It should've been me (Chapter 3)

You would still be here if not for me. I tell myself this everyday and sometimes I believe it. Other times I think about how easy it would be for me to end it all.

I mean it's not like anyone would notice you were always the favorite even in school all my friends left because they liked you better. Even my parents adored you. You were everyone's favorite, I think that's why I envied you. Everyone fought for your attention but you never cared because for some reason all you cared about was me.

So why is it that you had to die, why is it that it couldn't be me. It should have been me not you.

So why, why did you die, why did you die and leave me all alone. You promised, you promised that you would always be there for me.

But where are you now.