Astralane

Love of One's Melancholy 

DESCRIPTION:
In the peaceful yet cold breeze of autumn, an indication of the 
 upcoming of winter, was the day a new high schooler transferred into a new school.  He acknowledged that he was a failure, a dead loss to the community and his own family. Being neglected by his own siblings and parents ever since childhood. His life was without a doubt, traumatic and pathetic in his own perspective. The urge of suicide was getting heavier and heavier after many attempts of self-harm. Will he survive living in a body that fights to survive, but with a mind that tries to die?

NOTE: 
I am the original author of this title and please, if you like my pen work, you can follow me on my social media to get the latest news of Loom (Twitter: @astralaneauthor).

WARNING: 
This series includes the mentions/act of suicide. Please do not repeat the actions written in the novel. I do not hold any responsibilities if anything happens as this warning has been noted for a reason. Please, seek help if you're feeling down or suicidal.

Love of One's Melancholy

Knowing that Ami had an affection for Akimitsu, he also felt the same towards her. Nevertheless, Akimitsu was delighted to know that someone had fallen for him for once and that someone had a kind and humble heart, and to add to that, she also had the stunning beauty of an angel. 


The day had turned night, all of Kane's friends had gathered back in the limousine. After they've all had gathered, they all went back home. Akimitsu enjoyed the trip and he was glad that his brother had tagged him along even though he was forced to. Akimitsu then went back to his bedroom, where he slept the whole night. 


The next morning, it was a school day. Akimitsu immediately wore his school uniform and went to school along with his siblings. Akimitsu was left behind yet again, but it didn't bother him anymore after knowing that someone else had fallen for him. He walked alone and only thought of Ami in his mind. As he reached the school grounds, he went inside quickly knowing that he was late for class. 


After school, he was hanging out with Haru, which he met not long ago. They both were close friends. Haru was a sports student and he was also a popular student in school but he prefers not to hang out with the other popular students. While Akimitsu was walking down the hallway, he was greeted by Ami. 


"Hey... Akimi. Can we talk in private?" she said. 


"Oh, okay I'll let you both talk alone. I'll meet you outside, Akimitsu." Haru spoke while giving Akimitsu a blink and then left him alone to talk with Ami. 


"I'm sorry about yesterday. I had to keep our relationship a secret. I didn't want your brother to know that. But," 


"Akimi, I've actually wanted to say this to you for a time now." 


"I've actually, like you. Ever since we first met, I've felt that you were the one. You're so adorable..." Ami spoke while blushing 


"Uh... I felt the same towards you, Ami. Except that, if my brother finds out about this, he might kill me." Akimitsu responded 


"Then, don't let him know. As I said, we can keep this relationship a secret until then. Eventually, we'll let them know about our relationship." 


"Alright, Ami. I suppose that we can do that." 


"Here, give me your hand..." Ami spoke while wearing him a gold bracelet with heart shape that was identical to hers, on his wrist as a gift. 


"I have one too. Promise me, even if we part ways or if things won't go well, you will always keep this."  


"And promise to me that... we'll be together through dark times." 


Ami sighed while smiling. Her smile displayed her stunning beauty, "You never cease to stop making me love you more, Akimi." 


"I'll see you later, Akimi." Ami spoke in a sweet voice while walking away. 


Akimitsu was relieved and jumped out of joy that she had expressed his feelings to him. Akimitsu enjoyed every moment with her and he kept his promise to make their relationship a secret. When Akimitsu went outside the school, Haru was already waiting at the front for him. While walking with Akimitsu home, Haru suddenly spoke. 


"Soo Akimitsu... she gave you a gift, was it?" 


"Wait, were you watching us all along?" Akimitsu asked. 


"I did, but I won't tell anyone... you're one lucky guy for your type... the prettiest girl in school falling in love with you."   


"I mean, I get gifts from girls too. Take a look at how many love letters they've sent me." Haru bragged while opening his school bag filled with letters and letters of people that admired Haru. 


"I can see that." Akimitsu responded while laughing. 


Akimitsu and Haru joked and laughed while walking back to their home. As Akimitsu reached home, he went to bed and while he was in his bed, Ami had texted Akimitsu. She wanted to go on a walk with Akimitsu.


"Dream Come True"