Pain X Suspense

When I came back to my senses, the only thing that I could see was light. Which was strong enough to blind me my whole life.

I can hear people struggling here and there.

'Pass this and that to me.' Whatever they were asked to pass down was pretty much weird to me but the pain was not bearable.

"Am I seeing a dream? or am I going to die?"

I screamed my lungs out when I felt something cut into my body. It was sharp and soft.

"Doctor, she is awake." Someone shouted.

"Putting her under general anesthesia would do no good now. We will continue to do the operation." For another whole while, I kept screaming being unable to bear my pain.

"It hurts," I screamed my lungs out. The only thing that was there to calm me was the nurses who were patting my hand.

"Doctor! her vitals are going down," a nurse spoke. I kept losing my consciousness every moment. It felt like my life was at stake but I kept hanging on. I closed my eyes.

When I opened back my eyes I was staring back at my own body which was being operated on.

"Am I dead?"

"No, you are not, your soul has just left your body, a nice young lady dressed in white was next to me. She was so beautiful that it could even have seduced me.

I saw the doctors starting to panic. I focused my eyes on the monitor, my heart wasn't beating anymore. I could feel the electric shock of the defibrillator flowing through me.

"Don't worry, you will not die today. You still have some left in your calendar. Please be nice to him or he will destroy the whole human race together with the soul living inside you. The existence of this whole world is within your hands. Don't let anything take control of you. Never let anything control you," she said the same thing twice.

With the next shock, I was sucked back into my body. I opened my eyes and my vitals came back to normal. I felt the joy that everyone was enjoying.

Everything was over and they transferred me over to another bed to be taken back to the ward. I was still awake. With wide-open eyes, baring the pain.

"Miss Yuki, as women we are so proud of you. The way you clung to your life throughout the whole operation was really admiring. We all thought that we might lose you but you were such a strong woman.

I grabbed her hand even though it was hurting.

"Miss Yuki, you should be like this plz get back to the position you were otherwise the stitches might tear your skin."

"How is the person who came in with me, is he alright?"

"He is all well .so don't worry. He is in the ICU because his condition is a little bad. Other than that he is all well. His life is not in danger."

'We will be transferring you to the ICU now so don't worry.'

They took me to a room and left me alone with the ventilators. Oxygen made me fall into a deep sleep where I will dream nothing but loneliness.

It felt like I was still fighting to live. No one was around when I opened my eyes. Just the lights were shining bright. I had no energy to get up.

Tears came out of my eyes making me cry all alone.

No one came to visit me. I was on ventilators for 2 days straight. The only thing I saw was nurses coming near my bed injecting certain things into me and going away. No one bothered letting me talk or else talking to me.

It felt like, I was left alone on a side to die alone but not just that, it felt like it was only me who was left on earth.

even a few days, It was all dark inside the room, no one opened a single curtain to let in some air or light. I who was in love with darkness started to miss the sunlight which used to burn my skin every time I go out.

I couldnt move from the position I was to look at the clock but I could hear it strick every hour. It was from it that I was able to know how many days has it been.

A doctor came to visit me with his team as usual but this time after examining me he took the ventilators away.

"Miss Yuki, how are you feeling now?" he asked me. Words didn't come out of my mouth because I couldnt speak for a few days.

"It's all right miss Yuki, please move your head and simply answer my questions." His first question was whether if it was still hurting anywhere? I nodded my head saying that where I got stabbed still hurts.

It normal to feel that way. You will be alright in a little while. Until then to check whether you are all well we will do another few tests on you and he left with all others leaving me alone.

Time must have passed and even the slightest bit of noise I was hearing from the outside was fading away.

It must be very late in the evening as I thought. I kept staring at the roof above me as if there were something, but it was just lonely.

Loneliness and silence had already consumed me from in and out.

My heart ached every time I thought that no one came to visit me. After all, I still couldnt get out of the bed to go check on him.

"Hasn't he woken up yet? Is that why he didn't come to visit me?. Did he forget me perhaps? Or is he scared of confronting me after what happened?"

Since no one was around I decided to get up. Even though there were a lot of things fixed onto me. Even though there were needles on my body, I mustered up my courage to get off the bed amidst my pain.

A needle came out making me bleed. I barely managed to get out of bed.

I got out of the room hoping to find him.

I took a few steps forward. My head kept getting dizzy making me lean onto the wall. Everything completely went dark the next step I took forward, but even though I fell down I didn't completely lose my consciousness.

someone came and took me onto his arms carrying me somewhere, and left me on the bed.

He kissed my forehead,

"Akuji, you will be alright."