Mom!

"Are you sure, you're okay?" I look up at Audric holding my shoulder. I take a deep breath before plastering a smile on my lips to assure him that I am definitely fine.

"Yes. I don't have time not to be okay." I pursed my lips raising my brows lightly. "So, go on. I want to sleep." I pushed him towards the door so he wont bothered me anymore. I gave him a natural smile looking directly to his eyes. I waved a farewell before closing the door like a kid.

"I'm tired." I blew up my cheeks before heading inside the bathroom. If I can just leave this house, I should've did it years ago. I want to lived with Gessie but, I know what my Dad can do, I don't want her to be in trouble, she had a lot on her plate because of our family businesses she's handling.

"If I just have another sister who can lived here with me..." Maybe I won't feel the emptiness of this house, But I also don't want her to have troubles in life... I closed my eyes relaxing my body in the warm water. The silent was cutted by the sudden rung of my phone, I reached for it then answered.

[What happened?] Her voice was full of concerned. I heard some metal sounds, that she's probably in the kitchen. It's also loud in the other line so she probably still working. Instead of pittying her, I feel proud of her. She became my mother figure since then. I love her a lot, tho.

"Hmm, Dad scowled me, then Audric drag me at my room, I was crying after I calmed down, I end up laying here at the bath tub." I narrative.

[Want to sleep here?] My brows seam as I sat properly hugging my knees with the other hand.

"I don't want to sleep at the fast food restau, Gess," I rolled my eyes letting out a small laugh. "Kidding." I revocate after hearing her snorl. "I can't. Dad probably put some body guards around the house so I can't get out." Well that's life. heh.

[That old man. Why would he... damn. I should've get you ever since I found a shelter.] I chuckles putting the phone in speaker so I can finish washing my self.

"It's... we surely is both under the grass now, if we did that." I laughed on my self, but I also got goosebumps on that. Dad can actually do that. Even if we are his child. He won't mind, he can make another.

[Yes, because he's a stupid piece of shit. He thought were just his damn toys.] I smiled a little before getting my towel, drying my self. [He'll pay for this.]

"He's still our Dad, though. He fed and dressed me. It's fine. you can do that after my college graduation. Uhm, please?"

[Sure.] This is not the first time my sister bad mouthed my father, I mean, Our father. I also want to do that but I just cant. It will burden me to guilt. I still love him, but I hope I won't cross my path with someone like him again.

[Oh, the road is not that busy.] After minutes she talked again. She's on the road I guess? I heard a while ago when she opened the engine of her car, so maybe she's on the way on her condo.

"Safe trip. I'm going to sleep."

[Eh?!] I panics when she shouted making me stare on my screen phone!. [Okay? Goodnight.] I smiled before ending the call. I opened my Ipad to watch something until I doze off.

"It's still early." I stricken on the woman beside me who talk, Making my reflex pushed her! We almost fell on my bed!

"Ouch!" She scowl before fixing her position then hugged me.. I look at the time and she's right, Its just midnight.

"How did you get in here?" She lightly opened her eyes glancing on me. My lips parted when I look at the balcony. I didn't locked it last night. "Hm." I sleep again and woke up after Gess came out the bathroom.

"Want a ride?" I nod on her. I was wearing my La Salle shirt tucked in my pants wearing also a designers belt, partnered with my white shoes. Good thing the body guards is not around that's why we use the main door instead.

"You look so simple today, huh?" I glance on her putting my seatbelt on. I feel listless. "Lets have a brunch?" I just nod on her looking outside the window. We ate breakfast first at the coffeehouse before ate Gess, Drop me off in front of my Univ. Things are just like that until it's Saturday.

"I don't want to move, I feel emotionally empty." I hissed before taking a bath. I'm going to meet Gabriel today so I need to fixed my self, Its still later after lunch, but I want to drop by the the hospital.

I wear a powder white knitted long sleeve top underneath my caramel jumpsuit, partnered it with my black Martens boots. I'm not satisfied with what I was wearing so I packed an extra shirt, incase I felt hot later, I put it in my small bag, together with Gabriel's ID.

"Mommy," I said in a small voice caressing her hand, like a kid. "You need to wake up, I need you." I pouted resting my cheek on her hand I was humming random songs when I glance at the machine there, the one's monitoring her heart beat and other stuff.

"What?" I stood up going near at the monitor. "Oh, my god!" Even before the machine sounded, I immidiately pressed the button connected to the station! "Crap, why is there no reponse?!" I frustately said and even went outside the room to see if there's a doctor near by, but the aisle was empty!

"Mom, hold on, don't leave me like this, please." I pled as I cried, holding tightly her hand. "Mom!" I heard the door so I was expecting a doctor but I only see Khyro, our friend. My face light up when I remembered that he was a med student.

"Shoot, what happened?!" I looked at him awfully asking for help, he moved me away for a minute pushing the button at the wall again. "Child of- Who the freak was assigned in here?! Since when did the vitals change?" He asked removing the blue tube on my mother's mouth...

"Minutes ago, Khyro... please." I went again to the other side of her bed to see what I can do.

"This is terrible.. I might can't graduate if I do this, but- Argh. move!" He put some balloon bag where you can pump it for air. "Can you do this for me?" I nervously look at him, I froze, I don't know what to do anymore. "LOUIZE! Pull yourself together! Do this for me!" I dreadly walk to the position he pointed.

"Pump it slowly each second, okay?!" I looked at him tears falling, I bit my lip doing what he said. He kneeled on the side of my Mom, leveling on her abdomen, relaxing his body. He started to pumped my mom's, chest. There are also traces of nervousness in him but he tries not to show it.

"Please. Don't do this to your daughter, come on." I heard Khyro muffled still pumping. "Press the button again." I did what he said and even spam the button. "Someone will lost their liscences, tita mommy." He complained at Mom. He was so relaxed now, like there's nothing going on.

"WHAT?!" I looked up on Khyro, It penatrate at the door with doctors and nurses just watching there. A nurse turn to my position so I just stand in the corner crying. "Defibrillator!" I heard again Khyro's voice. The other nurse get something.

I started to call Audric and ate Gessie to inform them. They said that they will be here right away so I was just looking at them, in every movement they make just to stable my Moms heart rhythm again.

I'm sorry for being selfish, Mom. But you can't leave this early. Please, I'm begging.

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