Fausto stumbled for what felt like hours, with no home to return to or any place that felt like salvation. He fell over by a concrete wall and began to puke the rest of his alcohol all over himself. The horrible feeling of what Rachel told him really began to affect him, "How can she say that? Doesn't she know, that I love her very much and that I would never do anything like to her?", but as much as Fausto tried to convince himself. The thought he had when he looked at her, the thought of killing her, he knew that there was no way he'd be ok at looking at her again. But why did he have those kinds of thoughts? He was never violent as a kid or as an adult, Fausto was the kind that tried to solve his problems through talking. Considering all the actual street fights he has been from being too drunk at bars, it's only really been 2.