Please don't say it

Breelia's POV

"I—" "wait!" He cuts in before I'll say the words.

I had turned to look at him with a hard look on my face, I was no longer angry I was sad, I was sad at what I had decided to do. The same pain I felt weeks ago returned like an all too familiar companion, wrapping itself around me like a thick blanket and my subconscious willing accepted it without putting up a fight.

"I_" I began to say, I was looking down at my feet, but when he yelled for me to wait, I couldn't help but look up slowly to meet his gaze, his eyes were void of any emotions tho.

"What is it," my voice was low, I was exhausted I didn't want to do this, deep down, rather than rejecting him like I was planning a second ago, I wished we could just make things work out.

I was hoping he would suggest some kind of Long distance relationship that should work and we would both schedule time to see each other, but when he had said oh, I felt all hopes drained completely.