the first argument in 5 years

it seemed to me the guys were at full difficulty and disappointed and disagreed about who I was and why I was on this long journey with them brad was a retired marine mechanic he has skills that are specifically for our mission it would fail without him and in the past 5 years he only took one female home with him he asked her hand in marriage but she refused him because of me and how close we were for the mission ahead and left him I think that's when brad realized we had mutual feelings for each other he is incredibly sexy he works out every day he has long legs that make him tall and arms made for holding me tight black hair cut jarhead style clean shaven with a smile to die for he has a rock hard soft body with scars from previous battles he is 40 years old and sexy as fuck he has these soft brown eyes that can melt the ice queens cold heart but for me in the past 5 years my only thoughts of brad were co workers as I have said I only thought of the guys as co workers till the night before the launch when in my dreams they all took me at once it was not intimate or friendly it was by force it was rough it hurt and it was brutal and painful we will get to my dream later as it did eventually happen that way but enough of that all the men on this ship with me are truly decent and understanding men for the most part ok