Chapter Forty Two

"Order up!" Ayame called placing Naruto's fourth bowl of pork chashu ramen in front of him.

"Thank you!" He muffled out as he tipped his head back filling his mouth with the flavorful broth, some dripped down his chin.

"You're an endless pit." Carver muttered watching Naruto eat next to him.

"That he is." Kakashi agreed inside a sigh, his arms were crossed over his chest watching Naruto pig out.

Hinata had been on him the past few weeks to eat healthier, if he didn't cheat on his diet than once a week they come here, and Naruto can have whatever he wanted at any quantity he desired. Hinata smiled as she sat beside him nibbling on her food.

It was a warm day; the sun was bright with a clear sky and team seven had the day off. Naruto was ready to engorge himself on ichiraku ramen, then waddle his way home to watch TV with his girlfriend for the rest of the peaceful day.

"We are being replaced!" Raiden screamed running into the ramen shop full throttle, he dashed in between Naruto and Carver using the bright red bar rail as a stopping brake. Naruto quickly caught his precious ramen, spilling only a cup of broth from the white glass bowl.

"Raiden!" Naruto yelled seeing the wasted liquid, "You spilt my ramen!"

"Who cares about that!?" Raiden yelled as he was looking at his phone, furiously swiping on the screen.

"Have-Have you met me!?" Naruto yelled back; his voice rang inside Hinata's ears.

"What's going on?" Carver leaned on his arm wondering which part of the freaking sky was going to fall today.

"We are being replaced!" Raiden repeated.

"That...That tells me nothing." Carver rubbed the side of his head,

"Look!" Raiden held out his phone for everyone to see, he pressed play on a video he was sent.

(Song Choice - Play that song - Train)

Music played through the phone as Diem's stern face flashed onto the screen looking annoyed that he was being recorded; he reached his hand out to get the camera away from him. Carver watched the camera revealing Diem was standing in the middle of a crowd of people who all danced to the music and had alcoholic beverages in their hands.

"Ugh." Carver groaned seeing Diem, he could not stand the third commander of the waterfall village, but it was odd a guy like him was at a party.

Dawn popped into the frame making Carver's mouth open slightly, now that was a person who truly hated fun. Kakashi leaned closer seeing the pink hair, Sakura was inside the video dancing to the music as she took a drink of the solo cup in her hand.

"See!" Raiden said.

"Why are they at a party?" Carver wondered to himself, seeing the three commanders were not in uniform.

"What is more-" Raiden spoke fast, "-this isn't the Waterfall Village!"

"How do you-?" Naruto went to ask,

"I have watched this video like ten times!"

"Why?"

"None of these buildings are inside the Waterfall Village!"

"Ok?" Carver said, "Maybe are they are on a mission?"

"On a mission?" Raiden laughed, "Sakura on a mission, not in gear? Really?"

"I don't know." Carver shrugged watching the video play on. "There could be hundreds of-" Carver cut himself off seeing Zander, Annora and Ian coming into view.

Naruto knew that team, they were one of Sakura's black op teams. They were here for the party Raiden threw to try and get the leaf and waterfall villages to try and bond, which has been somewhat successful.

"Right!?" Raiden said reading Carver's confused face.

"What the fuck are they doing there?" Carver wondered getting closer to the phone as if he could read the answers off the screen.

"I don't know!" Raiden gushed, "But wait-!" Raiden said keeping everyone's eyes on the screen. Naruto looked from the phone to Raiden and after five minutes Carver got annoyed. Who was holding the phone was what Hinata wondered?

"Is this clickbait or-"

"There!" Raiden said pointing to the phone, Carver sighed turning back the video, his jaw dropped open almost hitting the bar as he watches Ian lean over and kiss Sakura.

"What-" Carver said sharping his eyes on the screen as he watched Sakura's arm wrap around Ian's neck leaning into the kiss. "What the fuck!?" She looked like she was enjoying it!

Kakashi stared blankly at the phone, it felt like someone had filled his lungs with ice water and he couldn't breathe. Ian broke the kiss but wrapped his arms around her, his hands trailed all over her body, Kakashi's fists tightened as he bit down on his jaw seeing Ian's hands on her hips as they danced to the music together.

"Right!?" Raiden yelled, "We are being fucking replaced!"

"What the fuck?!" Carver repeated as the video ended soon after that.

