Please come back (Chapter 4)

You once told me that you'd be the one to make me finally smile after all this time.

So why is it that you were the one whl caused me the most pain instead.

I waited for weeks for you to return you said you'd only be gone for a week so why is it that you've been gone for years.

I stayed up every night hoping that you would return, but in the end you never did. I rarely slept of ate. I was in and out of the hospital.

At one point I was even restrained in the mental ward after trying to k.m.s but then I remembered. I remembered that you said you would never leave. So why should I.

Even to this day when I hear a knock on the door I run and open it hoping to see you again, but in all these years never once has it been you.

I lost all connection to the outside world, mainly because everyone judged me for waiting on you to finally return. Some even said you were dead or purposely abandoned me, but I don't believe that.

But even so I still question it, where did you go, why did you leave and why didn't you say goodbye or come back yet.

The only reason I could figure is because of me. Maybe I did or said something wrong. If so please come back and tell me what it was.

If I made you upset or angry I'm sorry.

But please come back...