WHAT!!!

Do you miss your dad? I asked calmly

No why should we, he doesn't care about us Gabriel answered

Your siblings are finishing their exams next week, after their exams we could go and see your dad together. It's would be fun

Are you pushing us away with mommy? Gabrielle asked

I really don't want to see him Gabriel said

But he must be worried about you, tell me where is your dad

He's in Hawaii

Okay

He went there for his wedding

I suddenly started praying that this kids didn't run away from home, my life was going just fine. I didn't want any complications. At least not from kids I just realized I had.

Okay does he know you that you left?

No we left him at the airport

Wait, WHAT!!! what were you guys thinking

He's his was going to get married mummy, when he's already married to you. It's not fair

Honey, this is your father decision. I'm sure he didn't want you to grow up without a mother.

But we already have a mother.

Honey, your father and I are not together anymore so he just wanted to make it up to you guys

She's really not a nice person she said she was going to throw us out of the house once she got married to our daddy

Am sure your Dad will never allow that.

Mummy she said that you are ashamed of us so we came here to prove her wrong.

How did you get those files? I asked trying to keep my cool.

We stole them from Dad's room. We are really sorry mommy we just wanted to see you.

What if you didn't find me? what will you have done? huh, what were you thinking?

I'm sorry mummy

Okay am not mad at you anymore ¯\(◉‿◉)/¯go to your room you have classes tomorrow.

We really love you a lot mommy

And I love you more than anything

Good night mommy

Sweet dreams I said calmly

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Are you ok? Alex asked as he watched me nursing a bottle of alcohol

No, am I really a bad Mother? i asked

Are they really your kids? Alexander asked trying to confirm that I wasn't just saying things.

I don't know that's what the DNA said. I replied tossing the results as well as information about the twins

You didn't know did you? Alex asked

I had no idea, but I really need to make up for the time I lost, but they belong to their father now. I replied in-between hiccups

At least you have till we finish our exams you can still make up for lost time and be a terrific mother. Alexander said trying to calm me down.

I realized that this two brats were acting like their mother. I smiled inwardly, at least I didn't have to act strong in front of them like I did in front of others.