It breaks my heart how much I love you. It hurts to love you. If I just loved you a little less - just a little - then I'd be able to move on and let go. I know that's probably what I ought to do, but I don't know-how.

Why can't you be that person for me? Why can't you let me love you? If you won't let me love you, at least let me hate you completely. I can't go on loving and hating you at the same time. The tension inside me is building, and I'm feeling like I'm about to implode.

But I know this will one day all work itself out. You will either love me, or I'll find a way to survive without you. It won't be easy. I'm not even sure it's possible to ever completely let go of you, but I have to try.

Don't Go

I'm so shocked at what Kai did! He kissed me on my forehead! So sweet! I can't express so much joy. I feel it like I'm still daydreaming now. 


"Hey! Midnight! Bye!" He smiles at me so his dimples dominate. 


"Be careful, Liam and Royales!" I happily said goodbye to them while waving. 


I can't get over what happened when Kai passed on to Mom. To the fact that my mother is picky and judgmental. 


I'm so happy! I noticed Star, she can't take her eyes off the picture of her and Davin, this is a dream come true for her. Mom called me and made me sit in front of her 


"My eldest is a grown-up now. When he hurts you, just tell me and Mom will take care of it. Huh? I love you, Midnight." Mom said and hugs me. 


"I love you too, Mom," I said in between of our hugs. I'm lucky because I have such a supportive mother. 


Confrontation