"Since when is she into that Ian guy?" Naruto wondered,

"I-I don't fucking know!" Carver laughed shaking his head. "Apparently there is a shit ton we don't know." Kakashi got up from the stool, leaving money beside his bowl and turned to leave.

"Kakashi?" Raiden called, "Where are you going?"

"I forgot I have something to do." Kakashi waved, "I'll see you all later tonight."

"Ok." Raiden shrugged as he pressed replay on the video trying to figure out where this party was taking place. Kakashi shoved his hands in his pockets keeping his exposed eye on the sidewalk as he mindlessly moved through the leaf village.

Kakashi sighed bringing himself to sit on a bench on an empty street as the video of that other man kissing Sakura replayed in his head repeatedly.

He shouldn't be feeling anything right now, if anything he should be happy, she wasn't still pining over Sasuke after all these years. The truth was Kakashi wasn't happy, he was angry every cell in his body burned seeing Ian's hands trail over her curves.

"Kakashi?" The masked shinobi looked up seeing his sensei looking at him confused.

"Minato Sensei?" Kakashi asked, straightening himself up.

"Is everything alright?" Minato asked turning to face Kakashi, a grocery bag hanging in his hand.

"Of course." Kakashi smiled with his eye.

"I have known you far too long Kakashi." Minato smiled taking a seat beside him. "I can see past that mask of yours, so tell me what is bothering you."

"I...Its nothing." Kakashi said, how could he tell his sensei the only other man he truly respected other than his deceased father that he had these thoughts and feelings about his own student? The answer is he couldn't, he couldn't disappoint his sensei.

"You know you can talk to me about anything." Minato said.

"I know." Kakashi said with another fake smile. "There is nothing to talk about."

"Oh really?" Minato challenged,

"Yes." Kakashi nodded, Minato stared at his masked face for a long second.

"Ok."

"Ok?"

"Will you tell Commander Haruno hello for me?" Minato smiled testing his buttons.

"Wh-What?" Kakashi stuttered coming undone at the sound of her name. "Wha-What makes you think I am talking to her?" Kakashi nervously laughed, Minato nodded finding the subject of Kakashi's distress.

"Are you not talking to her?" Minato asked,

"No!" Kakashi answered to fast and to emotional.

"So that's the problem." Minato said leaning back, "You can't get a hold of her?"

"W-What? N-No I-"

"Kakashi." Minato cut him off, "I can see the way you look at her."

"I..." Kakashi looked ahead of him feeling ashamed. "I am sorry Sensei..."

"Sorry?" Minato blinked confused. "Why are you sorry?" He chuckled.

"Because-Because she is my student-"

"Sakura Haruno-" Minato intercepted the conversation again with a sigh, "-is not a student of yours."

"She-"

"No offence Kakashi-" Minato waved, "-but whatever time you had her on your squad had little effect on her."

"How can you tell?"

"Her fighting technique is old, almost a lost art." Minato said, "Which makes sense since Kaguya was the one who trained her."

"Oh." Kakashi responded.

"Yes." Minato lightly chuckled, "But Kakashi, I know you came back just as I did, and you can't remember your relationship with Commander Haruno-"

"Yeah?"

"-well...I couldn't believe a woman like that could have this village so wrapped around her finger, so I did some digging."

"Sensei?"

"Naruto adores her, I believe he loves that Commander more than he loves his own girlfriend." Minato said, "I was stunned when he defended her against me on multiple accounts, but I can see why."

"You can?"

"She placed herself without question in front of my son, saved his life while almost losing hers." Minato breathed. "She didn't blink, didn't so much as flinched when it came down to saving him, I would never have pegged her as the type to save him. But she did, and I owe her everything for that."

"I heard about that to." Kakashi muttered,

"Sakura Haruno is the rare type of person who can see in black and white, think in grey but love in color." Minato said looking into Kakashi's eye, "That type of person only comes around once in a millennium."

"I don't understand..."

"She strikes me as a person who isn't easy to get close to, she is rough around the edges and she has her fair share of damage as we all do, but she is a good person. Tsunade talked to me about you too."

"She did?"

"Yes, she expressed how you have grown into an outstanding shinobi and I couldn't be prouder." Minato smiled making Kakashi blush under his mask.

"Thank you."

"Do you love this village?"

"More than I can say." Kakashi answered without thought, Minato nodded.

"You were going to leave it."

"I-I would never-"

"You never got the chance to speak to Commander Haruno about it." Minato said. "But you put in a request to be transferred to the Waterfall Village, you went under Haruno to her second in command Dawn who approved it."

