day 15 I have decided to call a group meeting

after our Houston encounter I asked the guys to stay awhile and talk I had some important issues to discuss so they each stayed and we began our sexual relationship with out restricted bounds or consequences for our actions on this journey I agreed to be an all female partner to appreciate all the men's goods and well we were In. space but upon landing I would love nothing more then to try resolve a true meaningful wedding relationship with brad as per his request but that would not begin till we were home safe that's when I saw Matt's baby blues shed a single tear before walked away without further a due I was shocked at his emotional state because of his intimacy issues with me already I thought matt only wanted the physical touch but it now seems he was using that as excuse to be closer to me personally because of some kind of bond we have gained these past 5 years as only co workers maybe that's why he only took sexual partners because his heart belonged to me to begin with brian being the youngest simply said it's not fair I been waiting for u since we met 5 years ago I knew u were mine too brad matt brian all left before dillion was saying that he too expected that this trip would allow him the opportunity to win my heart as well but seems brad stepped in to that place first as well and then he left me alone in the meeting room