Chapter 418: Hanabi's Feelings II

A pure heavenly maiden thought of vulgarity with the most vicious demon and could not do anything about it. She was aroused by literally everything about him. His sincere darkness, which he did not hesitate to show her almost immediately, as well as that animal look, because of which she came so brightly that day ... It was precisely in him, now Hanabi understood this very well. Now it seemed so pathetic and ridiculous...

She convinced herself that she was doing it for her sister, for the sake of retribution and justice, and in the end secretly enjoyed his terrible deeds, sharing with him all that splendor of depravity.

No matter how hard Hanabi tried to deny then, but in those moments, deep down, it seemed to her that she was special, not like everything that only she could understand him. She felt like a part of something big, sharing his secret, gradually drawing closer and becoming a part of his life. But the deeper she plunged into darkness, the more fiercely her mask resisted...

Remembering how she watched from the side and how much at that moment her flesh desired his caress, his strong hands... Hanabi realized that all this time she had been looking at him with admiration, lust, reverence and passion, hidden under the mask of condemnation and anger. Like a huntress... No, like a student seeking to learn vice from the only man in her life who wanted not only her body, but also saw her true essence...

Hanabi was drawn to him, and for so long she did not understand the reasons, inventing pathetic excuses...

That's why she didn't tell anyone, that's why she came to him that day and tried to attack him. All this is not for the sake of others, but only for yourself. Instinctively wanting to touch him, she was deceived and afraid, unable to accept the truth.

— Aah~

But now, realizing her fallen nature, Hanabi was so ashamed and bad that only the thought of him brought her satisfaction. Although it hurts, the mind itself found a way to free itself... After all, if you plunge into darkness, everything becomes completely unimportant.

"Ahh~ Naruto~"

Hanabi passionately whispered his name, imagining the gorgeous, naked image she saw so often...

— Ahah~

Still biting her swollen lips, she flirted with her clitoris just as he did with other women.

Hanabi adopted everything - she learned by just watching and, without realizing it, she became so depraved that it scared even her.

She no longer had enough fingers, but she did not dare to stain herself with anything, not even toys. At such frank moments, that fanatical voyeur would wake up, whispering dark thoughts to her that he would definitely not like this ...

Save yourself for him? How ridiculous, funny and painful...

"Ugh... Damn...

Now Hanabi understood why her body was so addicted to masturbation. She realized why she loved to walk around the room naked and did not wear underwear. There was always a vice in her... Always. Therefore, she was so attracted to him - to the true embodiment of perversion and sex.

Burning with shame, from the realization that she wanted to give herself to him, Hanabi again shed tears.

"N-never… Ahh~

She simply couldn't let him... She couldn't allow such a failure... There was a dark hope in her head that she didn't want to accept. After all, if he does this, there will be no turning back ...

How could she do this to her sister?

But in response, her own words, that she, too, can ...

— Ahah~

This permissiveness drove me crazy!

One has only to wish...

— G-God~

Fingers did not obey ...

In order to accept his vice, Hanabi wanted to keep herself as pure as possible. No other man could steal her heart. The realization of this brought to tears, but the trembling in the uterus and the imminent ending - led to delight ...

Hanabi couldn't figure out what she was really feeling - love or lust?

Loving your sister's husband or wanting your sister's husband... Is there any difference in that?

"I'm disgusting..."

She was unable to correctly identify her feelings, let alone move on...

— Ahah~

It seemed wrong, but such a strong desire could not be overcome.

The truth is that it transcended falling in love - it was something fanatical, something that a normal woman was not capable of. The entity bordering on obsession broke free daily, and finally, Hanabi found out about it.

"Aaah~ He knew everything…"

She realized that he had always known the truth. He saw her true nature from the very first day, and she, deep down understanding this, tried to resist, constantly running away.

That was exactly what Naruto was talking about that day... That charm, and the words about deceitful women, that was what struck her to the core and made her react. After all, everything he said was about her... As it turned out, he knew everything and said it for a reason... Cruelly, but sincerely, and Hanabi tried her best not to listen...

As if trying to protect her light, to hide the vicious truth - she resisted, but he still managed to win.

Sad and funny at the same time...

As a result, she is here, alone, thinking about him and knows for sure that he is the only man in her life who understands her better than anyone ...

How can you describe this painful and pleasant feeling that makes the heart clench with pain and trembling?

Even without sex, Naruto won her heart. Even without training, he became her Master.

Light and darkness fought in my head. Chaos reigned in my heart. And Hanabi did not know what was right and what was wrong now... The last time she hoped that he would decide everything for her, but the Master was too cruel...

He left her alone, abandoned and rejected. Admired and in love, obsessed and dependent on him, she could only suffer alone, torturing herself to the very end...

"Haaah…~ D-stupid~"

Hanabi could no longer go to him, she could only yearn with a broken heart, plunged into depression and constant attempts to forget herself in pleasure ...

Secretly, she waited for him to save her from all this pain...