"I-" Kakashi was speechless.

"Tsunade was utterly shocked when you have her your resignation, but then you showed her the ring you bought. You were ready to leave the village to be with her." Minato smiled, "You may not recall now, but there is no doubt in my mind that you two will gravitate towards each other. Tsunade said she never seen two people more meant for each other than when she saw you and Haruno together."

"I-" Kakashi breathed taking all this in. "I may be to late."

"What?"

"I pushed her away."

"I am sure-"

"I saw her kissing another man."

"She is here?"

"No, it was through a video."

"Have you asked Commander Haruno about this video?"

"No..."

"You know better than to jump to conclusions." Minato smiled,

"But-"

"For all you know off screen she could have slapped that man!" Minato laughed as he stood. "I think you should have a real conversation with her, and you need to do a little soul searching and stop looking at her like she is your student because she isn't, she proved that during the village bonfire when she could keep up with my speed."

"I know." Kakashi breathed, feeling pride that Sakura was able to stand beside Minato in skill.

"Talk to her Kakashi." Minato advised, "Better sooner rather than later!" He called walking away leaving Kakashi alone on the stone bench to go through his thoughts.

He smiled to himself, he was really going to leave the village for her. Kakashi rose to his feet, he didn't have Sakura's phone number he was going to have to get it from Naruto.

Carver or Raiden would just blow it out of proportion with childish assumptions, Naruto at least Kakashi could somewhat control his reaction...hopefully.

Kakashi made his way to the apartment building he lived in, his entire walk he questioned himself on what he would say if he got to talk to her.

"Huh?" Naruto said turning from the refrigerator look at Kakashi. "You need Sakura's phone number?"

"Yes."

"Why?"

"I don't know." Kakashi shrugged, "Lady Tsunade asked me to get it for her."

"Granny? I thought she had it?"

"I don't know." Kakashi repeated as he smoothly lied.

"Hm." Naruto hummed scratching his arm as he found a pen and piece of paper. "I wonder why she needs it."

"Who knows." Kakashi muttered, his heart hammering praying Carver and Raiden don't come through Naruto's front door.

"Well, here you do." Naruto turned handing Kakashi a ripped piece of paper.

"Thank you." Kakashi smiled with his eye.

"What are you doing now, are you hungry-?"

"Maybe later-" Kakashi said turning to leave.

"Huh? Why later!?"

"I have to get this to Tsunade." Kakashi waved,

"Oh yeah..." Naruto nodded holding an instant ramen in his hand for a little snack, "Ok! I'll see you later then!"

"Don't eat too much of that, Hinata won't be too pleased-"

"Get out!" Naruto yelled throwing a couch pillow, Kakashi chuckled leaving the apartment. He swiftly moved through the hall without sound and entered his home, he sighed happy to have not been seen by anyone, he locked his door and pulled his mask down as he pulled his phone out from his pants pocket.

He carefully typed the numbers into his phone, the closer he got to hitting the call button the more he felt his palms sweat and his heart pound. His mind worsened the moment by flashed back to them standing in his bathroom, him pinning her against the wall...Kakashi groaned feeling his pants tighten at the thought of touching her again. Without giving his brain a chance to doubt himself he pulled his phone to his ear calling her.

Ring...Ring...Ring...your call has been fast forward to an automated voice messaging system...

Kakashi cursed as he hung up standing in the middle of his apartment, he thought about calling her again, but that might seem a bit to strange. Kakashi moved to his room, let some time pass and then try her again. Sakura was the commander of a village; she was a busy woman.

Kakashi cooked a large personal stake, mashed potatoes and garlic green beans. He sat by himself inside his apartment with his phone beside him as he took his first bite, he wondered if he cooked for her.

Carver and Raiden said he cooked for them a lot, and at that time they were her soldiers so she would have been around right? If he did cook for her, he wondered if she liked his cooking? What was her favorite food?

Kakashi sighed at the hundred tiny questions he wanted to know about her. As much as he fought the video kept replaying on a loop in his head. Ian taking her face in his large hands, kissing her the way he did like he had a right to, it pissed Kakashi off so much he lost his appetite.

Kakashi knew from Sakura's comments that the two of them had sex but he couldn't remember, it infuriated him! He didn't remember running his hands over her hips as he thrusted into her, he couldn't remember how she moaned as he satisfied her--he satisfied her right? Kakashi shook his head, of course he did.

