Chapter 26 Su qin past [01]

past is something for someone which is traumatizing but for another one, it might lead to a successful life for everyone we couldn't change the past. so,

'DON'T LET YOUR PAST AFFECT YOUR PRESENT WHICH MIGHT SHOW RESULTS IN THE FUTURE.

13 years ago

su qin pov

ha ha ha

I am a coward so no one accepts a coward like me. I will kill everyone.

author pov

he was smelling blood on his body and he closed his eyes but his grip on the knife in his left hand and gun in his right hand made everyone not be near him. how cruel a twelve-year boy can be this showed everyone an example.

Did the world make him cruel or himself?

when he was crying in his bathroom covered his mouth with his hands so no one would hear. crying all he wants or his hands are being shared by fear or subconsciously hiding in the bathtub so from outside he could seem strong.

Isn't his mask to be strong in front of the world, so that no one would ever call him a coward or weakling or did something else made him do all this?

he also tried to reach the helpline to get out of this so-called situation every time he would go online he would be scared and he never tried to open his situation to anyone.

If you're facing any kind of harassment or abuse I would say please reach out for the help you can have.

"Time leaves wounds but it also heals those scars".

male lead pov :

My childhood was happy until my fifth birthday. I have parents who love each other till death. I am the first child in my family I did get pampered by my parents, grandparents, and great-grandparents a lot. On my fifth birthday, my parents surprised me by saying I am gonna be a big brother now. my wish was fulfilled. I was really happy that day or until that time.

After that time my sibling was born. I again became a big brother. I was happy again but it just feels like I'm happy but something is missing. I also have great nightmares which haunt me.

I killed people to be alive. they all are coming as ghosts to haunt me but is there a choice?

Time made me heal my wounds myself, is it wrong or it's just my way of am thinking?

after I healed myself I talked to myself my family and everything but me I don't have a friend I also don't want to have them.

At first, you want to have friends and everything but as time passes you realise you healed yourself so why do you need them when I can solve my problems, my sorrows myself?