When I Became a Man

Sunday, 3 November 2013

WARNING: THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS EXPLICIT SEX. YOU SHOULD BE 18 AND ABOVE TO CONTINUE READING THIS.

I couldn't think. Her hair smelled like vanilla, and her skin smelled like pumpkin pie. The strong female scent enhanced something in me as it went through my nostrils and down to my valuable member. I got big and hard as a log, and I never expected the massive impact a woman could bring to a teenage virgin like me. She kissed me endlessly, as if she'd been deprived of a man's lips for a long time. Wait, did I just call myself a man? No, not yet. But soon.

When her lips left mine, I was about to pull her back to kiss me more, but she started running her tongue from the back of my ear, then my neck. I eagerly held my arms in the air when she pulled up my shirt and tossed it on the floor. When my eyes followed where she tossed it, she gently touched my chin to bring my attention back to her; we met eye to eye. She rubbed her palm on my hardness, then unbuttoned my cargo shorts. As she unzipped it, she looked very pleased with the big bulge that await her. She clung to me while I pulled down my shorts, leaving only my boxers. Her entire body slid down smoothly to kneel before me. She teased my erection by rubbing her face on my boxers. When she looked up, I saw hunger in her eyes, and I instantly knew what she wanted. I got way too horny, and wanted to bang her fast and hard because I could feel that my release was approaching. But then, when she pulled down my boxers and the tip of her tongue touched my penis, I couldn't hold it. I had my release and was shocked that I did so quickly. Out of reflex, she was able to dodge my semen, and that very instant, I wished for the sun to completely descend, so I could hide my embarrassment in the darkness. "Holy shit, I'm sorry. I…"

"It's okay."

"I was too horny; I couldn't contain myself. I'm sorry." I used my boxers to wipe the semen that splattered on my groin, and some on the chair. Then, I gathered my shorts and white shirt and put them on. I didn't know where to put my boxers, so I just put it inside my left pocket.

She laughed.

"Please don't laugh."

"I can't believe it's your first time."

"Well, believe it."

"How old are you?"

"18."

Out of surprise, she covered her mouth. "I at least thought you were 25. You look so tall and big at your age."

Was that a compliment? Or a consolation? Was she trying to make me feel good, so I could forget that I had premature ejaculation during my first…shit, I never even had sex yet. "I'm honestly not sure what to say, or do." Instead of sitting on the chair, I grabbed my book from the floor. I didn't even realize that I dropped it. I sat on a corner by the window where she initially saw me sleeping. And when I felt that she was approaching, I opened the book and pretended to read.

"Hey." She said in a soft voice.

I didn't want to face her, so I childishly turned around while I was still seated on the floor because the disappointment and embarrassment were overwhelming. I wanted to vanish into thin air.

"Seriously? You'd rather face the wall instead of me?"

It was getting dark. I'm glad she won't see me when it gets dark. I thought that maybe I can just sleep on it, and when the morning comes, maybe everything will turn out to be a bad dream. That none of this really happened. Then, I can move on with my life.

"Are you not going to talk to me?"

I couldn't see her, but I could feel her frowning.

She sighed. "But I'm scared of the dark. Please don't ignore me."

That did something to me. I didn't want her to get scared, and I didn't want her to feel bad. I'm the one who messed up. Why should I make her feel bad about it?

"I don't even know how you can read when it's getting dark in here."

I sighed, turned around to face her, then put down the book and looked through the window while still sitting on the floor. "I'm sorry."

"Uriel, what happened was normal. If anything, I feel flattered that you were that horny to not be able to control yourself. Also, I'm supposed to be the one to feel bad."

"Why?"

"Hello, I was the one who made the first move. I just suddenly turned into an animal and lost control of myself. I mean, we just met and this is what happens? What I did was very inappropriate. Especially that I'm a teacher here. I guess I just totally lost it."

Wow, she's a teacher?! "Oh my God, you're a teacher here? Seriously? How old are you?"