All the stories he was told about his life before awakening from the reapers was all blank inside his head. A piece of him still didn't believe any of those tails were true but he knew the agitated rage that had him shaking his leg annoyed she hadn't replied to a text or phone call was proving him wrong.

He just wanted to talk to her, he just wanted to hear her voice. Kakashi needed to hear Sakura's voice whether that be through his phone, computer or in person he did not care he just wanted to be in contact with her!

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Ring...Ring...Ring...

"Your call has been fast forward to an automated voice messaging system."

Kakashi cursed under his breath again, he tossed his phone on the bed beside him rubbing a little feeling into his tired face.

Two weeks of this, two weeks of trying to desperately reach out to her and nothing. No calls, no texts, not even an emoji, nothing!

Kakashi was feeling stir crazy as he waited around, he bit the inside of his cheek as thoughts bounced around inside his head like building blocks constructing a plan.

The waterfall village was a long distance from the leaf , that was one of the main reasons the leaf village had nothing to do with them for so long.

By foot it would take a week to travel there, Kakashi kept chewing the inside of his cheek thinking about all the time off he has saved up, he wasn't technically on team seven currently since Carver and Raiden took the two opening the team had, he didn't need to worry about them.

Kakashi could leave in the early morning but if he left, Sakura could return to the leaf village any second while he wasn't inside the village...there was a lot of factors Kakashi was considering.

Kakashi opened his eyes and stood from the bed, Ian's face leaning down and kissing her played through his mind again, it was nailed into his brain. That was all he needs to tip the scale; he went the closet and began packing his bag.

Kakashi made a quick checklist of supplies he would need, he looked at this while walking to the Hokage Tower. He planned on taking two weeks off then go to the grocery store, a hot shower, good night's rest and then at dawn he would leave for the waterfall village.

"Yo-You want to do what!?" Tsunade stood from her desk.

"Two weeks." Kakashi raided two fingers,

"For what?!"

"Vacation."

"A vacation!? Your Kakashi you don't take time off!"

"I thought it would be a good time to start, I have the time saved up."

"You have the rest of your life saved up!" Tsunade responded,

"Is my request approved?" Kakashi asked, not giving any other detail. Tsunade groaned she had no choice but to give it to him.

"Very well!" Tsunade waved her hand annoyed, she wanted a vacation too! "Enjoy your freaking time off!"

"Thank you Lady Tsunade." Kakashi bowed his head before turning on his heel and walking out of the room. Tsunade watched him wondering what the hell he had planned to be off work for two whole weeks, did he get a new collection of perverted books?

Kakashi's night was met with ease as he was left alone to shop in peace, eat his dinner, shower, double check to make sure he packed everything before heading to bed early.

As planned when the sun began to wake up so did Kakashi, after a cup of coffee and a small breakfast he wrote a note that read: Went on vacation be back later, love Kakashi ♡ and taped it to his door for Naruto and the others to find.

With his checklist complete Kakashi gave a careless wave to the guard as he walked through the gate leaving the village.

~~ P.O.V. Change ~~

A yawn took over my mouth as I walked out of my bedroom, my hair pulled up into a messy bun to get it out of my way. Itachi was in the kitchen already dressed for the freaking day, how the fuck?

"Good morning." Itachi smiled watching me sit down at the kitchen table, he placed a hot mug of coffee in front of me.

"Thank you." I said sipping it.

"You were not joking when you said you worked a lot." Itachi commented multiple times a day at the large amount of work I did, it was so freaking annoying.

"Yeah well...commander and so on." I waved off not awake yet.

"What is the plan for today?" Itachi turned with scrambled eggs and toast.

"Um..." I tried to think but coffee did not work fast enough. "...a couple meetings, I have a thing at the River Village around noon-"

"Oh, I love that place!" Itachi smiled, "Can I tag along?"

"I am afraid not this time." I said, Itachi has been by my side every day since his return. I didn't understand why he didn't want to go see his brother; he hasn't even called Sasuke yet. "Besides today you're going to be busy with your own thing."

"I am?"

"Yes, I arranged for you to train with Dawn."

"Why?"

"You say you don't know what you want to do now and that's fine, you do you but in the meantime you should make sure you can you know...defend yourself."

"I can defend myself!" Itachi argued as he ate his breakfast in front of me.

