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"No you're also wrong, I was not as lucky as you."

"Me?" I pointed my self and laughed when he nodded.

I don't know if he was trying fo throw some joke or he was really serious but man. It's not really funny.

How can he say I'm lucky? My family disgusted me and I fail them just to reach my own dreams. I even left without choice because they weren't want me what I wanted to be.

What's the lucky of being Allyssa Divinagracia?

"Where's the word lucky in the word M-E?" I said but he didn't even respond. He remained silent while staring at me as if he was memorizing every inch of my face.

I rolled my eyes. "See? You can't even answer-"

"You're lucky because you are independent." I paused and turn to him. He was now smiling even though there's a hint of sadness written in his eyes.

How could he even smile? Is he pretending that he was happy even if not?

I furrowed my brows. What was the lucky thing if I am now an independent person?

I am just independent now because my family taught me how to. In the very times that I need them before they weren't there at my side.

Kuya was the only one and who attend my Recognition and Graduation Exercise.

Because what? Because Mom and Dad were busy with their Business and they can't come because there was an emergency.

But it's okay, I was used to it.

Look at me now. I've grown up without them almost all my life.

They can sustain me with expensive things. They can afford all I want. They can give me thousands of allowance everyday. They can buy me expensive clothes but they can never give me the attention I've always dream and need.

Funny how other people thinks I'm lucky because I'm a Divinagracia. A one real princess born in a rich family but I know myself I am hiding in a mask inside.

"Unlike me who can't even go on with my life without my Parents. My Sister has her own life in Finland now and She was very happy enjoying her young life." He smiled as if he was very proud of his sister and I can't help but to stare at him.

"She was wandering in the world with herself and I was also happy for her. My parents even pushed me to settle down sometimes but I just can't. Aside from I'm not yet ready for the married life, I can't leave my Parents and I had not found the woman I would want to spend the rest of my life with yet."

He looked at me.

"You've never been fall in love?" He shook his head so I just nodded. Nice, We are the same. I have never experience how to fall inlove too.

Maybe because I was so busy attending my life that I didn't gave attentions for my lovelife

Anyways, I am still young.

I don't have to rush coz I believe that if it is meant to be, In Gods perfect time. I know the man he wants me to spend the rest of my life with will arrive unexpectedly in my life.

I wonder how does it fell to fall in love and why does peoples who is in love were acting like crazy.

"Let's eat our Dinner together?" He invited. I pursed my lips to hide a smile.

"Are you inviting me for a Dinner with you Mendocino?"

"Yes"

"No"

"Why not? You don't have a boyfriend so no one's gonna forbid you." He smiled when he saw me pouted. "I find you cute."

So? As if I'm asking you The little voice in the other part of my mind whispered so I secretly rolled my eyes.

"Thanks for the compliment Calvin but it's still a no."

"You are rejecting my invitation. That's new, No one ever did it to me before."

'Before' past tense. Now, there is already someone who did it. And it was very much me.

"Wow! Now you're planning to put me on the list of the girls who are crazily chasing you." I sarcastically said but he just laughed like I'm not even insulting him.

Gosh this Man. I can't really understand him.

"Of course not. I know you can't be one of them so there's no way you would reject me."

"Give me a one good reason."

He act as if he was thinking and then he give me his charming smile. I sighed.

"I am handsome and irresistible."

I leaned back against my seat as I continued watching him

"You're funny Calvin. That's not even a valid reason." I rolled my eyes once again.

I faced my monitor that was still on and turned it off before turning to him again who was now in a deep thinking. I pursed my mouth and stand up to walk away without saying a thing.

He was with me and yet his mind was running nowhere. That was too rude.

"Allyssa, Thanks God I saw you so I don't have to go to your office." Alexia suddenly appeared in front of me.

"Why Alexia? Problem?" I continued walking with her at my right side.

"No, Not really. It was a good news for you. Though I know you're in a vacation now." She paused for a while and then She look at me. "I wonder if you're really having a vacation since you are still working."

"Yeah, That's my definition of a vacation. Working." I smiled.

"You're really weird Allyssa."

"I think so too. Anyway, What's the good news you are taking about earlier?"

I glanced at my watched and sighed when I see the time.

"Oh, I almost forgot. Erwin has a friend who owns a big Company. The Golden Brands who were manufacturing different types of Instrumental. Not just that, They also have a group of Musicians who were participating in a Musical Concert."

I automatically turned to her when I feel my attention diverted with what she was saying. She was now smiling to me.

"How can I be part of them?" I asked, interested

"I don't know but I already asked Erwin to settle it. So you don't have to worry about because as soon as you'll decide to work and start your career as a Musician. You don't have to find a Musical Company to apply a job."

"Thank you so much for this help Alexia. I appreciate it a lot."

I hugged her and she laughed.

"What are friends for right? Anyway, My cousin has a musical studio and she also needs a teacher. You can teach there if you want. Don't worry with your salary. I'll assure you that you won't have a trouble with it."

"Thanks again Alexia, I'll think about it."

"Sure take your time." She tapped my shoulder and kissed me on the cheeks before waving goodbye. She ran to her daughter who is now waving and waiting for her. I can't do anything but to smile.

I hope to also have a family and a daughter like her... Soon

A/N: Your votes are highly appreciated.