It breaks my heart how much I love you. It hurts to love you. If I just loved you a little less - just a little - then I'd be able to move on and let go. I know that's probably what I ought to do, but I don't know-how.

Why can't you be that person for me? Why can't you let me love you? If you won't let me love you, at least let me hate you completely. I can't go on loving and hating you at the same time. The tension inside me is building, and I'm feeling like I'm about to implode.

But I know this will one day all work itself out. You will either love me, or I'll find a way to survive without you. It won't be easy. I'm not even sure it's possible to ever completely let go of you, but I have to try.

Don't Go

When we went to school, we only heard about the university ball and we were in the finals, and then we were completely absent. It's a good thing that Winter is here so it's nice to have her. Because it's already university ball. Our problem is, we don't have clothes to use. What a pity for us! 


"Are you going to the ball?" Scot asked me, while he puts his arm across my shoulder. 


"No! We'll gonna pass, because we don't have anything to wear," were in the hallway walking going to our classroom, and the people around us looking at me because Scot was next to me talking and seems were so close. 


"No problem! Leave it to me" Scot said and thumbs up. 


That's when we ditched the class, Blossom and Winter were with me. Scot insisted, so we couldn't do anything. And to surprise his members as well. Scot is also weird sometimes. 


We stopped at Scot's favorite boutique shop because he said his stylist was good. 


Flourishing