"How do you know?" I countered, "You haven't picked up a weapon or tried to use your chakra since you came back, and that's fine if you don't want to fight anymore that's your decision but I think training will do you some good."

"With Dawn?"

"You remember her?"

"Yes..." Itachi muttered clearly unhappy.

"My thing with the River Village shouldn't be too long."

"What thing."

"I'll explain later tonight." I sighed standing.

"You barely ate-"

"I woke up late." I said turning to the direction of my room. "I have meetings to get to-"

"When are you going to let Kaguya out?" Itachi wondered from the blue. I groaned; it was way too early for this shit. I picked up my coffee and pointed to him.

"Get dressed, she will be here soon to get you."

"I am not a child-!"

"Oh, you know where the training grounds are?" I questioned,

"The-"

"The ones that are in this dimension." I quickly added.

"Go get dressed." Itachi said losing the conversation making me laugh. It hasn't been that bad having him hanging out, I didn't mind it. He cooked and cleaned even though it was mostly him living here, it was still a nice gesture.

I quickly got dressed in my uniform ignoring my messy bun hair for the moment hearing Dawn's voice coming from the living room. I moved out to see the two were already glaring at each other, I sighed leaning against the door frame.

"You want to kill each other, take it outside." I said.

"What?" Itachi laughed waving my concern off, "We are not-"

"Mhm." I rolled my eyes.

"Let's go." Dawn said turning to leave out the front door, she was always right to the point when I gave her a task, I loved that about her.

Itachi let out a long groan as he shot me playful glare before following her, shutting the door behind him. I sighed finally alone felt kind of nice. I rolled off the door frame to go run a brush through my mane.

Finally dressed and somewhat functioning I could start my long day of paper meetings and getting poked and prodded by the river village, after I finished my cup of coffee of course, I yawned again checking my phone for messages.

Knock, Knock, Knock.

I heard the knock on the front door and felt confused, had Dawn or Itachi forgotten something? Even if they did, I know for a fact they would just walk in, the door wasn't locked. I stared at the front door for a moment until another round of knocking, who the fuck was messing with me this fucking early?

I walked over feeling annoying purpose in each step as I gripped the doorknob and pulled open the annoying door that someone kept knocking on at fucking seven in the morning!

All tiredness and agitation evaporated from my body, I felt like I was kicked in the stomach, my lungs couldn't pull in air as I stared wide eyed at the masked man standing before me.

"K...Kakashi?" I shook my head feeling confused, why was I looking at him right now? How was I looking at him right now? "What are you-"

Kakashi stepped into my house without an invitation, all I could do was stare cluelessly at his masked face as he locked the front door before turning to face me.

I licked my lips about to speak until he slammed his hand on the wall beside my head, I hadn't even noticed I was leaning against a wall or had moved that far back.

My lips parted as Kakashi ripped his mask down with annoyance written all over his handsome face.

"What-?" I breathed with so many questions.

"You kissed me." Kakashi stated leaning in closer, one whiff of his scent already had my knees buckling under me. "You kissed me first-" Kakashi moved his free hand and wrapped it around my neck. "-then you leave me. You vanish for weeks, then I see a video with you in it making out with another man!" I blinked confused,

"What are you-"

"Don't lie to me." Kakashi glared into my eyes with a rage I never seen in him before, it was a little hot...wait was he talking when Ian kissed me?

"That-" I went to defend my actions but Kakashi tightened his grip on my throat, his eye glowed.

"I don't care!" Kakashi snapped.

"Then why are you here?" I wondered, looking into his enraged eye. "Sensei?" I couldn't stop myself, I smirked at the name he has been wanting me to call him since he returned to the painful land of the living. He made it clear what I was to him, just a simple student.

"You-" Kakashi's breath fanned my face. "-do not call me that." He glared into my eyes, what? He bitched at me nonstop to call him 'Sensei' and now he doesn't want me to call him that?

"Why?" I challenged not backing down under his intense gaze.

"I have been trying to contact you for weeks!" Kakashi snapped at me.

"I don't know what you're talking about!" I snapped right back,

"Did you find yourself a new toy, now you're not interested in me-?" I slapped Kakashi across the face without missing a heartbeat. Kakashi's looked stunned for a second before burning to glare into my eyes.

"Don't you dare stand there and call me a whore." I glared feeling anger, all lust I had previously been trickling with quickly flushed away. "You left me not the other way around. You decided you didn't want to be with me, despite all the stories everyone inside the village told you, despite what I told you and what I know you felt when you kissed me you decided to push me away. Don't you fucking stand there looking at me like I somehow cheated on you and I am the one at fault here!"

