it is 7 days since mom has passed away. I think things will become more normal but my happiness is a dream. I couldn't get those days back when I spend my life and feel alive
my daddy gets shocked and he starts using drugs.
I try my best to stay him away from drugs but his mental state is ruin completely he believe mom is still alive talking to him. now he has become arrogant and dangerous
he didn't go to work and spend his money on drugs
he buys drugs from the direct mafia. I don't know where he gets contacted by the mafia
mom is not at home anymore. all money is going to spend on drugs. I do everything to stop but I am powerless. At least I can do all the work at home
cooking cleaning.
9 more days have passed. money is over now. I believe that now he can get work and stay away from drugs
but he is not my dad anymore he has become a true monster
at night when he was drinking he got a phone from the mafia
that day I don't know what he was talking about. I think it was from work but I am all wrong
he picks up the phone and listen to them and smile so terrifying. when I asked him who was on the phone why are you smile like a devil
he answered oh no it's nothing, some of my best friends come to take us with them.
does he lost his mind
before mom passed away he uses the name daughter, sweetheart, angel, princess to address me but now he just answers only my questions like I am a stranger. I want to kill that monster but I am still powerless
after 36 min a car come with people who cover their faces. I don't know what the hell is happening I didn't ask questions and sit with them
I feel unsafe, want to run away but I didn't do anything. do everything that they told me
maybe I know that day something wrong going to happen but I think I want to die and if I run away there might be possibilities I could be protected but I want to die
when we are on the way my father was smile like a greedy dog and I feel like he only cares about his selfish desire
the time has come again when I feel dead from inside it was 3 rd time
1 first time when my friend was killed and 2nd time when I get news of mom cancer
I was thinking all these things we reached and there was building and not a single citizen.