World Fallen part 5

##Joana##

I hate how this company got me by the balls. I got myself together to go see this guy who's my shrink

His office was brown he hung up the picture we did that night. My penis picture was still in my car haha where am I going to put it I got kids

Andrew: Have a seat

Joana: Fine 30 minutes right?

Andrew: Did your husband get some therapy

Joana: Don't worry about Derin he'll figure it out. Why did you lie?

Andrew: About?

Joana: Me not coming over your house.

Andrew: Would you rather I run my mouth? Naw am not that type.

Joana: Feels like you lied about the night we spend together

Andrew: Sigh Joana do you want me to show you what we did that night?

Joana: No, words are enough

Andrew: Haha okay let's start please

Joana: Did we have sex?

Andrew: Why would you sleep with your shrink?

Joana: Don't BS me.

He got up and close the door. His office was mostly wood not glass.

He walked up behind me pulling my skirt waist

Andrew: If I had fucked you.. Nana is it? you would of remember. I'll would fuck... The drunkenness right out you..

Dam it! why was he getting a reaction? My lips was slightly open, Heart beating fast, He turn me around to face him using my skirt.

Andrew: Joana let me do my job, Am very good at what I do.

He said letting go of my skirt walking to my seat.

Joana: You never answer

Andrew: We haven't slept together dear Jesus woman. You kicked off your shoes, Walked in my bedroom got undress pull the covers and went to sleep

Joana: Were you planing on..

Andrew: Your getting off track Mrs. Phanor.

Joana: I need to know

Andrew: If circumstances were different yes, I would of enjoyed you but they aren't. You would wake up hating yourself thinking am judging you, When your trying to escape your pain

Joana: Alright now that clears up

Andrew: Joana do you feel like your emotionally distracted?

Joana: Am not getting therapy for that jerk?

Andrew: Haha my cousin? haha yeah I've never seen him so passionate about a girl before.

Joana: His rude

Andrew: Well in his word he fucked you so good on that boat..q

Joana: Haha please. We kept on stopping. I need me someone who can keep up with my stamina it's not any of you guys.

Andrew: Hmm sure.

The meeting went pretty basic. I didn't say much. He didn't force or push. I was still pist at him.

Andrew: Maybe it's the setting. I'll pick you up tonight

Joana: No

Andrew: Yes

Joana: You could come but I won't go with you.

Andrew: Don't be stubborn. Your 30 minutes are done you can go Joana

I was beyond mad how he tells me we're going out? I went home and informed Derin "I'm going to a therapy thing tonight" while praying he don't show up. I waited I didn't even get dressed. I had a tank top on with black sweats. He will not be happy when he sees me..

"Beep, Beep"

I heard him outside. I hesitated before walking out the door.. Soon as he saw me he angrily walked me back inside. Haha (Evil laugh)

Andrew: Where is your room?

Joana: I never invited you to my room Mr Andrew

Andrew: Stop playing

I led him to the bedroom why was this so important to him? He walked in my closet picking out the clothes he wants me to wear in my walk in closet.

Joana: Am not wearing that?

It was a red bodycon dress am sure my ass would of look aplaudable in but am not listening to him. He walked towards me holding the clothes. Before I could debate he leaned in kissed me. His hands was so determine, Taking off my clothes without hesitation, What is happening? Why am I letting this man have his way with me?

Andrew: I don't want to be late do you want to save this for another time Joana?

He said brushing my curly hair back. Oh Good God this man is sexy. I moved from his embrace getting the clothes going into the closet and putting them on.. I had to take a cold shower this man turned me on extremely. His muscles was flexing while he grabbed me to kiss me. This isn't healthy. I walked out still upset at him for taking me out, mad at myself for letting this man clearly putting me in the mood. We drove to the place in silence I didn't know what to say.

Andrew: Do you do any poetry?

Joana: No

I said pouting my lips showing my disapproval

Andrew: We know you can't draw unless it's penis related

Haha that asshole

Joana: Are you going to inspire me?

Andrew: Guess not.

The place was full, Full of table stand, it looked like a comedy jam. Everyone had table for two. He led Me to ours, There was live band, Soulful singers, this was pretty amazing. They Called the next singer and he went on the stage was he going to sing? The singer came seashell in her dreads, colorful blue dress, As she sung He painted behind her. He looks very focus he kept looking at me than his art? was he drawing me? The woman was singing about the struggles of being a single mom. When the song finished he draw the same lady as before with a hint of green but still red. The girl was so happy to be working with him. The crowd applaud the singer and him for his art. I thought we were staying but he said. "let's Go"

Andrew: Thanks for coming It's been a while since I draw

Joana: Is that so, Seems like your a legend

Andrew: Haha well I took a few years off To heal.

Joana: From what?

Andrew: My wife passing

Joana: Oh am so sorry

Andrew: It's okay life is life.

Joana: Did yall have any kids?

Andrew: 3 boys

Joana: Oh

Andrew: Horrible accident while picking the boy up from school, No survivors. Am sorry for how I um acted back there. I wanted to thank you for bringing back passion to my art.

Joana: Do you kiss every woman that infatuate you? haha

Andrew: No, Am very professional I don't mix business with pleasure.

Joana: So the passionate kiss was to tell me thanks?

Andrew: No, I don't know what came over me, You were clearly mad and being stubborn I let my desires cloud my judgment. You can report the incident to HR tomorow to be resigned to another counselor I don't trust myself with you.

Joana: Uh huh

Andrew: Here we are

He said pulling up to my house.

Joana: Um thanks I'll report it tomorrow

I lied. He smilled and I left. Awes no wonder his so closed up his whole family died. The next few days I reported to therapy. He would look at me strange but I liked him alot. Haha

Andrew: Joana?

Joana: Yes?

