nishidurani

Abigail Essendson, the prideful daughter of George Essendson, Duke of the Forchestire Empire, had everything, money, respect, a strong image in high society, and loving and caring parents.
But she made a mistake, she accepted the proposal for marriage by the archduke, Gerard Wiltshire, cousin of the crown prince.
The man wanted nothing but money to strengthen his power so that he could attack the crown prince, which eventually he did and took over the empire.
And that was the fall of Abigail’s family too, who was loyal to the crown. Her whole family was killed in the massacre. Her brother sacrificed his life to save hers. 
She blamed herself for everything as she was the one who chose Gerard over the crown prince. She trained hard, as a strong knight she was. She tried to kill Gerard by herself, but alas, she wasn't that strong to handle his whole army.
"Even if you will ever be reborn, you will never be able to defeat me. You and your family will die from my hands." Gerard laughed as she was taking her last breaths.
"I will. I will come back later to take revenge and will snatch everything back from you." These were her last words when she died.
But not like the books she read, she did not go back in time. Instead, she was born again in the 21st century as a doctor, but the guilt never left her alone. One day, as she tried to save a little girl, she got hit by a truck and was transmigrated back to her previous life as Abigail.
At last, God finally listened to her pleas. After she woke up, she was back in her previous life when she was 16. Would she be able to fulfill her wish this time?

Villainess Becomes The Knight

I thought that the lady would say a thing or two but she just left. Now I wonder if I was too direct? In her eyes, I was just a kid. She did not know that I had crossed that time period a long time ago. I sighed as I shifted on my bed once again.

I did not know when my father would be back! Even if he would, how would I ask him about this?

I think me and Isabella should make a plan about it. I felt satisfied after that thought. I closed my eyes trying to sleep again. But anxiety still did not leave me. Why? I can not point out what was bugging me but there was something that was making me uneasy.

Even Beth left, now I could not even order her to bring a calming tea for me.

I sighed as I stood up and walked down. The maid on duty to sleep in the kitchen looked surprised when she saw me there.

"My lady, do you need anything?" she bowed and asked me when I nodded.

I Have Finally Given Up