The voices

Grey's POV

When I yelled shut the fuck up, the voices completely quiet down, and for a moment I thought there were gone completely, but I knew it was far from the case.

I went back into my car and sat inside it, feeling dejected and down like I always would, but today was much worst.

No one warned me that rejecting her would hurt this much, I didn't even know her for more than a minute, but it still hurt this bad, I wonder how I would have been able to take the pain if I had decided to wait a while before rejecting her.

This might seem like a bad choice, but I know it was the right thing to do.

I need to look out for the pack, I had to look out for Sheila, she's all I have and with her baby on the way, I could never bring myself to put her in way of trouble.

This was the right choice, I kept repeating to myself while trying to convince my self that I did the right thing.

However deep down I knew I made the wrong decision.