How should I let you go.

ring, ring....

max " sir I have clear the path, they are dead "

Kai " ok "

call ended ....

Kim " who did you killed this time, it better not be some other top dog "

Kai " did you remember those two name I mentioned before "

Kim " ya some Thomas and Ray or what was it rat "

Kai " shut up with your silly jokes "

Kim " well I don't care as long as I don't know them"

Kai " very well, take care of the rest leftover enemies "

Kim " Yes BOSS "

Kai " heh you are always the same, silly "

Kim " hehe "

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after seeing arya down on the floor, my heart suddenly stopped. it felt like my world has crumbled. I was ready to do anything and everything. I took her to the hospital, restless through out the journey taking glances of her. I cleared everything, even a single soul which can harm her. I knew it that keeping her forceful with me will mess things up but did not expected it to be at this level. I was there with her throughout the day and night in fear of losing her even if I blinked my eyes. looking at her helpless I could not stop my tears coming and remembered the miserable past. I did not wish to lose her like I lost people before so I decided to let her go which is the only way she can be safe. with me she would be the main target to my enemies and I can't let this happen. I can't harm her in anyway. I just want her to be happy and have the true loving people around her who believe and support her, which I could never get. even if her happiness means her love for someone else, I'm happy until she is happy. It would be hard I know I will go crazy, but atleast I can see you from far with a bright smile.

. . .

I told her everything and left the room. I tried to hide my feelings and tears throughout our conversation but just after the door closed I broked in to pieces. I leaned towards the way and asked myself, " how should I let you go when I love so much ! "

tears started coming down and I felt like someone was stabbing my heart constantly, the sharp pain and choked throat, is this what people say is that love broke you like hell anything can.

only one statement was repeated in my mind and came out from my mouth " I love you arya "

max " if you love her so much then keep her with you, I know you have the power to do that "

Kai " looks like you saw everything "

max . . . . . .

Kai " well I guess sometimes letting someone go is important then making them stay. even if I want her I can't have her. I wish someday she would came to me willingly "

max " you are too good to exist "

Kai " hmm, then I would be leaving. take care of her and ya, thanks "

max " for what ? "

kai " don't know, just wanted to say "

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