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I wake up to the sun shining in my face. Squinting angrily, I wish for the moon as I put a pillow on my head, but I'm already too awake to go back to sleep.

Annoyed, I grab my phone, just to see it's already 9:30 AM. Now actually grateful that I slept in, instead of waking up early and having to spend hours waiting till I can go, I kick off the blanket and jump out of bed.

I make sure not to hurry anything I do to make it seem like time goes faster. Still, I finish at 10:15, having half an hour to waste before I can go to Jerah's. It is spent doubting, worrying, switching between wanting to see him and being awkward due to the previous events.

One of my worries is about visiting his house. Is it really okay to just show up again? Even if I don't know what I did wrong back then? Why he got angry? No matter how hard I think about it, I can't decide out of the many things it could be.