Andrew: It's been 2 weeks why are you still reporting to me?

Joana: Your my counselor

Andrew: I thought I told you I couldn't trust myself around you

Joana: Well boyfriends do that.

Why did it come out so lame?

Andrew: Boyfriend?

Joana: People don't just see the inside of my bedroom without a personal relationship with me.

Andrew: That's our time you have a good day Joana hahah

He laughed am glad, If only he knew how serious I am. I want him to be my boyfriend and I don't want to apologize for it. The next day I went to the 9:30 meeting.

Arthur: Barbie doll disappeared on me dam it..

Lawford: She look like she was going to freeze up in court as well boss.

Arthur: What have you done?

Lawford: I found Someone that was with her that night

Arthur: Okay

Joana: Oh and the judge didn't pay some thugs the money he owned them, I've convince them tell us what the judge been doing and the contract he have with the jail to lock up black men

Arthur: Good Job

Joana: May I suggest we give the evidence a little late before the actual date and also sending them boxes of useless information in huge boxes to discourage them from finding out so quick?

Lawford: Playing dirty as always

Joana: Lawford you weren't that hard to beat.

Arthur: Haha okay team we got something. Go print out paper. Joana stay for me please.

Andrew was leaving when Arthur came uncomfortably close to me, Brushing my hair behind my back.

Joana: Don't touch me!

Arthur: Don't be like that. I got ticket to a concert I would love for you to come with me.

Joana: Sorry I have a boyfriend

Arthur: Can your boyfriend fuck you like I can?

Andrew smiled under his breath.

Andrew: Counseling in two hours Ms Joana

Arthur: Hmm Your so.. I love it. I can't wait for us to get some alone time

Joana: Even if Hell freezes over your never fucking me again.

I said walking out the private meeting. Everyone was busy trying to please him I Dont See Why? I decided to skip the therapy I wanted to wrap this up.

"Knock, Knock"

Andrew: Ms Joana it's your therapy time.

Joana: I'll change it for later, another environment perhaps, I'll come over tonight am in the mood..

I said flipping through pile of paper unaware who I was talking to haha I use to say it so casual to Derin. He didn't say anything He close the door, than it kicked in "Dam it why would I say that? Am in the mood what is wrong with me?

That night I hesitated so much. It was the weekend my mother had the kids, Derin haven't been coming by the house am glad, his a cheater through and through.

"Ring ring"

Andrew: Are you still coming over?

Joana: Um Yeah on my way

I hung up.. Oh God did he wants me to come over? I put on a long sundress and head over to his place. I knocked; he open handing me a glass of wine telling me to take a seat on his red decorating sofa. I laid down, he sat on a computer chair with a notebook.

Andrew: You mistake me for your husband today didn't you?

Joana: Um

Andrew: It's okay I do love a open woman it's too much trying to figure them out.

Joana: Yeah, that wasn't enough though

Andrew: To little boys yes but your all a man needs

That made me smile. We chatted the night away, We talked about him and his wife, The more he described his ex, the more am starting to think she's from the islands.

Andrew: So you have a boyfriend? who?

Joana: Am dating myself

Andrew: That's new

Joana: Yes, Since you flat out told me "no" you can't be my boyfriend

Andrew: I never said no

Joana: So are you saying yes?

Andrew: Joana stop it haha

Joana: It's okay. I get it. So it pass 30 minutes am sure my time is up

Andrew: Okay, About your "In the mood" situation do you need some help?

Joana: Sorry unless your my man your not getting any.

I said smilling.

Andrew: Good night Ms Jean.

I got up finding my slippers to go home. He of course walked me out. Before I reach for the door. He grab my waist turning me around Kissing me again. Man this guy and his tongue. He lift me up carrying me to his bedroom leaving trails of clothes on the floor.

Andrew: If I get too much let me know

Joana: Let's pray you can keep up

He continues kissing me. He unbuckle my brah, Throwing me on the bed. He took off his pants, he was free balling haha he was waiting for me.

Andrew: Do you have any allergy

Joana: Latex

Andrew: Alright I use only natural anyways

Does he mean raw dogging it uh uh? Before I could object he pulled a condom from his drawer smilling at me the entire time. I didn't want no four play, I wanted him as long as I could get him. He came back asking

Andrew: Do you need me to..

Looking down

Joana: Next time boyfriend.

I smilled as he smilled. His body felt so warm, Handprints and good print on my ass, He wasn't rough, he got deeper While kissing every part of my body. I felt so loved. How can a man turn me this much on? Maybe is the year and some change, it gotta be? He wasn't small at all. Pretty large, He headed upward how did he know those were my point of pleasure. To stop my body from cumming so much I had to lock him in.

Andrew: Babe we just started let go

Joana: Haha okay wait alright I wasn't ready

He laughed so hard. I let go he started again. He was hitting everypoint, how did he know?

Andrew: Fuck! Your too wet

Joana: It's your fault.

Andrew: Haha I bet.

Joana: Wait everytime your about to cum you make a joke?

Andrew: You peep that huh?

I turn him over Getting on top.

Andrew: Fuck wait hold on

Joana: Uh huh talk your shit, Haha keep up.

I got on my feet to better ride, He was long and big enough he can handle it. His hands grabbed my ass making my waist do a circle, Kitty got too good he started to slap my ass as I rode fasten. While turning me over our top fell on the floor, his on the bed and I was on the bottom with my feet still on the bed. We were upside down. Why was gravitation pushing him further in. He went so deep burying everything in me.

Andrew: Fuckkkkk!

Joana: Haha you finally came huh?

Andew: Haha yeah I'll be better prepared next time

Wait does he mean were not going another round? It was only one hour come on guy

Andrew: Haha let me um take a shower

Joana: Alright I'll see you tomorrow

Andrew: Um.. Okay sure.