Love is selfish

I would love to hold you to my arms, kiss you, please you and make you feel safe.

I would love to tell you I'm yours, I would love to tell you that you are mine and hold your hand

But no.

The mistake is never forgiven, the mistake should always be the first and the last

you said you will protect me, you said you would

But you didn't 

Following the instincts was never fair, never good or bad 

It was a curse

Sorry lover, But I never forgive,

Protector? you never been there when I cried

you never been there when I needed you as a friend

Because dear lover, your heart didn't ache like mine

It bleeded ...

I was bleeding from my knuckles, my kingdom died and my cage finally was opened 

But to a worst reality

A reality that could make me bleed, faint and believe

That love is just a matter of pain

Because reality is ruthless

Because in the end...

"جميع أنواع الحب مصابة بالعمى والعمى دائماً ما يقودنا إلى الهاوية"

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عمرو الجندي