"I'm 25." She sat next to me on the floor, so that she could rest her back on the wall just like how I was positioned with my legs out and my back leaning against the wall. "Now, do you realize that if there's anyone who should be embarrassed, it should be me? I mean, Uriel, what I did was…"

"It's fine." I said as I glanced at her and tried to smile. She was on my right side and we were both facing the boxes of books which weren't that clear anymore because it was dark.

"I don't regret it though. I'm a teacher, not a saint."

"I'm not sure if I can say the same thing. It's still embarrassing for me not to be able to please you."

"You can please me now. If you want to."

I could hardly see her, though she was just right next to me. The moon wasn't doing what it was supposed to do at night. It was supposed to illuminate us. At least because we were right by the window. But I guess the darkness was for the best, because then I'd have more confidence to do whatever I wanted to do without getting conscious that she'd be able to see that I'm doing this for the first time and it wouldn't be perfect.

The minute she touched my hand, I held it, and used my hands to find her face. I kissed her while my hands found her breasts. I wanted to feed her hunger, just like how her mere presence was feeding me. This time, I was confident and determined to make up for my unforgettable blooper a while ago and make sure that her memory of my premature ejaculation would be gone forever.

I was about to undress her, but she already did it herself. She also undressed me so quickly and I could hear her breathing as if she was out of air. She couldn't wait. She wanted me. She wanted me inside because she was already holding my penis and guiding it to her vagina. She couldn't wait to feel me, so I did as she wished. I entered her fast and hard, fast and hard, and did that for 20 minutes while sucking her breasts. Her moan made my thrusts more aggressive as she seemed to like it rough. I turned her around, so that I could wrap my left arm around her and rub my fingers around her pussy. My penis easily found its way back inside her and I thrust with a pleasure that came from her wild moan. Then, I slowed down as she turned just enough for me to be able to suck her nipple, and banged her for a few more minutes, until I felt that I was about to come. I pulled out, went on top of her, then gave my fastest and wildest thrusts. I quickly pulled out when it was time, then I sprayed everything on her tummy. We just laid down on our back, both out of breath. Even if I couldn't see her, I could feel that she was satisfied when she rested her head on my shoulder. We didn't say anything. I don't know how many hours we slept, but I just suddenly woke up because she was sucking my penis and the next thing I know, she was riding me like a cowgirl. We fell back to sleep after that. After another hour, we put on our clothes because the floor cement was cold and uncomfortable for our naked bodies. When the sun had risen, I realized, we must've slept for too long.

"Hey, you."

Or I guess it was just me who slept too long. When I opened my eyes completely, she had fixed her hair in a bun, but she was still beside me. "How long have you been awake?"

"Maybe an hour. I couldn't sleep anymore. And I couldn't read 'cause it was still dark, so I just waited for the sun to rise."

"What time is it?" I slowly got up and looked for my book. It was nowhere to be found.

"It's 5:30."

"Wow!"

"Yeah, wow." She giggled. "We were both exhausted last night."

"Yeah." I kept on looking for my book and finally found it under one of the library tables. "Oh my God, how did my book end up in there?"

"I don't know. I must've accidentally kicked it or something."

I couldn't help but smile. "Did you enjoy it?" I crawled under the big table and grabbed my book.

"Of course. My back hurts though. And I think my vagina hurts, too." She gave me a naughty smile.

That last statement made me proud, so I just kept on smiling as I stood up and approached her. I held out my hand. "Come on, get up. It's time to go home."

Our tummies suddenly growled. "I'm famished," she said.

"Me, too. I would like to take you out for breakfast somewhere, but then the entire town is flooded, so we have no choice but to get home."

"Yeah, let's go home."

When I got home, my smile never left my face. I BECAME A MAN! And my smile got wider as I recalled the moment before we parted. We went home on different boats, but before we said our goodbyes, she said she wanted to meet me every 2pm at the library. I couldn't be any happier.