Chapter 4: I Don’t Care About What Other People Think About Me

YuanLi Pov:

I woke up to the sound of the door knocking. I got up from MoXue's bed and opened the door. "Oh it's you Keye," I mumbled and rubbed my eyes.

"Good morning Yuan!"

"Keye, don't speak so loud, MoXue is still asleep right now."

"Understood. Anyways Yuan, do you want to go out today? It's the weekend now."

"Where do you want to go? And is it only you and me?"

"We can't go anywhere alone or else they get suspicious so I invited BoXu, YuJun, and the other members. Only YuMing couldn't make it, he has a photo shoot today."

"Oh ok, can MoXue come?"

"Of course, as long as he doesn't steal you away from me the rest of the day."

"Same for you with YuJun."

"Okay okay," he held my hands.

Then I felt someone jump onto my back.

"Better not hurt him again or I'm taking him away from you and you would never see him ever again!" MoXue shouted.

"Why are you so heavy?" I asked.

"I'm not heavy, you're just weak," he responded as he got off of my back.

"I'm going to head back to my room and change. What time are we going?" I asked.

"In about 30 minutes," Keye let go of my hands.

"Oh okay, I'm going to get going MoXue and Keye. See you two downstairs!" I said before running off.

After 20 minutes I was ready to get going, I was dressed in a black hoodie, a pair of grey jeans, and black-colored shoes. I got onto the elevator and when it finally got down to the first floor, the door opened, I immediately ran out. "MoXue!" I shouted before I hugged him and lifted him swinging him around in a circle. "You see I'm not that weak!"

"Yeah yeah, I'm wrong! Let me down, I'm getting dizzy!"

"Okay!" I stopped and let go of him.

"Maybe you should have done that with Keye. I bet he wouldn't mind. I'm getting the feeling of throwing up before I even get on a rollercoaster," he touched his head. I turned to face Keye, his eyes were sharp looking at MoXue, and when his eyes met mine, they softened.

"Stop glaring at MoXue! You look like you're about to murder him."

"He's going to murder me for sure now," MoXue mumbled.

Keye walked up to me, "I just wanted a hug…" Keye sighed.

"We're not outside yet so-" I said before Keye lifted me. I placed my head on his shoulder. There was an awkward silence for 20 seconds.

"Why do you have to do this in front of a single person?!"

"Why not," Keye stated.

"Let me down, Keye." I finally felt my feet touch the ground.

"It's time to go!' MoXue said looking at his phone. Keye grabbed my hand and we ran out to the car. There was only one car today, everyone was sitting in the same car. I sat at the back of the car with Keye on my right and MoXue on my left.

"Yuan, can I hold your hands?" Keye whispered in my ear.

"Okay."

After an hour we arrived at the theme park. We got out of the car to realize the park did not have a lot of people. Our managers handed us each a camera.

"What are you doing with cameras?" BoXu asked.

"Even though it's a day off we wanted to be able to provide content to the fans at the same time let you guys have fun. So we wanted all of you to film a vlog and don't worry, everything the company deems as not usable material for the vlog will be cut out," the girl manager spoke.

Keye was standing next to me, "Keye, we can't hold hands this time," I whispered. Keye sighed. "Now, let's start your fun weekend!" The gates of the theme park opened. I watched BoXu run in. MoXue walking towards me.

"You and me for my vlog?" MoXue grabbed my hand and smiled at me.

"But Keye…"

"As you can see, your Keye is talking to YuJun over there." I glanced over to see Keye laughing as he chatted with YuJun.

"Fine."

"I promise by the end of this, you'll have a full smile on your face, and you will have personal time to film with Keye. Well, only if you want to film with him."

"Fine, but promise me you will buy me ice cream after this."

"Of course!" MoXue ran ahead of me, and I followed.

"Do you even know what you want to do here?" I shouted.

"No idea, but let's try some rides first!"

MoXue and I ended up going on serve rides before he had the urge to vomit. "I told you, we shouldn't be going on rides after rides."

"But your reactions are priceless, YuanLi.

"How about you? You feel like vomiting after all of them."

"Don't worry about me. At least you are having fun, right?"

"Watching you suffer makes me laugh!"

"Now, look at that big smile on your face. I told you I could make you smile. Being with me in the theme park is the right decision, right?"

"Yeah yeah!"

"You see that shop over there," MoXue pointed at a shop filled with souvenirs. "Let me buy something for you." I watched MoXue run off as I stood there. A few minutes later, MoXue returned. "Hold my camera." He handed me his camera. "Face the camera towards me." I turned to the camera to face MoXue. He pulled a mini toy camera from his behind.

"Every fan out there, this is no ordinary camera. It's a camera that can do this!" MoXue pressed a button, and bubbles started to form. He ran circles around me as bubbles float around me. The bubbles shined with the sunlight. "Isn't this fun?" MoXue grabbed his camera from my hand, and now it was facing me. "I'm asking you, YuanLi, is it fun spending time with me?"

"Of course!"

"Fans and I will accept you for who you are. Be yourself, YuanLi."

Be yourself, those familiar words. How can I ever forget?

"Yuan Er! I don't care about what other people think about me. All I need is for you to understand me. As long as you don't leave, I will forever be the person you first meet." Keye stared into my eyes.

"Just be yourself, Keye."

"YuanLi, are you okay? You seem to be staring off to nothing."

"Oh, it's nothing, MoXue."

"Let's go get you that ice cream you wanted from the very start." I nodded my head and walked beside MoXue.