My Reasons

"What do you want me to do," he said running his hands around my waist.

I was blushing from the sudden attack of his. 'Will I look like I have feelings towards him? This is insane.'

"Yuki, I think I found your catchphrase."

'Then tell me what it is,' I said.

"This is insane," he said smiling. 'Isn't this the phrase you have been uttering since yesterday? Keep on saying it.'

'I like it.'

He let go of me making me almost fall on the floor, but I managed to balance myself, getting reminded of the embarrassment I could get by falling in front of him.

"Don't touch me ever again," I said turning my back towards him to go back to the bathroom. 'Get hold of yourself,' I said slapping myself.

"I heard it," Samael screamed from outside. I turned around, opened the door, and jumped out wanting to smack his face. How silly of me, I tripped.

"How clumsy of you," he said catching me. He appeared right in front of my eyes in a second. I unintentionally looked at the door because I felt like someone was looking at us. My hunch was 100% right, a nurse was staring at us like she hasn't seen something like this before.

'Wait, of course, she must not have seen something like before. A demon teleporting from place to place must be new to her.' I kept thinking while giving her a smile.

She was frightened in surprise.

"Come in,' Samael said.

He was still holding onto my waist. I adjusted my bathrobe which was not in the right condition. "did he see something?" was the question, that was troubling my mind. "Whatever."

The nurse didnt dare to come in. she must have been startled. She took small steps, but Samael screamed. "Is this how you are going to work. Come here right now."

"You didnt see anything okay," he said appearing right in front of her eyes scaring her to death.

He placed his left palm on her head mumbling something. 'Okay now go and come later, he said and turned towards me.'

"Where were we again?"

'We were nowhere.' "By the way, come here I have a nice gift for you I said smiling at him.

He came near me like a mouse, which was not like him at all. "Are you excited about your gift? I guess you are then get ready," I said looking straight into his eyes. "Here you go," I said hitting his head.

'This is for smiling at me.'

"Did smiling at you hurt you in any way," he asked me holding my hand tight.

'Hey, why are you so serious.'

"Tell me did my smile made you unhappy."

It did, I said.

"Okay then, I will never smile again," he said.

'No, wait, what?' "Are you crazy? What wrong with smiling."

'Continue to smile, you look cute when you do.' Wait what did I just tell.

Damn it.

Never mind that forget my words and smile. "Okay, did you get it?"

He pressed me against the wall leaning his body on mine. Why is he behaving wild in the hospital? 'Wait, how did the way I think about these things change.'

"Do you want to know why?" he said bringing his lips closer to mine

'Why are you behaving like a vampire?' His lips touched my neck sending shivers through my body. It was cold, super cold because my clothes were insanely wet.

'Why am I not even doing something?'

"Why do you have so many questions?" He said, taking his lips away from my neck.

"Love," he said looking straight into my eyes.

His gaze was tempting and I could see the lust shining in his eyes. "Are you crazy, I don't love you nor like you. It's just that..."

"Just that what. Tell me right now?"

'What wrong with you, let me go. Let's talk later.'

But he didnt move a bit and kept looking straight into my eyes. This ain't going to end if I don't do anything right now. Why did I piss him off at this exact moment? Oh god why.

'Can you let me go? Please!'

"No," he shouted straight at my face. "Tell me right now what you are thinking of me. You know what I am capable of right."

"I will kill you and then kill myself as I did before. It did hurt right, do you want to feel it again. I hope you don't. So tell me right now, why you can't love me? why you cant like me?"

"If you really want to know that tell me who Akuji is?"

You don't have to know that, he said changing his mood.

I have so many reasons to not like you. I don't want to tell you that either. If you cant tell me who Akuji is I will no tell you anything.

"I could have just ignored my whole future and could have gotten married to you but there is this one thing that I am concerned about. Who is this Akuji? tell me."

'You don't have to know anything about that. Tell me why you can't like me, tell me he said. He shook me, like crazy.'

"It hurts, let me go." My wound started to hurt again. Which made me feel dizzy. But it didnt feels like bleeding. "Tell me now," he said.

'What is wrong with you? let me go right now, if you don't want me dead let me go.' Please! I said.

I will tell you, I said being unable to bear the humiliation.

"Remember that time you disappeared from my life after letting me go through all kinds of problems. You came into my life made me have feelings for you and you then disappeared from my life. I would have really liked you, I would have had fallen in love with you like crazy. If you didnt leave me that day."

"When I was born into royal life in the demonic realm you made me hate you by the way you behaved and acted towards me."

"You pushed me on the floor on our wedding day and made me bleed. Where were you on our wedding night? even if I haven't loved you you could have come to search for me, but you didn't."

"After that, you killed me like prey you were supposed to hunt down. Was I that dangerous for you to kill? You could have simply done something to have me under control. You killed me and killed yourself in front of my eyes."

How brave of you.

"Then you reincarnated right next to me. Didnt I became living dead because of you. I am living in a rotting dead body because I was reincarnated into my dead body."

"You took away my happiness and everything, you made me attempt suicide. I hate you for everything, I said bursting into tears."

'I had my reasons, I am sorry he said hugging me tightly.'