It breaks my heart how much I love you. It hurts to love you. If I just loved you a little less - just a little - then I'd be able to move on and let go. I know that's probably what I ought to do, but I don't know-how.

Why can't you be that person for me? Why can't you let me love you? If you won't let me love you, at least let me hate you completely. I can't go on loving and hating you at the same time. The tension inside me is building, and I'm feeling like I'm about to implode.

But I know this will one day all work itself out. You will either love me, or I'll find a way to survive without you. It won't be easy. I'm not even sure it's possible to ever completely let go of you, but I have to try.

Don't Go

This night is the happiest moment of my life. Finally! I confessed my hidden feelings for her, I can rest peacefully and happily. As I lay on the bed I immediately took Ace my alpaca stuffed toy. 


"Finally I found your mom," I said to him then hugs it. 


I remember the first time I feel this ~ 


I'm walking with the Royale members, I can feel my walk as well as my popularity because of the voices of our fangirls. 


Until I feel that there's something that hit me when I look down a woman is holding her forehead and looking up at me cuz I'm tall and she's short. Clumsy! Silly girl! 


"What the heck?" I said he gave me a shocked face? Excuse me, I'm so fabulous so maybe that? 


"Don't laugh too much it doesn't suit your stupid face. You're not blind miss so, look at your damn ways." I cussed. 


Reminisce