when the car stopped I know something bad going to happen. my son of a bitch father gets excited. if I have a knife I swear I will kill that monster. I lost my humanity. I am not able to feel single emotions like fear, panic, sadness. its feel like my mind is frizzed, my soul has taken away, 1000 kg weight
on my heart, body feel so weak
they told me to get out of the car. let's go inside. you are Dimond for us
I do as they told me to do
I don't want to look at that monster father
they take us inside through left
as we are getting closer, that son of a bitch laughing, like he going to get the treasure
we get out from the left. there was a man in a black coat with two men with a gun
that mafia boss smiling at me like he found treasure
(conversation time )
boss:- welcome you have such a nice daughter
father:- where are my drugs
boss:- don't be so greedy look there, they are specifically imported for you smile
father:- run toward drugs and start taking them
I:- that monster laughing at his funeral because that was so strong drugs and he don't have anything to buy those drugs again he will going to die in few days
boss move towards me hold my face. looked at my eyes with pure greed and say
boss:- you don't know you worth, how you feel looking at you bitch dad
l:- look into his eyes with dead face and didn't say a single word, I want to be killed but the mafia wants to use me in phonography and prostitution
he is evil from every core of his body
father:- please take me home now my beer bottle is unfinished
boss:- take that bitch father to his home and prepare for exporting of that red Dimond girl, we are going to get rich
I was thinking what kind of father is that who sells his daughter to the mafia for drugs, where is my real father lost who love me celebrate birthday with me, where he is right now he couldn't even think something that evil, where those days lost I wish mom will come back and protect me but that not possible
(conversation time)
my dad leave the mafia office, didn't even look at me or say something
I:- hey mafia did you have family
boss:- yes I have a beautiful wife and very cute daughter ( he say everything with smiling with not a single guilt)
i:- did you like to destroy a family for your own selfish
boss:- I don't care about this world, that so much evil, you can't survive here without doing sins, because we always walk over thousands body without even know, I just doing openly, you don't understand now if you survive to remember that be a sinner, not a slave
I:- did your family know about your evil business
boss:- no if they know their heart will break and I will never tell them
i:- I have a request please kill me, but I believe you will not kill me
boss:- you are intelligent, I only see profit
I:- I didn't want to die now if I ever need help, you will help me and I am ready now you can do anything now
boss:- okay I will help you if survive in future and I am a businessman, not a consumer, 1 thing I am loyal, you can rest in the next room, tomorrow you will export
mafia member:- should we tie her what if she runs away
boss:- no need for that her every hope is dying she is like living dead
then I eat food and sleep