What Broke Us Apart?

Daughter, do you remember when you and your mom were still here with me, we celebrated a family day every week. Those times were so blessed. But gradually what had distanced us? After your mom's death, it was never the same.

I cannot count how many days we spent in silence. I cannot count how many days we fought screaming at each other and ended up crying. I cannot count how many days when we never trusted each other. Because there were too many. These days slowly separated you and me.

After everyday we spent in silence, I tried to knock up on your door to talk with you. But words never came out of my mouth.. After everyday we fought, I tried to open the room where you sat crying helplessly. But I was not able to. After everytime when we doubted each other, I wanted to trust you. But I did not.

What broke us apart?

~To all the reasons which create distances in our relationships.