cecilia: Um

Derin: I want to see how many time you could climax. Don't worry am off tomorow am all yours tonight.

Cecilia: Okay

"His all mine?" he said

Cecilia: Take off your clothes too

Derin: As you wish love.

He looks even more handsome naked. Why was he rock hard we haven't even started, He came over kissing me. I wanted his mouth so bad

Derin: Tell me what's your fantasy?

Cecilia: What?

Derin: You gotta have one. I know your husband take his out on you. What about you what do you crave?

Cecilia: Haha

Derin: You laugh when you get put in a uncomfortable but enjoyable situation.

Cecilia: Haha um

Derin: Tell me I want to fulfill it.

Cecilia: Um

Derin: How about this, Do you touch yourself?

Cecilia: Yeah

That question was easy. What woman doesn't?

Derin: Show me.

Cecilia: Haha Your making me blush hahah okay. Oh this is something else.

I started, It was easy he was right infront of me. He can't imagine how I wanted him. Right before I reached he stopped my hand.

Derin: What did you think about?

Cecilia: Um

Derin: Tell me please?

Cecilia: You. I thought about you. your lips, Your eyes, Your body on top of me.

Derin: What about my lips.

Cecilia: I want your lips on mine. Am not sure if that's something you want to do?

Derin: I see.

He pulled me close and he kissed me.