"You kissed-"

"He kissed me." I corrected with a laugh, "So fucking what? Even if I let him fuck me that night you have no say-"

"No." Kakashi breathed slamming his lips against mine, my eyes widened once again surprised by his actions. His hand left my neck snaking around my torso pulling me into him.

I hated the way my body relaxed once it felt him. Kakashi forced his tongue into my mouth, he tasted every inch so quickly as if he was starving.

I felt a swirling almost fluttering emptiness sitting below my rib cage feeling insatiable, I knew what was coming this is how it always begins. Kakashi's kiss was not slow and gentle like I was used to. His lips felt hungry against mine, I could feel his kiss on the bottom of my stomach, his grip around me was tighter than usual.

Kakashi's hands left my body, I opened my eyes ready to slap him into next week if he was going to pull the same shit twice. I saw the smirk on his face, his hands gripped my ass lifting me as he pushed my back against the wall.

The light flickered on and off, I could feel the light switch on the small of my back, but I did not care as I watched Kakashi strip his shirt off his body. My hands instantly found his bare chest, feeling the hard curves of his muscles under my fingers.

Kakashi dropped me to my feet, I didn't get a second to breathe before he was stripping my clothes. I began to feel tingling between my thighs as Kakashi gripped my hair roughly kissing me before dropping and kicking his pants away. Kakashi bit my neck, collarbone and lips no doubt leaving evidence for tomorrow. I heard a gasp leave my lips as his hand slipped in between my legs. In that moment, my entire universe melted away and all I could concentrate on was the sound of Kakashi's breathing.

His muscular arms held my weight against the wall with ease, my legs wrapped around his waist. I felt his large member was hard, playing near my entranced as he teased me almost like a punishment.

"Kakashi." I breathed his name; I knew there was no rush, but I felt like there was this sense of urgency swirling around us because I was excited it had been a year since I had felt him dominate me.

"You-" He voice came out as a growl as he gripped and sucked at my breasts, my heart was beating so fast. All I could feel were his rough hands, his mouth and his body and I didn't give a damn about anything else, I had no other destination than to be here with him. "-have been gone for weeks."

What?

"I was working-" I tried to rationalize this pointless conversation, as Kakashi's fingers found their way inside me my back arched pressed my naked chest against him.

"No." He cut me off still pumping his fingers in and out of me, "That isn't good enough. I don't know how I was with you before I died but I damn sure won't put up with it now. You don't get to vanish from me without any word!"

"I-"

"Your life isn't just yours. There are so many people who love and care for you, we worry about you every day your gone."

"Kakashi...I..." I couldn't form a sentence to save my life, all I knew is I throbbed for him. I wanted him in every sense of the matter.

"No." An evil smile lurked onto Kakashi's face, "You have to earn your pleasure."

"What?" I didn't understand until I felt him remove his fingers. My mouth dropped open, did he just do all this, turn me on only to leave me halfway through!?

His large body engulfed me as he leaned down, whispering in my ear sending shivers down my back. "You're not going to be rewarded for bad behavior."

"Well-" I matched his wicked smile, if he wanted to play games... "-if you can't finish the job, I can find-" I didn't get to finish my thought before he threw us to the floor. He trapped my wrists above my head with one hand as his other gripped my neck pinning me against the floor.

"I wouldn't finish that sentence if I were you." He threatened,

"And why is that." I glared back as he pushed his way in between my legs.

"No other man will ever touch you again." Kakashi promised me.

"You don't get to-" Kakashi thrusting into my body cut my voice off as I gripped his shoulders, my nails digging into his back as he pounded into me as if that was his way of getting his point across.

I heard moans leaving my mouth as I bit his neck, his hands gripped my hips tightly, not giving me an inch to wiggle away. His roughness with me only fueled the fire as I threw my head back the quick pain was beginning to morph into shivery hot waves throughout my body.

Kakashi was the one person I was willing to submit to, my mouth opened on its own as I felt my horizon coming into view. All my muscles disappeared from my control as a title wave of pleasure washed through me, my eyes rolled back as simultaneous explosions stole all my energy leaving my body shivering. It took me a second to realize my entire body collapsed onto the floor, Kakashi hovered over me panting as he looked at my flushed face and exposed body.

