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story about a girl named Arya getting kidnapped by her psycho stalker. what will happen next ? will she be okay ?
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when I thought that everything is over, I was wrong. it's just started, another big mess.
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spoiler alert:
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they say the Mafia lord and the AK entertainment's CEO loves me. who should I believe.
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"KAI, KAI ! WANT'S YOU. and if he didn't get you then he will kill every one." he said in a scared broken voice.
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we met in a tragic way but who thought it would turn out to be more tragic then I thought.
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I couldn't think anything and I just kissed the scary handsome man sitting infront of me cause I just wanted to live, I was not hoping to die this soon. it was a long kiss and my first kiss. 
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hello, I'm the author of this novel. I'm not that good in English so there can be some mistakes about spellings, grammar and all so please ignore it. I hope you will like it.
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• The cover is not mine & I don't know the creater as I took it from Google (´-﹏-`；)

my stalker

everyone was worried about me for the past few days as I disappeared without a word. I talked to Harry and my best friend, but I avoided any thing regarding Kai and told them that I needed a break so I went out to travel somewhere peaceful.  hopefully they buyed it and left me to take rest. everything was there, Same ! but something was still missing.  the feeling was unpleasant yet desperately sweet with memories. everything which happened in past few days was messing with my head. I comforted myself I told myself that it was because of sudden change in environment and I just became use to kai's warmth and comfortable place. hoping that everything will become as it was before, like he was just a sweet bitter dream and never existed and I can go back to my normal life, to my normal self, I slept. it felt empty inside but I know this feeling from before so I ignored it as I couldn't do anything to sort things out anymore.


everything has been the same, same classes, same teachers, friends, books, I guess I'm the only one empty and lost here.


hoping that I could go back to my normal life after all this shit was my biggest mistake.


I just keep thinking about him, his cold but caring nature, his breath,  his passionate kisses with those soft lips , his bold Fierce gaze, just everything about him, I miss it all. those precious Moments. I feel like I was to rude to him and regret many things. it was my desperate needs I desired , I thought at first, but it was love all along I realized when I no longer have him. there are so many things he did in wrong way but still I feel like if one I could see him once more, I would forgive his every mistake and hug him. I wish to ambraze him, love him, care for him, to see him beside me every morning,  is this to much to ask. I wonder what he thinks about me. does he love me our not. I don't even know where he is right now, does he even miss me our am I forgotten.


what was my place in his heart ? , what was my role in his life ? was it really the same for him ? I wonder.


Realization