It breaks my heart how much I love you. It hurts to love you. If I just loved you a little less - just a little - then I'd be able to move on and let go. I know that's probably what I ought to do, but I don't know-how.

Why can't you be that person for me? Why can't you let me love you? If you won't let me love you, at least let me hate you completely. I can't go on loving and hating you at the same time. The tension inside me is building, and I'm feeling like I'm about to implode.

But I know this will one day all work itself out. You will either love me, or I'll find a way to survive without you. It won't be easy. I'm not even sure it's possible to ever completely let go of you, but I have to try.

Don't Go

"Good Morning Love!" he whispered sweetly in my ear then kissed my cheek. 


Because of that I slowly opened my eyes and saw his beautiful face smiling at me. I touched both of his cheeks and brought them close to my face at the same time as I kissed him very sweetly and I also greeted him with "Good Morning!" and I returned him a sweet kiss with a smile on my lips. 


"Let's eat breakfast" he said again and reached for the tray where our breakfast was placed. 


I sat down and leaned on the head board of the bed, when he placed it in front of me. I saw he prepared two coffees and pancakes with maple syrup on top. He also handed me a flower. He's so extra, there is no day that I will not be surprised because of his efforts. We were joining eating our breakfast when I spoke. 


"Don't get stop loving me," I said to him worriedly. 


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