emptiness & darkness

( it was a large building, I guess 100 times more than that of Felix's. it was the building of AK entertainment. the building was all in the compilation of red, white and black. there were 32 floors, and we took the elevator for 31 floor. when the door opened I saw really weird paintings. some paintings were covered with curtains, I asked Kim about the painting but he didn't said anything. the we took stairs to the 32 floor. it was like a well-aranged horror house in that floor. No colours, just a the empty silent floor with black colour everywhere, the floor, roof, walls, furniture, I mean everything you can see from your eyes was black. I again asked Kim about it but he replied really strangely, saying " that's how his life is, without colours. " it was really weird answer, but I didn't think about it deeply as I was looking at the background. there was a huge glass wall, and from there I was able to see all the city. it was really beautiful. lights shining in the deep darkness with moons memorizing light shining in the middle of city, felt like an illusion but it was real. "I never saw such a beautiful scenery in my life" I said to Kim but he didn't replied, as if he was lost of thoughts or maybe words, he looked pail. )

Arya - Kim, are you okay.

Kim - (-_-)・・・

Arya - Kim !!

Kim - ha, what !?

Arya - you were spaceing out just now .

Kim - was I ?

[ someone enters from the stairs wearing a black suit ]

black suit guy - mister Kim, helicopter is ready.

Kim - okay, I'll come in two minutes you can go.

[ the guy goes upstairs ]

Arya - who was that ? and where are you going ?

Kim - guardian, I'm going to deal with something really important. you are going to stay here until kai comes from mission tomorrow. you will meet him soon. this is kai house with the best security ever. there is everything you want, food, dresses and your own room, what I mean is you can't go outside this floor untill kai comes. the main door only opens with my & kai's fingerprints. so, please me a good lady and wait for him.

Arya - okay. atleast he is giving me what I never can imagine to have but I'm not his slave or something that he can force me, tell him that .

Kim - hmmm, a strong independent lady with a strong words, ha ( smile )

Arya - stop fluttering me (( ꈍᴗꈍ)) you should go now.

Kim - okay miss, good bye.

Arya - byee ｡◕‿◕｡

[ Kim left taking the stairs, I was curious what was on the rooftop, I wanted to see the view but Kim warned me to not go on rooftop and then he left. I saw his helicopter in the sky. he must be in really hurry to left me alone like this. ]

Arya - okay then, let's explore the house and I also need to change, this dress is sticking.

( I got in the room which Kim told me is mine, that was the only room with colours. the curtains, wardrobe and bed was white coloured but other than that the rest of the room was purple coloured theme which my favourite colour. then I opened the wardrobe, the dresses looked pretty expensive and beautiful. the dress were all of different colours with pretty jewelrys & foot wear in the left side of wardrobe. after I took a deep look in it I saw a black plain dress with a simple but beautiful embroidery at the end and near the neck of the dress, it was all alone and odd among those fancy colourful dresses, left alone. As I never weared such expensive and fancy dresses in my life and neither liked jewelry and heel. so, I decided to wear the black dress. after bathing and cleaning my self I kept my hairs open because they were wet. then I explored the house.the house was so empty and heartless that I started recalling my dark past. everything was so organized in the house that I felt that I was the only dirty messed up thing. I got to the kitchen which was full of ingredients." I never saw this much food in my f*cking 24 year of life " I said to myself. after finishing eating I saw a small passage near kai's room. there were online two bedrooms in the house, mine & kai's. I entered the passage. it was more darker than the rest of the house, I couldn't see anything. after walking a little bit I tripped because of something heavy near my foot and bumped into the wall . then I felt a switch just behind my back and a on it. it was the switch off computer. because of the computers little light i was able to see the switch and also something big like a table infront of me. I switched on the lights and saw a big table with chess on it, it wasn't a normal chess but extra large one. ha, I mean chess pieces were of the size of my palms. there were gadgets, wires, black clothes everywhere and a big bar filled with wines, beer and all. there were also broken bottles near it. after seeing this view I decided to go back to sleep but I didn't wanted to sleep at that colourful bright room cause it was somehow making me feel uncomfortable and empty to me. I knew I couldn't sleep at kai's room but after so long I wanted a peaceful sleep cause, I was so scared of Felix I didn't slept when I was under him. so, I decided to sleep in kai's room and wake up before he comes, I prepared myself mental and physical to face kai and not to let my emotions flow away like before cause I got a new chance to live and a hope to return to my regular life but who knows what will happen next as I already give up on expectations long ago. when I entered kai's room it was like a dark room with less stuff and one wall of glass with a circular bed, which was also of black colour. there were swords hanging on the backside of the bed, like he kept them purposely for his security which made me think about the day when we first met, at the darkest night of blood. he laid on his bed and tried to sleep but I was curious about tomorrow then suddenly I noticed that the bed smelled really different. I wonder if it was his smell. unexpected the smell, emptiness and darkness of the room felt so familiar and comfortable that I fall asleep within a moment forgetting all my worries. ) 💤