The new dawn

O yes she is dying finally her blood-dripping soul, and her tired arms are giving up

O why would the world give such a beautiful sight when she is giving up?

Her dreams, her ambitions, the love of her life and her trusting

Her faith, her trust, her desire are disappearing

She is aching, dying, fainting and weakening

She is trying to breathe but something was stuck in her heart

Pushing the walls of her chest trying to get out of that cursed heart

Pushing away that white-silk-soul that turned to black flames

And her skin is crying blue trying to put out those flames

Seeking, running, flopping and drowning

My skin became wailed, it is aching but would I ask for forgiveness?

My bones are about to collapse, and my life is empty of happiness

The ceiling of my dark room is dripping blood, and the walls are grey

The sky is too dark and cloudy tonight and I can't even see the stars that are grey

Looking, seeking, focusing and praying

My moon if the sky is too dark and cloudy how can I gaze at you and heal from our mistakes?

My beautiful moon how can I stop myself from over thinking about those cursed mistakes

The life made us a lie, the life made us a secret again

The holes are barking at me, and its humidity is seeking me again

Screaming, crying, panicking and muffling

The moon used to be my only lover, it still is but I can't see it

The moon knows I can hear its voice and imagine its sight, but I still can't see it

But can I touch it? Can I feel it going through my skin?

But can it start healing it, taking care of it, and give a new birth to my bruised skin

Tearing, fearing, weeping and surrendering

O my moon I wish I can see you again, when will this painful dark era end?

O my beautiful moon I wish I could touch your pure soul and make your fears come to an end

The sky will be falling softly on the ground, and the rain will be floating in the air

The sky will be shining on the ground, and the clouds will disappear and give space to the air

Flying, shining, sparkling and glimmering

With you to the new dawn...

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One day I will be yours again

We will fight this

Together

Forever.