PREVENTION?

KIM

Because ever since I was 15, Evans wasn't curious about my illness. I never told him so I was never anxious and lived freely just as I had loved him freely but before mom and I walked down the isle . Mom said " when do you plan on telling him? he is your husband now , Kim "

" I know that mom, I'm just scared I guess .scared of how he would see me "

Mom shook her head " I don't think evans is the type of person who would see you in a different way ,honey . He has loved you for a long time and you him . So -" mom patted my hair " tell him when the time is right "

" What's that ?" Mom asked looking at my wrist .

I looked at the watch on my wrist " ah, this .doctor philip gave me as a wedding gift. "

If ever I was in a bad situation , the watch counts down three hours to let me know that after three hours I'm about to loose my memory but I didn't want to tell mom something like that . Especially not on a day like today .

And this was me again keeping one more thing away from someone I care about . Typical Kim .

Mom and I walked down the aisle and I took a deep breath . This was finally it , the moment I get to spend eternity with not just anyone but Evans . it all felt like a dream ,tears rolled down my eyes.

we got to the altar and mom handed me over to Evans .

The priest joined us together as one and we kissed.

" are you crying?" Evans asked

" yes, I'm so happy right now "

" me too" .

After the wedding, we left for our house .

" are you going to continue acting?"Evans asked

" why?"

" if you are always busy you won't have time for me "

I smiled " is someone being childish ?"

" hey, I'm your husband now. I deserve to have you all to myself "

I laughed .

"yes yes "

when the car stopped , Evans climbed down and carried me in his arms in bridal style into the house then onto the bed .

we spent forever in eachother's arms.

My phone rang later around evening waking me up; it was mom .

" mom , what is it?"

" were you asleep?"

" yes ,is something the problem?"

" no , everything is fine here. Goodnight sweetie"

" you too"

The line went beep .

" who was that ?" Evans asked groggily

" did I wake you ?"

" I'll be kidding if I said you didn't "

I smiled " it was mom "

" is everything alright with mother ? "

" yes"

he pulled me back into his arms " then get back to sleep "

I hugged him tightly " yes " .

Never did I want to forget this moment.

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