##Joana##
My mom have been coming to the house nonstop Helping me with decision making. She also explain we should redecorate the house. Derin and I decorated the house. Sigh since my mom claim to bring me back in her care, She hasn't let me out of her sight.
Mom: Joana?
Joana: Yes mom
I said getting up from the kitchen going to the laundry room.
Joana: Mom you don't have to do this I hired Mariah to do this mom
Mom: I sent her home. I don't need her
Joana: Sigh ma
Mom: Am going to rearrange here, Your detergent is hard to find.
"Knock, knock"
"Oh thank God" I thought rushing to the door.
Derin: Hey
I quickly shut the Door behind me was he crazy? He knows my mom is here, She has been here for weeks. I can't get rid of her. She told me to make my Mariage work ill have to start attending church. She even put in a special request for me at the church. Now they are doing 2 week prayer for me.
Joana: The kids aren't here they are in school
Derin: I know.
Me and him haven't talked about what happened. He left with Cecilia so I felt like he made his choice.
Derin: Come somewhere with me.
Joana: I won't be able to shake my mom.
It was like high school all over again.
Derin: Than don't tell her
Joana: Haha She will have my head.
Derin: Please
Joana: You have 30 minutes it better be important Derin.
##Derin##
I haven't been able to see Joana since the pool party. Everytime the mom seen me coming with the babies she would rush getting the kids from me. This was the first time I was able to see Joana. Not having access to her made me miss her, Cecilia was my main I know that. She had a couple of months if she needed a release. Back in high school She would sneak out to see me. Haha Nana
Joana: Okay where are we going?
She said putting her seat belt on.
I didn't respond. Cecilia said she had one free pass to have sex with me. I put her in this embarrassment. I take care of my girlfriends. I pull up to my house by the beach. I open the door and brought her inside. I had a romantic dinner prepared. We haven't been able to say one word to eachother so I was hoping we can eat, Watch movies and maybe enjoy eachother again. I know it's almost a year for her since we did anything.
Joana: What's this?
Derin: Obviously food
Joana: Am not cooking for Cecilia Derin
Derin: What? Why would I make you cook her food?
Joana: Than why am I here?
I could tell she was starting to believe the lies her mother was feeding her. Bet you it went something like "He don't care about you, Fix your face, Your beautiful, educated. If he don't want you, find someone else." That lady..
Derin: Take a seat please.
Joana: Your down 25 minutes
Derin: How is work?
Joana: Horrible next question
She said putting the napkin on her lap.
Derin: How so?
Joana: I got assign one of the smallest traffic citation and I had to pass it to lawford
Derin: Why?
Joana: Because
She said grabing her fork to dig into the spaghetti and meat ball I prepared.
Joana: He got found driving with a suspended license. They were making it seems like his a menace to society. So they were trying to charge him in a criminal level. I knew I had to transfer the case right away. I gave it to Lawford to benefit the client
Derin: You did something good
Joana: It don't feel like it. Lawford is going to take the credit just like colon
Derin: Get another case?
Joana: I haven't been cleared yet. apparently I am suffering emotional trauma.
Derin: Sigh I see
Joana: Am done can I go home now?
Derin: No, we are going to restart the time to look at one of your favorite movie. Yes the one I swore to never watch.
Joana: "Two can play at that game?"
Derin: Sigh that one!
I said sadly. She was excited she made her way to the couch waiting on me to come.
Derin: Okay. Let me turn off the lights.
Joana: Okay
She said excitingly
I tried to sit closer to her putting my hands around her but she scoot to the end of the couch away from me. Sigh. We are back in high school before taking her virginity? Dam it.
Joana: Haha I love this part. She let him feel up on her just to leave hahaha
She said clapping and laughing. Well at least she was enjoying herself it's been a while since I seen her raised her head up. She been walking around with her head down. I got a call and Joana eyes went down again, She knew who it was.
Derin: Hey
Cecilia: When are you coming home your lunch is getting cold?
Derin: I'll be home soon.
##Joana##
"He will be home soon?" His home is with her obviously. Why was I even here? I should gather my things and go. Me and ma had church today, like everyday. Haitian churches had service almost the whole week. Sweet jesus. I don't even know what the kids are gonna wear.
##Derin##
Derin: Joana let's finish the movie please
Joana: Just bring me home please. I suggest you get home too.
She said walking outside waiting by the car. Sigh why was this so hard? She didn't say anything on the way home. I dropt her at her house and I went to Cecilia house. Where she was upset.
Cecilia: Where did you and Joana go?
Derin: My old house.
I said walking inside. She was following me upset am not sure why
Derin: I'll get ready for lunch.
Cecilia: Why you had to take her to your old place?
Derin: Does it mater Cecilia?
Cecilia: Yes it does.
Derin: Am not arguing with you. NOPE! not today
I made my way inside the room She had lingerie on with heels. Sexy but too Feisty, I can't argue all day. Plus I wasn't getting any from joana so she can relax. The mom made sure of that. Cecelia have this thing she does. She would take out the trash out with barely nothing on. She was soo petty. I change and went to the table where she had my food out.
Cecilia: Am going to the restaurant today
Derin: Okay
Cecilia: Yeah because you can't be honest with me to what you did to her over there.
She was soo jealous. She was my girlfriend but Joana was my wife. The mom might have called us off but I haven't decided that yet.
Derin: Okay. I took her to the house. we eat spaghetti and she watch a movie Than I brought her home.
I said getting out the house, I went to get my kids. I seen my babies getting of the bus.
Joane: Dady!
