Chapter 1 EXTRA

Author pov :

In a vast mansion like palace,in master bedroom there is a cople who was cuddling with each other. 

Hassini pov :

Yesterday I came back to life,this night I was sleeping with love of my life. Everything seems perfect but it's not. Can I be sure that everything is gonna be perfect because it's not. I consider people are lucky hen they can wake up from middle of nightmares because I can't, In some of my dreams I can feel as if i was experiencing things in another dreams i know I'm in dream, I can also feel it but I can't wake up in middle.

Should I consider it as blessing or not?

I suddenly remember my childhood , my thoughts were definitely different from a normal sixteen year old.

I highly belive in evilness and goodness as they must exist together. One can't live without another or the universe may collapse.

Example : 

One day you were walking or taking a tour in jungle you saw a crow asking your help as it is getting chased by an eagle. You promised to protect it. When the eagle comes, you ask eagle to leave the crow. You might think you saved crow live but didn't you also disturb animal food chain. The eagle may have not found food for days and died. So,

Didn't you directly killed the eagle.

So where there is,

DARKNESS,

there is LIGHT.

where there is,

EVIL there is,

GODNESS.

All say even history at some time did prove that 

If other choose GOOD there is someone who did choose BAD.

BUT those bad were also GOOD in some ways.

Did marks really matter, yes maybe it does to some extent,

when your paying you child fees, transportation,food and all other their living expenses you should have some expectations on them when their only thing is to do study , If they didn't try their best maybe you should be angry at them but it doesn't go to a topic 

WHERE YOU COMPARE THEM TO OTHERS?

a child or an adult who is not living on their own expenses and dependent on others were said to have pathetic lives but most people don't recognise their work.

A random comments keep on if a women is full time housewife or even if husband is full time stay at home dad the comment goes on like, 

They can't earn on their on and still dependent on other and so on but people who sacrifices knows that if they choose this they might need to quit doing what's their earning money. so, family could be put together.

People say try their best but when something goes wrong those are same people who continue by saying,

YOUR BEST DOESN'T MATTER, BECAUSE THERE IS NO RESULT.

It changes , so does time.

When your depressed,sad or anything which keeps your mood down,people just say listen to music it's gonna be okay or something more like time changes and so on . Rather than saying all that you can just solve what maling your mood down.

You have to be your own hero in your life because if you don't stand for yourself then no on will or they may stand up for you but the real question is that

HOW LONG THEY ARE GONNA STAND UP YOUR SIDE?

U,I AND WE all know that forever can't exist. So don't be like they will be with me for forever and all that because at one day or pther they ill and need to leave this world.

Just go ask your spouse or girl friend or boy friend or some one you thing important that 

How long are they gonna wait for you, even if you show any reisitance or hatred?

One day or

one week or

one month or

one year or 

hundred years?