The dangerous thing about Kakashi was, his person felt like I was coming home after a bullshit of a day, he unraveled all my insecurities and made me feel safe enough to allow myself to melt into his being. That is why it hurt so bad when he died and left me alone. Kakashi laid beside me on the floor, I felt the layer of sweat coat my body as we caught our breath.

I looked over feeling him intertwining his fingers through mine, he was propped up on his arm looking down at me with a satisfied look on that annoyingly handsome face. I conquered up some strength to pull myself off the floor.

"Where are you going?" Kakashi asked sounding unhappy.

"Shower." I answered moving into the bathroom without saying anything else to him, my heart was pounding and my head spinning in circles. What the fuck did this mean?

As I turned the shower on my mind flashed back to Kakashi walking into my house, he sat a bag down by the door, had he traveled all the way here?

Of course, he fucking did what else was he going to do fucking grow wings and fly here? I shook my head at my own stupidity.

I stepped into the glass shower and frowned feeling a presence behind me, I turned seeing him.

"Ugh." I groaned. "This does not save water!" I snapped.

"I know." He smirked looking down at me, I glared at him as he pushed my head under the running water.

"What-"

"Your dirty." Kakashi stated, "Shower." I grumped words under my breath but turned around anyway.

"Are you going to tell me why you are here?" I asked sounding annoyed, I didn't mean to, but my voice came out harsher than I meant it. "Seems like a long way to go for a booty call." I smirked but he frowned reaching over to brush his fingers over my wet face.

"I am here for you." His answer sent my heart soaring and I couldn't stop the smile from blooming on my face as I turned to face the running water, but even though these were pretty words the last time I seen Kakashi he was an ass.

"You made it pretty clear you didn't want-"

"When I saw that man-" Kakashi sighed sounding like this wasn't something he wanted to talk about.

"What man?" I turned around.

"In that video." He said, I shook my head still not having a glue what he was speaking about. "You were at a party with your Commanders, you danced with another man and made out with him." I nodded knowing what he was talking about now, but I wasn't aware someone had been recording.

"His name is Ian." I said smiling at Kakashi's annoyed face, he didn't give a damn about his name.

"I wanted to reach through the phone and rip him apart." Kakashi brushed my hair out of my face.

"We were inside the Moon Village." I licked my lips grabbing my shampoo, "They hired me to track down a thief who had been breaking and entering their banks. Their local authorities were at their wits end, so I agreed to the job. We were undercover and closing in on an expected target when Ian kissed me, I couldn't exactly push him away at the time. I would have drawn unneeded attention to us possibly blowing our cover and the whole mission."

"I see." Kakashi nodded, looking a little more relaxed knowing the truth. "Why didn't you answer my calls?"

"Your what?" I asked washing the soap out of my long hair.

"I called you-" Kakashi's fingers lightly brushed over my stomach, "-and texted but you never responded."

"I never got anything from you." I looked up at him, "I checked my phone just this morning."

"That moron." Kakashi sighed making me smile,

"You got the number from Naruto, didn't you?"

"Yes."

"You know he has a terrible attention span and probably wrote down the wrong number." I explained what most likely happened.

"Yeah." He breathed, his hands never leaving my body. "Why hadn't you stopped by the village then?" Kakashi questioned me.

"Stop by?" I asked moving so Kakashi could get under the water. "Did you think I still had a reason too?"

"Carver and-"

"I know they are safe and now officially living inside your village." I cut him off, "I don't need to be worried about them, and I can't check on them like they are my soldiers because they are not."

"But they are still your friends."

"And I still have a village and an army to run." I countered.

"You had me-"

"Did I?" I questioned looking into his eye, "Last I seen you, you weren't too keen on the idea of being seen around the Reaper."

"Sakura I...I am sorry for that." Kakashi pulled me into a hug. "I was ignorant and stupid..." He trailed off,

"And?" I asked earning a chuckle from deep inside his chest, the best kind of laugh I can earn from him. "Keep going."

"I am sorry, I was so stuck on the thought of you being my student that I forced you away because you were evidence that I wanted to refuse." Kakashi kissed my forehead.

"You were an ass."

"I was, but you were right."

"I am always right." I scoffed,

"Yes." Kakashi smiled,

"But what was I right about?" I wondered, Kakashi leaned over making my back press against the wall of the shower.

"I do want to be the man fucking the Reaper." He breathed against my lips, water from the shower head poured down soaking his hair dripping onto my face as I leaned into his kiss.