Derin Jr: It's the weekend
Derin: And?
Joana: The game.
Derin: Haha
Derin Jr: I finally got my room can you come see Dady, My mom helped me decorate it.
Derin: I could bring the game over to you.
Derin jr: The game is not as fun without you. Please come hang out with me tomorow. Daddy please?
How Do I say no?
Derin: How about you come to my house?
Derin Jr: How will you see my room Dad?
Derin: Take pictures son
Derin Jr: Your that mad at momy you can't hang out with your own son?
He said running to his house. Joana mom was looking at me shaking her head. How am I the bad guy now?
Joana Mom: I got them thank you sir. Ou met ale (You can go)
I walk back to Cecilia house where she was still siting on the table waiting on me.
Cecilia: Am sorry. It's just I don't want you to want her more than you want me.
Derin: Am a grown man Cecilia the day I don't want you, I won't cheat on you I'll tell you I don't want this anymore.
Cecilia: Okay.
She said getting up wrapping her arms around me and kissing me.
##Joana##
Joana: Dady!
Dad: Yes
Joana: Please come get mama I want to spend some quality time with the babies. She redecorated my house without permission, fired my house keeper, And change my washing machine. Not to mention am missing some clothes.
Dad: Haha She is just worried about you
Joana: Please Dady
Dad: Alright am coming
Joana: Thank you
I got up from my bed, Went to bathe getting ready for the day. I didn't put much on just some shorts and tank top. I walk downstairs to her cooking spaghetti and hotdogs for breakfast
Mom: Joana go put some clothes on. Kids breakfast!
She is so infuriating. I went back upstairs not wanting to change, I didn't want to let her know. I heard the door bell rung I rushed downstairs knowing it's Dad coming to save me.
Joana: I'll get it.
Dad: Hey
Joana: Dad what are you doing here?
Dad: Baby let's go
Mom: Joana tande tonight the service starts at 9 to 12am
Joana: Mom am staying home tonight am tired.
Mom: God..
Dad: Dont, God knows our capacity.
The door bell ring again. Wonder who could that be? I went to the door to see Derin standing infront
of the door. I swear I was being prank?
Derin: Sorry, I..
Derin Jr.. Dady you came, you came..
My son came running outside his room grabing the Dads hand pulling him inside.
Derin Jr: Wait till you see my room. your going to love it. It's race car themed
Who knew it took Derin jr to ask and his Dad will step inside?
Dad: Let's go my love.
Mom: Be strong baby. In the end of the day your not his home.
Joana: Yes, mom I know.
My dad grabed her hands and made her leave. I was greateful to him. I ate my food and I went to bed.
##Cecilia ##
He told me not to call him. When he is ready he will come home. I miss him. Joana was over there. They haven't done anything but I know she got something up her sleeve.
##Derin##
Derin: Your cheating
Derin Jr: Says the looser
This boy was too much like me.
My daughter came by too. She was drawing on the bed. Me and my son have been playing games for 2 hours straight. I know the mom left or she would of come check up on us. Where was Joana?
Derin: Joane beat em for me.
Joane: Okay dady
Derin: I want report when I get back? I gotta go talk to your mom
I walked to her room. I found her Dead asleep on her bed. She was wearing those shorts I like so much. She sleep so peacefully. I decided to watch something. I walked over and sat beside her. I was watching some movies. She turned over and rest her hands on my thighs haha same as usual.
Guess that scared her.
Joana: Derin?
Derin: Hey!
Joana: What are you doing here?
Derin: I wanted to spend some time with you but you were asleep
Joana: Derin am too old to be playing games with you.
Derin: What do you mean?
She got up rubbing her eyes. She went to the bathroom.
##Joana##
I broke down in the bathroom. I missed him soo much he was so close but so far. "God I just want my husband back, The distance is killing me." I got myself together. and walk back outside.
Derin: Joana
Joana: Yeah
Derin: Nothing
I walked to hang out with my kids. He followed me. He hold me by the waist. "Derin" My heart cried.
Joana: I love you so much, Remember that.
I took his hands off me and went to my kids room
Joane: Mom! Look how am winning
Derin Jr: Beginers luck Thats all man
Joana: Haha is that soo? Let me see
Joane: Let daddy play so they could play together.
Joana: Haha he don't want this pressure!!
##Derin##
Even when shes falling apart she was so classic. I started playing. We played a couple of games we tied. My phone kept ringing off the hook. This last game was going to determine the winner. I guess my phone ringing was bothering her. She pause the game.
Joana: It's 11:45pm Go home Derin
Derin Jr: Wait mom
Joane: Dady your off tomorow. Do you have to go to the house all by yourself? You need to quit that job it's putting a strain on our family.
Hearing that I could tell it got to Joana. I nodded. I made my way to Cecilia.
Cecilia: You must think am stupid.
She said as I walk in the house, I didn't have the energy. I was hurting my kids that's all that was in my mind .
Cecilia: Put your pants down let me smell
Derin: If I drop my pants your sucking d*ck that's the bottom line.
Cecilia: Derin am serious
Derin: Nothing happend we played games
Cecilia: Lies! You let your children sleep at midnight? Yall need to work on your parenting skills. If not your kids are gonna...
She stopped before saying something she knew I couldn't forgive
Cecilia: Baby
She said calming down
Cecilia: I got my document in order and am thinking we should take a trip
Derin: Sigh where?
Cecilia: We have been fighting alot lately we might need a romantic gateway
She is right we were fighting like cats and dogs.
Derin: I could see how we need that.
She leaned and kissed me, bringing me to bed.