Chp.73: The turbulence.

Noah, since childhood have been suffering from the agony equivalent to him dying everytime the curse takes the effect. He was always confused that why is he the only person who is suffering from all this?

But as time went by the confusion slowly turned in the the furious rage. He felt that he shouldn't be the only one who has to be with this curse and live his life that is almost similar to death. 

And then came the phase of despair. The feeling and the understanding that there isn't anything that he could do about this curse. How much ever he searched for and became desperate it still won't help. 

Reason? Because there was not a single person who documented their lives living with this curse. The only thing that they were very well aware was that this curse is a blessing that the people from Kinodas, the tribes living in the north gift to the people who qualify for it.