Chapter 417: Hanabi's Feelings I
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Meanwhile, just before Naruto was done with Tsunade, he kicked Hanabi out of his house without any mercy. On that day, everything ended really badly for her.
The beautiful Hyuuga returned to her place: upset, offended and broken. She didn't even have the strength to be angry with him, only sadness and a pulling feeling in her stomach remained ...
Closing herself in her room, the girl collapsed exhaustedly on the bed, hugged the pillow and pursed her lips bitterly.
"W-why...
Her eyes suddenly began to water, and then, she buried her face into the pillow and sobbed softly.
- Scoundrel...
She never thought that she would cry because of him...
That day, something changed in Hanabi. She realized something that made it impossible for her to leave her room and show herself in front of others. The kunoichi didn't talk to anyone, not even her students. Closing herself in solitude, she either cried and thought about him, or gave herself up to long and exhausting moments of pleasure.
Since then, Hanabi didn't hold back anymore. Realizing the whole truth, she could finally touch herself. All hidden feelings broke out in an instant, and she could no longer hold them back. In the first, she reached such a bright finale that it almost drove her crazy ...
The forbidden fantasy, the most exciting one, could no longer be hidden. Finally, Hanabi understood the main reason for everything, and with each such moment, she became more and more convinced of the truth and her own feelings, and therefore she could not look her sister in the eyes.
Hanabi is depressed...
The days dragged on like an eternity...
And one day, after Hinata finally left, already at night, Hanabi closed herself in the shower, plunging into more loneliness. Under the cold streams of water, hanging her head, she stroked her wet pussy, looking sadly at the ceiling.
Transparent streams, in small waterfalls, fell from the excited, lovely nipples of her perfect breasts. Brilliant drops, like thousands of diamonds, rolled down the trained stomach, bending in lines around the slender waist, fragile collarbones and dark hair stuck to the beauty's miniature back and slender legs. Wet curls spread out like a shadow around her neck and hid her sad, tired face.
Even though Hanabi took a dip in the cold water, her entire body was on fire. She was breathing heavily, unable to control the dizzying heat. For a couple of days I had a temperature - these torments did not end in any way, but it seemed that they even intensified.
— Ah~
Clean eyes shone with fatigue, his chest shuddered sharply, and then fell again. This went on again and again... Hanabi tried to cool down and return to her old life, but nothing worked...
- Ha-ah...
So small and weak... Now she seemed the most lonely and defenseless woman in the world. Stress knocked her down, and his words were the last straw...
Hanabi thought about him so much that in the end - it led to such dire consequences.
It's sad, but after everything, after so many days, she still couldn't get him out of her head... Although realizing how wrong it was... Now she touched herself or cried, but always these thoughts were carried away to him. So now, through the pain in her chest and bitterness on her lips, she often breathed, but at the same time she was quietly sad, caressing herself, as if trying to find a way out of this trap, thereby squeezing the last strength out of her body.
He's with her now, isn't he? After all… Fool…" Hanabi pursed her lips and closed her eyes sadly. She no longer condemned him, was not angry with her sister. She just felt bad ... So bad that it became unbearable to live.
"Khhh…" Teeth clenched painfully, swollen eyes were on the verge of tears.
Who would have thought that such a charming beauty, until recently radiant and cheerful, would suffer because of a man? Hanabi did not think about them at all, she lived calmly and peacefully, until He appeared ... Then she discovered the most terrible side in herself, which she did not even suspect. Behind all these peeping lurked something from which she constantly tried to escape. And after those words of his, I finally understood everything, realized what a fool I was, and that all this time I had been deceiving myself. She liked him, liked all this irregularity, vulgarity and even meanness. I liked it so much that in the end it all came to this ...
Behind the mask of tenderness and kindness, there was a terrible truth - the real Hanabi Hyuga, a very, very bad girl.
"How is it…" Her eyes finally opened, but her shoulders didn't stop shaking…
The truth is, she was sick of the good and the right guys. After what happened, Hanabi had to remember her disgust and contempt, hidden behind a cute smile that misled everyone.
They all stared, but cowardly tucked their tails, not even suspecting how insignificant in her eyes... Just a bunch of clowns... How could she not taunt in secret? But at the same time, she tried to build purity and nobility out of herself. Vanity and pride did not allow her to hear the inner voice, through mockery and contempt for these unworthy weaklings.
Hanabi herself did not notice how the arrogance hidden in the Hyuuga bloodline wrapped around her like a mask, and now squeezed her neck, not allowing her to breathe...
The proud and kind heiress Hyuuga did not shy away from men, but in fact secretly mocked them. She hid herself so skillfully that she even managed to deceive herself.
Smiling bitterly, Hanabi plunged into these terrible thoughts, trying to fully understand her true self...
As a result, it turned out that she was even worse than those Hyuuga who did not hide their arrogance.
"What a fool I am..."
But what else was left for her? Just find a way to accept yourself...
The truth is cruel. Hanabi wasn't as innocent as she pretended to be. It was then that she realized the reason why no one ever attracted her. The fact is that it was not the light that fascinated her, but something very dark ...
Naruto became the perfect manifestation of vice, the person who had no difficulty in destroying all her illusions. His shadow completely covered her and allowed her to see the truth.
Hanabi's thoughts were confused, the heat intensified...
Selfish, perverted, devious and damn sexy... With an amazing body, that arrogant and smug grin, and eyes full of arrogant mockery. A self-confident scoundrel, looking at the world with boredom, like a god, flirting with mortals, bored with idleness and boldly reveling in the most extreme manifestations of the human soul. He played with people, free from morality and self-deception, fully aware of his essence and shamelessly striving to translate all his desires into reality.
— Ahh~
Understanding this was like the heat of a red-hot blade in an already broken heart...