CHAPTER 9

We've just arrived home . Amanda is still amazed she's like looking everywhere and laughing and she's just so enthusiastic and I love it .

Mum has gone to the make up artist to remove her make up ' old self' am still waiting for her."What does your mum do for a living ,you guys are so rich"

She asked this was the fourth time she asked and I was shrugging her off. "I Know you've heard me" she added. " Are we some drug dealers or assassins, damn at least I'll have a dramatic life" She said dreamily like what the hell is wrong with her thinking like that I guess she's trying to use that for me to say something I know that move but I like that she used "WE" it's just so nice that she's comfortable with us.

"Xandra baby can you come here " I heard my mum's lovely voice, Amanda followed me. "Mum's like privacy can you stay here" I asked her nicely I really wanted to know what she wants and I know she won't say it if I have company."No I wanna see her pwease pwetty pwease" she said giving me puppy eyes I really don't fall for this stuff but have you seen her face she looks like a baby already with those puppy eyes it's just an addition and I can't say no to her how can I really.

"Ok" I finally agreed she gave me a goofy smile.

"Mama we got company" I announced before we entered her room my mum was back to her self.

I think Amanda noticed" I know you " she esclaimed . "I really know you but where is the other woman" she asked " it's me just had some good make up artist do their work" my mum said.

" Are you really the famous Miss Relin" she paused" am I dreaming or something"

"Yeah but you can call me mum,Mama , Miss Relin or anything you want" my mum said.

"I will go with anything I want" Amanda said she's really a handful for a eight year old girl.

" So will you introduce me or something when we go to the Gala "

Damn she's already planning on going to the Gala."I've thought about it I think you shouldn't go your too young too be introduced to fame" my mum said then she added before Amanda spoke"but you can do something that can make me change my mind" she winked at her. Now this is my mother the carefree woman and makes everything fun. "The both of you should write a speech too "

My mum gave me a quizicall look I decided to read her mind ' don't let her see Sam till we are done with the Gala thing' she thought I guess she knew I would read her mind what a brave mother.

'i will lock her place with a pincode it will be open after the Gala'

I walked out after that and Amanda followed me I will be sharing my room with her today because her room is not done so she will be taking my bed and as usual I'll be watching. I really want to be the best sister I just wanna be the type of sister she will always want to be like .I want her to adore me ,I want her to love me, I want her to be proud of me .

"Excuse where will I be sleeping" Amanda asked I had dozed off a lil bit and I also realized I hadn't mentioned my name so I kneeled down so that we could be on the same level it's not that she's short but you understand kids height right? "Hey call me Alex, Xandra or even Sissy. Tonight you gonna sleep in my room cause they are not done with your room ok"

I told her softly I have never been this good bytheway. "I'mma call  you Sissy"she said smiling broadly "Yay am sharing room with Sissy " she skipped her way to the bedroom while I was walking fast.

"What do you want before you sleep" I asked her. "Milk" that's all she said i brought her milk then tucked her in the bed and left her to sleep . I went to the movie room but decided to call Maddie. The phone rang twice before she picked up.

"Hello princess"  She said then continued immediately

"I knew you'd call miss me already"

I could see the smirk in her face

"You're too full of yourself" I said

" Bluh bluh bluh ... I know you miss my pretty face"She said emphasizing pretty

"Who lied to you that you are pretty"I said almost cockily.

"You don't think am pretty"She said a little bit hurt which made me feel a little bit bad for she is gorgeous

"Oh no you are pretty I was kidding

Anyway what are you doing"

I said so that she would assume the part I said she's pretty I don't know but it just doesn't seem right to tell her that.

"Oh yeah you think am pretty ,I will not talk about it just because you don't want to, I was finishing some of my art class assignment , what about you."

Oh damn she caught on it but can't a girl just compliment another girl.

"Am just from tucking my lil sis "

I said

"You got a lil sis why have I never met her" Sha questioned

"Cause you've never asked"   I challenged

"Stop being a smartass, what's her name and how old is she "

She questioned.

"She's Amanda and eight years old" I answered her.

"I can't wait to meet her"she said excitedly .

"We'll be quite busy this week what about next week or on Sunday."

"Sunday it is"She shouted

"My sister and I will get ready then tell you then."She yawned. I bet she's tired we have been talking for a while.

"Maddie go sleep I think you're tired" I said softly.

"Am not"

"Are too"

"Am not"

"Are too"

"Am not"

"Just agree"I said

"Na-aaah" She said

"Why" I asked

"It's been long since we talked this much and I on if I sleep it will be long till we do this again" She yawned loudly again .

"We will, I promise" I said I heard a low ok and small snores.

"Goodnight Maddie" I said before ending the call.

Today I'll be watching all seasons of 'drumrolls please ' "Lucifer"

I watched all the seasons slept for an hour or two the surprising thing is nothing bad happened but I had this weird dream it was so weird I think I will tell mum, there was a girl who looked like me but was not me she told me to look for answers before it's too late.

I listened to music singing along some lines and all. I checked the watch and it was 6 am meaning mama may or may not be awake her morning routine changes daily so it's hard to keep track of it.

I went to her room and looked at her she was on her chair checking somethings I really don't know.

I went to her and hugged her from behind she didn't get scared like many people would .

"What are you doing here this early"

She asked.

" I slept" only two words shook her it's surprisingly crazy how my mum gets when I say those words.

"Are you okay what happened, anything damaged baby don't blame yourself"So you see this here is what I was always told when I was young I hated when she said it cause whose fault is it if not mine.like that's bullshit it's my fucking fault.

" Nothing happened " I said.

"What are you meaning by 'nothing happened' " She asked.

" I had a weird dream th.." my mum cut me off in the middle of the sentence and was like " had a dream, what dream, can you tell me what was the dream about " she said hurriedly.

"Ish mum I was in the middle of telling you " I said

" Ok so this is how it was, their was a girl in my dream she looked exactly like me same eyes same hair same skin tone like we the same but I know it's not me she said I look for the answers before it's too late"

After a long silence my mum said

"I think I know the answer to your dream"

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